"Tell me why?" Liam's deep and terrifying voice enveloped my body as my body shivered so hard while sitting at the edge of the bed. "What's your reason for leaving the house without my consent? I didn't fail to remind you, didn't I? I told you not to go outside, Kris! Is that too much to ask?"
I want to answer him yes. I want to voice out my feelings and I want to show him that he is exaggerating by locking me up here inside the hell he used to call a palace before. But I ended up saying, "I'm sorry."
Even though I don't see any reason for me to apologize, to cut this conversation short, I apologized.
"I'm sorry for breaking your rules, Liam."
"It's okay." Even though I was looking at the floor, I could clearly see from the floor the fall of the lab coat he had just taken off. "But, please..." And I don't really like what's about to happen tonight.
Liam pushed my shoulder lightly just to lay my body down on the bed. "I don't want the same thing to happen again, hmm? You know what I don't like is when you’re breaking my rules. I hate seeing you with another man, you know that. I don't care if that bastard was your college friend. I still cannot afford seeing you with that guy. I’m jealous.”
He's now on my top, slowly unbuttoning his shirt. "I could sense that guy likes you. It's obvious in his eyes that you're his type, Kris. That’s what I hate the most, you know me. What’s my property should stay mine. I don’t share you with anybody…”
"Because you're mine, Kris."
Now that he finished unbuttoning the polo shirt he was wearing up to his chin, he took it off completely to reveal his broad and built masculine body to me. I couldn't erase the fact that Liam made his body more beautiful because of his routine every weekend that he goes to the gym.
"I only have you and your body." He finally owned my lips after saying those words.
And I was like... answering his kiss emotionless. A few months passed when we last had sex because Liam was also very busy at work. I won't deny that I also missed us doing something that a couple does. But in the past years and with my experience of marriage with him, I'm no longer enjoying having sex with Liam.
His lips slowly traveled to my neck. His kiss was so irresistible and at the same time, it felt warm. And when he was lifting my blouse up, it was my hands that stopped him. I immediately lifted my top and took it off. Showing my body to him while wearing only my brassiere, the shape of his grin increased and he suddenly buried his face in my chest. Ugh! That was too fast.
I bite my lips, unbuttoning the piece of clothes left in my upper part. When I felt his tongue in my nipple, I couldn't breathe and my eyes were left closed.
"You're so good at doing that," I moaned.
It's tickling that what he's doing is making my vagina also wet, without realizing it, one of my hands hastily took off my underwear to finger myself while Liam is just busy doing his business with my breasts. And it was damn satisfying.
"You're too fast, wife--"
"Hold on."
I moved away from his face that was buried in my chest so that my eyes traveled to his pants. Shit. I've always wanted to feel that inside me. I'm getting impatient with how long Liam licks my nipple. I couldn't wait any longer!
"Enter me," I spoke as my eyes focused on his belt that I wanted to remove.
And his hands are now unraveling his sword. It's so slow that because I'm so bored, I help him take off his pants and undies, and I hold his dick. His dick that entered mine over several times.
"Coming in." At the same time, it finally entered my core.
Liam and I have done this many times... and I could say... he never gets tired of it. My vagina never gets tired of his bananas.
"Hmm..."
"Come on, don't be shy!"
I was just kidding him but Liam agreed. Ouch! My livid, livid body couldn't do anything but roll its eyes because of how satisfying I felt. It hurts but it's okay. He was riding me faster and faster until the pain I felt earlier when he hit me... was replaced by pleasure.
And he's fucking me with his hands still playing with my nipple. He licked my breast so deliciously that it shook one after the other because of the strength of his grind.
"The idea that I won't enjoy sharing temptations with you turned out to be just a piece of fiction," I whispered amidst my burning desire slowly eating my sanity.
"Kris..."
"Faster... Liam..."
"I'm about to explode..."
"No--"
"I mean it." And in just a snap, his juice exploded inside me. It was hot and sticky, so he made sure to take the pet out. "Are you okay--"
"Tired." I just lay on the bed and closed my eyes.
I didn't enjoy what we did, actually. Besides the fact that I was hooked... the idea that I made him fuck me because of me... longing for sex. I also have needs as a woman... and just now that was given to me again.
"I hope we can create something by this time," I heard him whisper.
I really hope so. Maybe Liam will come back to his senses when we have our own child.
Crazy as it may sound, I'm still hoping his condition will get better once a baby comes into our life. Maybe there is still a chance that he will be a good husband to me if that happens. Because Liam started to be a monster in my eyes right after we found out that I... have no capacity to carry a child.
