She turned to check the time. 2:47 a.m.
Damon hadn't arrived back at home.
She felt a stinging pang in her chest, but she pushed herself to consciously breath gently. It was not novel. Like last night, he had spent many evenings away. But tonight, after everything, the whispers, the looks, the humiliation, his absence felt different. It came across as a statement.
On the nightstand, her phone buzzed, its vibration breaking through the quiet.
She reached for it with doubtful fingers. one note from Vanessa.
Look at Seraphina's post.
dread knotted low in her gut. Her pulse pounding against her ribs, her hands became sweaty as she swiped open the app. The screen loaded slowly, but when it did, each breath she had left left one sharp exhale.
Her most recent piece was a darkly lit, closely close picture. A woman's bare back against silk sheets, a masculine hand resting possessively on her hip.
Lillian's blood ran cold.
The caption beside it said: Tonight will live in memory.
Her fingers got tighter around the phone. Her knuckles went white from that great hold. She knew that hand, even though the picture itself was deliberately vague and ambiguous. Its form, the veins on the wrist, the way the cuff hardly peeped into the picture.
Damien.
Her vision became hazy.
She wanted to scream, toss the phone across the room, break anything, anything, that would help her to release this intolerable agony inside her.
She closed her eyes rather instead.
taken in. Pushed out.
Sharp and merciless pain turned inside her, but she choked it down. This was not the first turnabout. That would not be the last.
She moved over the rotating doors, the air smelling fresh coffee and polished wood. Executives in tailored clothes, helpers carrying files, quiet chats filled with urgency, the elegant lobby alive with movement, its tall marble columns and immaculate black flooring.
Then she entered.
And the globe froze.
Heads looked around. Slower movements. Though the murmurs were subdued, she sensed the change in the air, the stolen looks, the way certain staff members lowered their eyes, suddenly busying themselves with chores absent on the list.
She was not only a surprise visitor.
She was unique.
Lillian kept on her stroll.
She passed old faces, people who had attended their wedding, who had once congratulated her for assuming Mrs. Ashford. They now saw her as though she were only a ghost living in the empire her husband governed.
As she walked to the executive floor, her pulse pounded in her ears.
Straightened at the sight of her, the young woman in a navy blazer, the main desk receptionist, had immaculate hair tied into a bun.
Lillian spoke in a cool, steady manner. "I should see Damon."
The woman stopped, her fingers hanging over the keyboard. "Mr. Ashford is... right now in a meeting."
Lillian wrinkled her brow. "then I'll wait."
The receptionist swallowed and looked down, maybe looking for a justification.
Lillian had no need for hearing it.
She realised.
New from the woman's posture's tightness, the hardly hidden pain in her eyes. New from the way the whole floor seemed electrified with something unsaid.
Damon was on hand.
And he was not isolated either.
An intense pulse of wrath curled under her ribs. She nodded once. "Don't trouble me announcing."
She turned without further word and headed directly towards his office.
Ahead loomed the door, its sleek black finish a sharp contrast against the glass walls encircling it.
The last gate.
She extended her hands for the handle.
The receptionist answered uncertainly and called after her. "Mrs. Ashford, I really don't think,"
Lillian closed the door.
Langley, Valhalla.
She stood next to Damon's desk, wearing just his white dress shirt, the neat cloth draping off her tiny form as though she belonged in it. Her lips curved in a deep, contented smile as her damp, raven hair hung to her collarbone.
Lillian's hands shook at her sides as her stomach turned.
Seraphina spoke in a purr, full with victory. "Oh, beloved, shouldn't you knock?"
Lillian's world slanted, but she kept anchored in place; her body was unresponsive as her thoughts shouted at her to react, to move, to speak, to act.
She then turned to see him.
Damian.
Arrangements folded up under his large oak desk, shirt undone at the collar. Arrangements He radiated that same easy control, the man in charge. But the ground changed beneath her not because of his looks.
