Mag-log inAs a popular influencer, influencing has almost become my lifestyle. I work so hard day and night and every morning I tend to wake up with a bad headache all thanks to the Internet that showed me the best way to control the headache. I know other people probably learnt a lot of things from their parents but most of my life was spent alone in my room and and I learnt to take care of myself and soothe my pain as well, I feel like going to my parents everytime whether I just want to talk or complain to them, they will always find a way to remind me that I don't need them especially my dad, and since then I never complain to them, I just handles my pain and happiness.
I woke up this morning with the usual headache so I entered the bathroom and did my morning routine, it's was still super early the time is 6 in the morning and since it's holidays, I guess no one is awake yet, so as I went downstairs the whole house was still quiet, but as I entered the kitchen I saw Xavier's back views and he had a pack of ice placed on his head, I guess I was not the only one awake after all
I walked fully into the kitchen, guess he heard my footsteps and turned,
“Princess, you're awake”
“Hmm” I hummed and walked to the fridge to get myself a bottle of honey,
“What's wrong with you, why the pack of ice on your head?”
“Are you worried about me?” He asked with a tinted grin
“Sorry for asking then” I took a cup to go get hot water but he suddenly grabbed my hand,
“I'm sorry if it made you angry I was just teasing you”
I sighed and slowly looked up at him, but as soon as my eyes met his piercing gray eyes, I gently took two steps back, reminding myself why I should stay away from him cause whenever I look at those eyes, I can't help but imagine a lot of crazy things, I don't trust myself when I'm with him, besides he doesn't like me, and my brother warned me against him so I should probably stay away, I don't think he's good news, of course he's not.
Seeing how I took two steps away from him, his face changed into a frown
“Princess, why are you keeping your distance?”
I ignored him and took the icepack
“What are these for?” I asked him, he shrugged a little but still answers anyways
“I have headache”
“Why?” I asked dumping the ice in the sink as I got a cup of hot water from the dispenser
“Probably cause I drank a lot yesterday”
“You're drunk but you still bought flowers for Gueneve” That was what I wanted to say to him but of course I didn't cause I don't want to sound petty and vulnerable so instead I made the first cup of hangover tea,
“Here have this” I said, stretching forth the cup at him,
“Thanks” He muttered and gulped down the whole tea,
“What is it for?”
“Really? You don't even know what the tea is and yet you took it”
“Hmm, cause you gave it to me”
I swear hearing those words from him I could feel butterflies in my tummy and I was beginning to blush so hard so I turned away from him and walked to the sink to wash the cups,
“What do you mean it's cause I gave it to you?”
“Cause I don't care what it is princess as long as it came from you then I don't mind I'll take it regardless”
I fought back my smile, placing the cup in the cabinet,
“What if Gueneve heard you right now, don't you think she's probably going to be sad?”
“Why, what about her princess?”
I was about to say another word but then….
“Morning…” Gueneve walked into the kitchen,
“You're awake” I heard Xavier's voice saying to her,
“Hmmm, my head is banging so hard, sis can you make me your special hangover tea please?”
I dabbed my hands with the towel,
“You're not new here, find your way around” I replied her and without looking back, I left the kitchen, I saw my brother playing game in the living room so I decided to stop by,
“Sweetheart” He called glancing at me and focussing back on the game,
“Those two are drunk, why are you not drunk?”
“Drunk? It's only Xavier that was drunk, I can't remember Gueneve being drunk”
“Really?”
“Hmmm”
“Then when did he get her flowers, could it be on your way to the club?”
“Flowers?”
“Hmm”
“I can't remember us stopping by any shop, matter of fact Xavier was down throughout yesterday, it was Gueneve that kept on insisting she wants to go on a date with Xavier so he agreed, we didn't stop by any store”
“Ohh okay” It's crystal clear the bitch is throwing herself at him, I wanted to stand up when my brother suddenly dragged me back,
“Wait, why are you asking?” He stared deep into my soul like the answers are there,
“Nothing” I shrugged,
“You're probably lying, your eyes are twitching”
“Lying? Of course not bro, come on you think too much, okay this is what happened I'm only asking cause the both of them asked me to make them a hangover tea”
“Ohhh” He nodded,
“Wait” I sat back down and dragged him by the shirt
“You said you’re going to take me shopping, remember?”
“Of course sis, but guess what I couldn't take you because someone else insisted they want to tag along so I postponed it today”
“Tag along? Who wants to tag along?”
