We get to the shopping center and Gia and Olivia instantly start pulling me to different stores and forcing me into dressing rooms. It’s definitely an experience.I don’t keep track of who’s buying all of things that Gia and Olivia insist I just ‘have to have’, not wanting to think about it. I decided I wanted to do this, so I’m doing it.I come out of the dressing room, with a pretty purple sundress on. I really like it and will probably add this to the pile that they’ve made for me.I see Lux sitting with the triplets looking extremely bored. I chuckle, and he glares at me. “You could go find something to do. It’s not like I need you to protect me right now.” I tell him, knowing I won’t be shaking the triplets, so there’s really no reason he needs to be here.Issac ignores us and looks at me, “I love that one! And it’s you’re favorite color!” He says and I laugh at him remembering what I said about that. Dean and Gunner blanch, “Purple? Why did I think it was yellow?” Dean asks and
I stare into Issac’s eyes, “Why does that scare you?” I ask and he sighs, scrubbing his hand over his face. “I’m just terrified of losing you, Sunshine. I don’t know what would happen to me if I ever did.” He explains, and a small smile graces my face.“I’m not going anywhere, Issac. I love all of you so much, it physically hurts thinking about losing you. And while I have my fears about you guys not wanting me eventually, Dean’s right; I can’t see the future. I’ve decided if it happens, I’ll deal with it then.” I tell him and he smiles, “Good.” He says, and my mouth opens, I expected him to be more not okay with my statement. His smile widens, “Good, because if you you’re waiting for us to not want you, to start worrying about that then you’ll never have to worry, because us not wanting you will never happen.” He says, and then grabs the back of my head, pulling me into a kiss.I easily fall into his kiss, until I pull away again to look at the book. “Albert Windshion? What do you th
I’m reading a book called ‘In the beginning’ by Albert Windshion, feeling Grace’s emotions all over the place. I want to leave and go to her, but Dean said he’s handling it, and she’s not physically hurt, so I’m waiting.Gunner’s pacing behind the couch, distracting me also, so I close the book and look behind me to him. I wasn’t learning anything new from the book anyway. “Dean says she’s fine. They’ll be back in a minute.” I tell him and he nods.He stops pacing and looks at me, “Do you think this feeling will ever get easier?” He asks, and I scrunch my face and look him over. “What feeling?” I ask.He sighs, “I don’t know… It feels like there’s a fire living in my soul from how fucking angry I’ve been getting over everything. I know it’s not uncommon for me to get angry, but this feels… Different. Do you not feel like that? I wasn’t sure if I was just feeling her emotions or not, it doesn’t feel the same, but it’s not like I’ve done this before.” He explains and shrugs.I tilt my h
We get to her office, with Dean as my bodyguard today, and she takes me away into the room. I sit in my usual seat, and she hands me the sweet tea she made me, and I thank her with a smile.She smiles and sits down in her usual seat. “You’ve had an interesting day.” Shelia states and I purse my lips. “I guess. I’m honestly not sure where it came from. I just got so angry.” I tell her and she nods.“She touched your mate?” She asks and I nod. “Yeah, but it was more then that. She got inside my head first, and nearly drove me insane. I wasn’t really acting like myself.” I tell her and she nods, writing something down in her notebook.“Have you experienced anger like that before?” She asks, and I grimace. “I guess. Probably worse with Heath, but I never acted on it before like this.” I explain to her. She nods, “Do you think your mates caused it?” She asks and I eye her, scrunching my eyes, because what?She doesn’t explain, just continues to watch me. “I don’t think my mates caused this
“So, any luck with the mate thing?” Sarah whispers, excitedly. “When would she have had the time? You know with her being so busy beating the shit out of other girls.” Olivia adds and I grimace.“I didn’t beat the shit out of her. I didn’t make it that far.” I tell her jokingly and then glare at Dean sarcastically. Everybody laughs.Sarah chuckles, “As someone who almost got her arm ripped off by her for touching Issac, I’d say she deserved it. I had more respect for the mate bond then her and I’m his sister. Everybody knows not to touch someone’s mate, especially since you guys are new, and you don’t know her well.” Sarah explains and Gunner pulls me closer to him.I lean my head on his shoulder, ‘It’s fine. Hopefully, it all stops now.” I say, putting my hand on Dean’s thigh. He puts his on top on mine, “It will.” Dean says sternly and I look at him and smile.Hopefully he’s right.Olivia smiles, “Fuck yeah it will. Dean’s trending.” Olivia tells us, and gets on her phone, scrolling
The fire in my soul skyrockets when she slides her hand over his stomach, and I lose it.I charge across the court, and jump on top of her, and instantly start punching the shit out of her. She screams and honestly, that just makes me feel better.I hear nothing as I zero in on, I don’t even know… Hurting her? Killing her? Guess we’ll see.I’m yanked off of her and thrown into a hard chest as they start carrying me away. I’m still seething. I didn’t finish what I started. And the amount of anger living inside me, should probably scare the living shit out of me, but at this moment I can’t find it in me to feel anything beyond anger.I look up and see Dean trying to talk to me as he holds me, but I can’t hear him. Then he crashes his lips into mine forcefully. So, fucking hard, I wouldn’t be surprised if he broke a tooth.He pulls my hair, hard, shoving his tongue down my throat and his other hand bruising into my thigh.I slowly start to focus on the kiss. Finally coming down from the