It was his demeanour.
Not shocked at all. Nothing guilt about.
Simply disinterest.
As though she did not exist.
Like she hadn't simply entered on his treachery.
He reached for his cufflinks, fastening them with slow, careful accuracy, his every movement meticulous, as though her presence were only a slight annoyance.
Lillian's nails sank into her palm.
Inside her, a dozen emotions battled: anger, hurt, shame. She forced herself to stand tall though, smothering them all.
Seraphina let out a really long sigh. "You impoverished person." Her fingertips straying the edge of Damon's desk, she turned to him. "You omitted telling me we had an audience this morning."
Though her pulse hammered, Lillian refused to let anybody see her break.
At last Damon turned to look at her.
Their stares locked.
She wasn't sure if she imagined anything flickering in his sight, so ephemeral, so unreadable.
Then he uttered the words that broke her in a voice as silky.
"You should not be here, Lillian."
Her heart halted.
Seraphina giggled quietly. She turned her head to say, "Yes, darling." "Have you not sufficiently embarrassed yourself?"
First to move was Seraphina.
She moved slowly and deliberately across the distance between them, her bare legs showing from under Damon's clean white dress shirt. The fabric swallowed her frame, yet Lillian's tummy turned over from her thoughtless, intimate wear.
Sitting on Damon's desk's edge, she crossed one long leg over the other. She leaned in and planted a soft, lingering kiss to his cheek then, as if bending the knife further.
Lillian sensed the tilt of the world.
Damon didn't respond. He wasn't rigid. He stayed.
He just let it to happen.
Seraphina's lips opened into a languid, contented smile. Her head tipped and her emerald eyes sparkled with laughter. "You're early, darling.."
Lillian's pulse burst into her ears.
Every instinct screamed for her to respond, to smack that haughtily off Seraphina's face, to demand responses from the guy seated so coolly behind the desk. She refused to provide them the gratification, though.
Rather, she raised her chin, trained indifference hiding the fury inside her.
"How unfortunate," she murmured with a flawless flow. "I had no idea I should schedule a meeting to see my own husband."
Seraphina laughed lightly and airily. She cooed, whirling a strand of her raven hair. "Oh, Lillian," she said. Damon is a rather busy man. She let the words hang between them then spoke in a conspiratorial tone, downing. "I guess I just fit into his calendar more precisely than you do."
Lillian's fingers curled at her sides into fists.
She turned to Damon then, looking for anything, anything, in his manner.
A flickering of remorse. a sloshy guilt.
She came across nothing.
Damon let out a slow, almost bored-measuring tone. With unfathomable serenity, his black eyes locked with hers, his fingers tapping a meaningless cadence against the desk.
At last, he spoke.
Not a clarification. Not a denial; rather, a statement of fact.
Just three cold, intentional sentences.
You ought not to be here.
Her one knowledge was that she had to go.
The doors fell silently behind her with a sombre finality the instant she entered the lift. Trapped with the ghosts of what she had just seen, the narrow walls pressed in.
She grabbed for the button, her fingers shaking, but she did not press it straight away.
She stood there, fixed on her reflection in the mirror doors.
Her hair was still immaculate and her makeup was perfect. She seemed unbroken from the outside. Made. But her eyes revealed her differently.
There was the storm, building under surface level.
She breathed then pressed the button.
The fall was shockingly slowly slow. Every floor that went by, every second that passed tightened the knot in her chest.
Her hands had stopped shaking as she arrived at the lobby.
Her heels tapping on the polished marble floor, Lillian emerged into Ashford Enterprises' great hall. Executives racing to meetings, interns bearing trays of coffee, security officers positioned at the door encircled her in normal morning hustle.
Still, she strolled feeling like a ghost.
nothing stopped her. Nobody gave her a call afterwards.
They all knew.
She pushed open the glass doors leading outdoors to breathe the clean morning air. The city was waking, vehicles honking, people moving deliberately. Still, the world had not stopped.