“Me……” I heard that familiar voice, and look up to see Xavier standing shirtless before us, for a moment I zoned out, unable to speak and then I blinked rapidly almost cannot control myself,
What in the hell is that body of his…
Not the regular bodies that was filled with tattoos, this is clean and perfectly built, I suddenly felt like touching them right now,
But my smiles wiped out immediately, as Gueneve stood behind Xavier, wrapping her arms around him,
“Hey sis, I'll be tagging along as well” She smiled annoyingly
“Gueneve dear” We all heard my father's voice
“Uncle” She quickly unwrapped her arms from Xavier,
“Come with me to the museum I'm meeting up with some important clients there, you told me you love art, I bet you'll draw some inspirations from there”
“Of course uncle thank you so much”
“Hmmm” My father left,
I could tell the bitch is about to explode but she's holding it in with a fake smile,
“Hey big sis, have fun in the museum…” I waved with a dirty grin, and triumphant smile
Cherry My eyes slowly opened, but I was now alone, I tiredly rubbed my neck not remembering how I slept off, the last thing I remembered was Xavier telling me he wants to take a nap, I spent the whole day watching him sleep and didn't even know when I fell asleep myself. I opened my curtains and realized it was already dark, I sighed and closed it back, after which I gently shifted the blanket by the side, I can't remember covering myself with these, I came down from the bed and wore my flip flops as I left my room, on walking downstairs I could hear my parents voice, guess they are back, “Oh she's here” I heard my brother's voice, he was staring at me, I took the last stairs and everybody was already in the dining room “I was about to come call you” My brother grabbed my hand, as he walked me to the dining, I took a seat beside him “Hey mum, hey dad” I greeted the both of them, “You look tired honey, is everything okay?” My mum asked as she filled my plate with extra meat “Yes
Cherry The drive back home was a silent one for me, cause I was lost in thought, I know I use to find Xavier mysterious, that was the reason why my crush started in the first place cause back in highschool I found his personality intriguing and wanted to know more about him, which of course my brother never allowed me to get close to him cause he was super protective so I had to admire Xavier from a distance,But then what happened today shocked me and took me unawares, if Xavier can own a black card then I can already imagine the kind of wealth he comes from. I have thousands of questions going on in my head but I know I'll never have an answer to them cause my brother probably does not want to spill Xavier’s identity and I knew better than to press further, but I know myself I'm always curious, and this has irked my curiosity.We made it back home and I stepped down from the car to grab the bags but before I can reach out to them, Xavier already grabbed everything and began to make
Cherry I got into my brother's BMW as we are about to leave for the shopping mall and honestly I don't feel too good that Xavier is with us cause honestly I'm scared of my brother seeing through me, what if he discovered that I fucking have feelings for his bestfriend, I mean it's not like I'm going to blab or yell it out but whenever Xavier is close to me, I don't trust myself cause I always ends up having series of dirty thoughts, what if I do something crazy,I was sitting in the front seat while Xavier sat at the back, I swear I don't understand why he likes black color cause almost all his clothes are black but that's not even it cause he's obsessed with hoodies, it's fucking rare to see Xavier Maleson on normal sweatpants and shirt, at this point I can confidently say that his signature color is black and his favorite style is hoodie.“Sweetheart your seatbelt” My brother reminded, as he ignited the car“On it” I smiled at him and put on my seatbelt, as we finally drove off, “
As a popular influencer, influencing has almost become my lifestyle. I work so hard day and night and every morning I tend to wake up with a bad headache all thanks to the Internet that showed me the best way to control the headache. I know other people probably learnt a lot of things from their parents but most of my life was spent alone in my room and and I learnt to take care of myself and soothe my pain as well, I feel like going to my parents everytime whether I just want to talk or complain to them, they will always find a way to remind me that I don't need them especially my dad, and since then I never complain to them, I just handles my pain and happiness. I woke up this morning with the usual headache so I entered the bathroom and did my morning routine, it's was still super early the time is 6 in the morning and since it's holidays, I guess no one is awake yet, so as I went downstairs the whole house was still quiet, but as I entered the kitchen I saw Xavier's back views an
CherryI walked into the mansion and watched as they got into their cars and drove off, I thought I was strong enough to accept that Xavier like Gueneve but right now that I saw the both of them together I can't help but stop lying to myself that they look good together, of course they do, who wouldn't love Gueneve when everyone probably adores her, I leaned against the door fighting my tears and telling myself that this is nothing and nobody is worth my tears, not those two, I blinked back my tears refusing to let them fall, of course it's not that easy, I'm fucking human too. After what feels like forever I finally felt better and found the energy to walk back to my room upstairs, I got in and tiredly dump my bag on the bed, I honestly lost all the energy I had while coming home, initially I wanted to film a video for my fans but right now it felt like I was no longer in the mood so I decided to soak myself in the bathtub who knows I might feel better after, I stripped off my clot
“Miss you, why would I miss you?” I demanded back, his eyes twitched and his expression immediately changed to something darker, I stood still watching as he stood up, “You're not supposed to be here, you're supposed to be in Gueneve's room, that should be more familiar to you” He smiled a little and began to take predatory steps towards me, but I'm not one of those girls that would cower back in fear, matter of fact I believe in an Eye for an Eye, so I stood my ground as he stopped right before me, “You're becoming more feisty by the day”“Why? You don't like feisty girls?” His eyes rested on my lips, and the corners of his mouth slowly curved into a grin“Quite opposite princess, I like my woman feisty” I rolled my eyes and walked past him, I walked to my dressing room by the corner and grabbed a pair of nightwear, “Get out I want to change” “Change? Come on I thought we are past that”“Past what?” “Come on princess if you want to change them you can do that, I promise I'm n