A week of no good communication with Liam because of his tight schedule, and here he is... just freaking out to stop me from having coffee."No, Kirsten! Don't drink that!" Liam ran up to me to grab the coffee that Mother Minda just brought me here in the garden area."Are you also forbidding me to drink coffee?" I asked calmly. I don't want to fight with him now... I'm not ready to get my body hurt.He violently grabbed the coffee cup and threw it on the grass. At the same time, I saw behind Liam that his two bodyguards were holding Mother Minda.Liam was about to turn his back to me when I stopped him. "What's going on? Where are you taking Mother Minda?!""In the place where she belongs." To my surprise, he brought his face to me with a bad expression. "There is no problem with you, Kris. The doctor's diagnosis of your womb’s inability to get pregnant was not true.""H-How? H-How did you say that? You're a doctor, Liam! Doctors can't make mistakes in diagnosing--""That old woman c
I held back my own excitement to tell Liam about the success of our sex last time. I would like to find a good time to surprise him with this great news. One more thing, he's been very busy these past few days, so for the meantime, I’d rather like him to focus on his job. Maybe telling my surprise to him can wait.One of these days, I will be able to tell him about my pregnancy... but I think this time is not so good and so perfect to speak."Most of the time, you drink coffee in the morning partnered with ham and sausage," Liam remarked, pointing his finger to my plate currently having plain rice with veggies, and to my drink, I have hot milk. "You're not into healthy foods. What's your reason for making a change?""Do you have to always question all the changes you'll notice every time with me?""You're acting strange, Kris. That's why." My piercing gaze could not shake his preoccupation with food. "And some changes in your body and routines only result in only two things..." Now Li
"Are you busy?" I was inside our room folding clothes when Liam arrived. "Kris--""Use your eyes. You see I'm doing something, right?" Maybe my pregnancy caused me to be hot-headed, so my mood suddenly changed.My heart skipped a beat when the door slammed hard, and my body jerked up out of nowhere as Liam pulled my hair causing my scalp to ache."L-Liam, it hurts--""Do you think you didn't hurt me the way you answered me, Kris?! Don't you care about me anymore?!" He presented my innocent face to him, only to be surprised when I saw tears streaming down his cheeks. "Don't you want me anymore, Kris?""L-Liam…"Even though my hand was shaking, I tried to remove his hand from clinging to my hair. But it was not enough as I let myself be too stunned by just looking at my husband... now that he's acting as someone I don't know... again."A-Are y-you okay?""You're asking me if I'm okay after what you've said to me?! What do you think?!" His previously gentle voice became harsh and sharp.
"Fuck that psychiatrist, Kris!" And as predicted, he's gonna explode like a ticking bomb. "Why do you keep insisting that I'm having mental illness-"“I'm not saying you are-”"But you're actually making me feel like I'm one!" The newly hired maids aren't at our house yet, so Liam and I are the only two here, fighting in the home he once called a palace. "Am I not normal in your eyes? What is wrong with my character for you to think that I’m insane?!”"Stop calling yourself like that. I'm not saying you're crazy-”"But you think there's a problem with my thinking, what's the difference? I'm okay and I’m totally fine, so stop forcing me to go to those stupid psychiatrists because I'm not mentally retarded!” He left me here in the living room of the house with the clothes he bought for me scattered.“He's a health worker. How could he call psychiatrists as doctors of crazy people?”Liam made me heave a long sigh for acting like that. He just couldn't admit to himself that there was real
He even laughed at me just to tease me. "I'm close with Liam. I'm one of his colleagues way back 2016-18, but we just parted ways when I flew to Italy with Gwen.""Whoa. I have no idea about that.” And literally I got surprised upon knowing my brother-in-law has connections with my husband. "Anyway, how are you? How are you and Gwen? Does mom already know that you are back here in the Philippines?""Gwen and I got home here last week. Actually, you're the only one who had no idea we're back." Hen suddenly turned his back on me while taking a look at the venue of Liam and I's wedding anniversary. Because from here, there is a view of the garden area. "Liam loved you so much, didn't he?"As much as I wanted to tell him the truth, I couldn't. Especially now that I found out that Hen is connected to my husband, I think this is not the perfect time to let the bomb explode."He truly is." Even inside, I want to divorce my husband. "He's a loving husband to me... indeed."I took advantage of
I lost my temper when Liam held my hand. It was so tight that he didn't want to let me go while his eyes were as fierce as fire if he could look.And I know this kind of scene. I have watched it and it has happened several times."Excuse us," Liam said coldly and without a word, he pulled me out of the venue where those guests who were curious about the scandal I made earlier were cutting me.And my body settled down from crying. Now my worry and sorrow for my dying mother has been replaced by fear. He pushed me into our room. The door slammed very hard when he closed it, while I did nothing but protect my baby with my aching arm.At this time, I can tolerate my husband hurting me again, just don't hurt my baby.“Aren't you thinking? There are so many people at the venue, did you really think of spreading out there? Fuck this life! In front of my friends, you're going to tell me that you almost lost respect for me as your husband?!”"M-My mother is dying, Liam. What do you want me to
I could clearly see the way he clenched his fists before turning his back on me and leaving the room. But even before he was completely out, he suddenly came in again and faced my face."And trust me, Kris. I tried to save your mother's life earlier. While Lance was checking you up, I called several hospitals to pick up your mom. Unfortunately, she's dead on arrival. I'm sorry for being too late.” At the same time as the door was closed, my tears fell one after the other.What the fvck? My mother's gone?My fists started to shiver like hell, trying my best not to scream the hell out of me. I was able to be okay because my baby is safe, but knowing the news of my mother, whom I haven't seen in years after I was imprisoned on the roof where my husband and I live, I can't even imagine the next time I'll meet her, it was now on her burial.I did what I could. I almost begged Liam's visiting doctors, as well as him, to help my mother. In fact, if they didn't act on the safety protocols the
"He's trying to fight his inner self, Kris. A while ago when I was inside with him, he's trying everything he could just so he wouldn't hurt me…”"Instead, he scratched his own wrist."I cried as I looked down at my husband lying peacefully on the couch. "What can we do, Logan? Is there anything I can do to improve my husband's condition?”"As I say, only he can help himself, Kris." From his table he could see Liam lying down. “DID can be controlled, but it cannot be cured. There are some medications and treatments that help patients with DID manage themselves for the rest of their lives.”"Liam could undergo psychotherapy and he really needs this right now. As I mentioned, it will help Liam if he learns to be open about himself and his condition by talking to a mental health professional who is willing to confide in him about his life. And his trusted mental health professional could also help him deal with his disorder, to give him tips only for a healthy lifestyle and possibly to e