Still, there was something inside her.
She had assured herself s
he could live with this marriage. She could swallow the loneliness, the whispers, the humiliation. She could stay, regardless of everything.
But nowadays days...
Something broke today.
Damon strode around the large room, his thoughts whirling like the storm clouds outside. Though his attention was miles away, the glass walls of his penthouse provided a stunning view of the city. Lillian's recent acquisition had really upset him; now, a fresh difficulty had appeared. Hearing the door to his office open, he turned to face the man standing in the doorway. Jaxon stood there, his countenance unreadable, his wide shoulders filling the screen. His gaze was icy, a warning Damon was not in the mood to follow. Damon snarled, "Get out," but Jaxon stayed planted, slowly and purposefully walking inside. As he said, Jaxon sounded almost aloof and quiet. Damon, she's not only a business associate. She's off-limits. Damon's temper surged; the words stung with an unanticipated sharpness. You believe you can govern me, Jaxon? His voice was low, menacing. You have no clue what you're walking into. Jaxon kept looking. I know just what I'm entering. Blackwood, you are overstepping.
Damon, what is wrong? She asked, moving closer and sounding worried in her voice. You have been distant of late. What occurred? Her query, weak and unsure, lingered in the air. Damon didn't even glance up to see her. His thoughts miles away, he looked absorbed in his own world. Before he eventually looked up, a small sigh slipped from his lips; his eyes were frigid and far away. Damon said flatly, without feeling, "Seraphina, I have larger issues now." For a brief moment, his gaze flashed to her, but there was no warmth, no love, no anything. His comments made Seraphina's heart sink. The man who had before been so enthralled with her was now a stranger. It struck her like a slap in the face. She was no longer the main focus. He didn't even consider her in his head. Trying to hide the pain threatening to consume her, she forced a grin and swallowed hard. "I see," she murmured, her voice calm but frigid. The stillness between them was thick and stifling. She could now sense the sep
Damon Blackwood walked into Lillian Ashford's office with a determined stride that sent a ripple of tension through the room. Though within a tempest roared, his face was a frigid mask and his jaw stiff. Every move she had played him, outsmarted him; now it was time to ask questions. Lillian sat at her desk, comfortable, her fingertips stroking the back of her leather chair, as if the confrontation were the most little thing in the world. Unbothered, nearly pleased by his presence, her eyes rose slowly to meet his. Damon replied, his voice harsh and full of poison, "You seem confident today." I hope you arrived to at last clarify why you have been playing me from the beginning. Her gaze stayed on his as she slightly tilted her head. Damon, I haven't been playing you. I've just been playing the game better than you. You didn't see it coming; not my fault. Overwhelming was the need to slam the desk in front of him, his hands gripped at his sides. "You have crossed the line," he said
Damon leaned forward in his high-rise office, fingertips skimming the thorough report before him. The figures were sharp, too exact to overlook. His thoughts racing, he looked over the numbers again. Lillian Ashford Too subtly, she had been moving in silence; now her plan was laid out naked before him. He had always knew she was a force to be reckoned with, but this? This was conflict. Reading the numbers, purchases, stock manipulations, and an aggressive takeover he had never seen coming caused his jaw to tighten. She was using his own tactics against him effortlessly. This was personal, not only a corporate move. In his head, he could nearly hear her voice, frigid and analytical. "How dare she?" he grumbled, mostly to himself rather than anybody else present. The report's margins were gripped by his fist, crumpling the paper under his touch. This was a statement, not only a corporate one. Lillian was after him. He didn't know what game she was playing, but one thing was obvious: s
