FAZER LOGINTorinHe came to me during the recess, which should have warned me.I was standing at the edge of the dais with Mateo at my shoulder, watching the crowd churn, trying to remember the last time I'd eaten. Valdés had posted two officers at the east door and a third near the kitchens. Marisol was moving among the tables with a bottle of water and a face like a calm sea. Behind the curtain, in the dust and the cable, my wife was holding her mother. I'd left them alone. I'd decided it was the one thing in the whole night I was sure of."Torin," said Graham.He'd walked up so quietly that Mateo started. I turned. He stood a pace below me with his hands folded in front of him, the old faded ribbon on his lapel, an expression of dignified, weary reasonableness on his face. The tremor had gone. Whatever he'd used to put it away, I admired it."Mr. Calloway.""I wonder if we might speak privately. Man to man.""No.""Then publicly, if you prefer." His voice dropped, courteous, unhurried. "I won
IsabelI have imagined this for twenty-one years, in a great many forms, and not one of them involved four hundred strangers and a string quartet.Somebody had tactfully stopped the music. I could hear the silence of the room as a kind of pressure on my ears, the held breath of people who understood that they were witnessing something they had no right to watch and could not bring themselves to look away from. I was too tired to mind. I had my arms around my daughter and her face in my neck, and my whole body had gone loose and strange, as if I'd been carrying something enormous for two decades and had just been told I might put it down.She was taller than I'd planned for. That was the first foolish thought I had. In my mind she'd stayed small, nine years old, narrow-shouldered in a black dress, standing under an umbrella that was too big for her. Now her head came to my chin and her shoulders shook under my hands, and I thought: you've grown. You've gone on growing the whole time I
RhoswenShe stopped at the foot of the dais steps, and I came down.I don't remember deciding to. One moment I was standing at the lectern with Callum's warmth still on my shoulder and the binder open behind me, and the next I was on the third step, then the second, and the room had gone so quiet I could hear my heels on the wood.Close up, she was smaller than she'd looked across a gallery. Narrow-shouldered. The silver hair was pinned with great care, and the black velvet fell from her collarbone in an old, plain line, and her face, her face, was not sixty. It was perhaps fifty, and carved by something that had nothing to do with age. There were deep lines at the corners of her mouth. There were shadows beneath the eyes. And the eyes themselves were a dark, unremarkable brown, the colour of strong tea, and they were fixed on me with an expression I had no name for.I knew those eyes.Not their colour. Their shape. I had seen that tilt every morning for thirty years, in the glass ab
CallumNobody tells you how long the walk to a microphone is.It was eleven steps from the foot of the dais to the lectern. I counted them. Somewhere around step six I thought, quite calmly, you can still turn around, and somewhere around step nine I thought, you have turned around at every other point in your life, and look where it got you. By step eleven my hands had stopped shaking, which surprised me, because the rest of me hadn't.Rhoswen stepped aside to let me have the lectern. She didn't say anything. As I passed she touched two fingers to my sleeve, the lightest pressure, the way you steady a glass."Mr. Chairman," I said again."Mr. Ashworth," said Torin. "Go ahead."I looked out at the room. Four hundred faces, white in the glare of the chandeliers, every one of them turned toward me. I knew most of them. I'd shaken their hands and drunk their wine. I'd stood at the front of a church in a black suit and let them tell me how sorry they were.I opened the folder. I didn't lo
GrahamI have been afraid exactly four times in my adult life, and I can name them.The first was in a hospital corridor in Marbella, thirty years ago, when a woman in a grey coat looked at me and said, You'll do exactly what I tell you, Graham, or you'll lose everything. The second was the morning Donald Calloway asked me, in his study, with unnerving gentleness, why his signature had begun to look unlike his own. The third was a garden, two months ago, when a girl I'd drowned walked out of the dusk in a borrowed dress and said my name.The fourth was now. And it was the worst, because it arrived without noise.A photograph, on a wall. A piece of rusted iron the length of a hand.I'd forgotten it. That is the truth I will take to my grave, if I am permitted a grave. I had supervised that work order myself, standing in my own office with a cup of tea, and then I had put it away in the part of my mind where I keep things that are necessary and unpleasant. I'd never once pictured the o
BeatrixEleven years of working for Torin Blackwood has taught me three things about a crisis. Keep a clipboard. Keep your face still. And never stop counting.I was counting now.Four hundred and twelve confirmed guests. Three hundred and ninety-eight still in the room. Fourteen gone, six to the loos, four to the terrace to make telephone calls, and four, I suspected, to the cloakroom, to retrieve coats and good judgment. Two exits guarded by Mateo's men. One by Inspector Valdés, who'd drifted over to the east door with her handbag and a posture so casual that I'd have bet money she'd been trained in it. One silver-haired woman at table one, who had not moved in nineteen minutes.I'd counted her more than the rest.I stood near the staff entrance with the clipboard I wasn't reading, and I watched Graham Calloway work the room.He was extraordinary. I'll say that. I'd read about men like him, and I'd served them lunch, but I had never watched one at full stretch. He moved from table t