"I think you've just outmanoeuvred one of the most ruthless CEOs in the industry," one of the men said, his voice full with admiration. Lillian looked at him with a cold composure. Her voice was strong, like the steel under her polished surface, "I'm not here to play fair." She need not justify herself to them. She had acted; now it was time to reap the rewards of her effort. Her assistant moved forward with the last paper, verifying the agreement was formally hers as the whispers got louder. Lillian wasted no time. Grabbing the paper, she signed it with a flourish and then looked at her assistant, turning with a gaze that contained a thousand meanings. Her voice tinged with something unspoken, she murmured, "Send Blackwood my regards." Her steely, determined gaze said all she intended to express. This was her triumph not only over the business but also over Damon Blackwood personally. Damon Blackwood's eyes darted over the article's headlines as he slammed the whisky glass down o
"You need to stop chasing her," Jaxon said calmly and deliberately. He was neither begging nor asking. It was a command. Damon's jaw clenched and his hold on the whisky glass became tighter until the crystal looked about to shatter under his touch. He laughed softly, nearly undetectable, with a sour undertone. Since when do you command me? Though terse, Damon’s statements clearly conveyed a challenge. He straightened up straighter, looking at Jaxon as though he were an adversary. Jaxon's face remained unchanged. The action seemed casual, as if he didn't sense the tension growing between them, so he just sipped his drink slowly. I'm not telling you what to do. I'm warning you. His gaze shifted from Lillian back to Damon, his voice dropping a little. She is no longer yours. The words struck Damon hard, raw and unrelenting. His breath caught and for the briefest time he believed he could lose control. But he would not. He never done that. Not in front of anybody. Meeting Jaxon's sta
Damon Standing by the bar, his back straight and strong jawline precisely positioned under the overhead lights. Though his posture shouted strength, his look as it fixed on her revealed something more. It was the fervour. The same look he had given her in their past: deadly, demanding, impossible to ignore. Lillian's heart leapt. She had hoped the distance between them would lessen the impact he had on her, but seeing him now, so near, only made the old feelings rise. The draw. The recollections. The turmoil that came after them both. She kept looking. She was unable to. Watching her, Damon narrowed his gaze and his face became inscrutable. Lillian drew a breath and gathered herself. She was no longer the lady who had allowed him to control her life. She was no longer that naive girl trapped in the undertow of his charm and power. A well-meaning server walked by and a glass of champagne materialised in her palm. Grounding her, she sipped and felt the cool liquid slide down her th
This isn't correct, she thought, her hold on the glass tightening. Damon's desire to Lillian wasn't only physical; it was more like a shift, a change in the air that Seraphina couldn't ignore. Lillian was turning into a danger Seraphina could no longer deny. The woman was lovely and confident; now, it appeared she was sliding under Damon's skin in ways Seraphina could not control. A real smile filling her face, her breath hitched as she watched Lillian chuckle at something Knox had said. Knox's hand brushing against her waist as he leaned in was all too much. Turning fast and with a hardened expression, Seraphina looked for an ally's solace. Her gaze roamed the room until they found one guy she trusted, Jaxon Thornfield, a man with ties and loyalties extending well beyond what most people knew. She had no time to lose. Seraphina's voice fell to a whisper as she walked towards him, her heels tapping hard on the marble. This has to be fixed right away. We have to correct this. At th
"Even more breathtaking up close," Knox remarked, his voice strong enough for Damon to hear. The liquid within had long since forgotten, hence Damon's hold on his whisky glass grew tighter. The words' sound hurt; his chest tightened as he watched every motion between them. He had knew Lillian was interesting. But Knox's remarks and the way he held her attention so naturally caused something in Damon crack. Anger was bubbling under the surface, ready to explode. He understood how this game operated. Always in charge, always the one who decided the terms, he had played it many times. But now, with Lillian, everything was changing. Though she wasn't his to control, the idea of losing her to someone, someone like Knox, seemed a betrayal, a hurt that would last forever. He ought to have been the one to cause her to grin like that. He ought to have been the one to notice that sparkle in her eyes. But he wasn't. It was Knox Vandermeer. Lillian looked up to see Damon staring at her from