FAZER LOGINIt got worse.
I knew it before I even reached for my phone. Something about the quiet felt… off. Too still. Like the day had already moved without me and left something behind. Then I saw the screen. Six missed calls. My mother. Six. I sat there for a second, just looking at it, like the number might change if I gave it time. It didn’t. I pushed the covers off and went straight to the kitchen, not bothering with anything else. My reflection caught in the microwave door—hair everywhere, face drawn, like I’d slept through something important. Maybe I had. Three messages. One link. I didn’t open the messages. I already knew the tone—urgent, dramatic, probably all caps by the third line. The link felt worse. I tapped it. Regret was immediate. A society blog. One of those ones that pretends it’s reporting but really just… feeds on people. Photos loaded slowly, like they wanted to give me time to brace. Daniel and me on the balcony. Too close. Or maybe not. Maybe it was normal. It hadn’t felt like anything at the time—just standing there, talking. But the angle… the stillness… it turned it into something else. Another picture. Earlier in the night. We were laughing. That one was worse somehow. It looked… easy. Familiar. Like there was something there. There wasn’t. There wasn’t. The headline sat at the top, bold and confident: WALKER AND ROTHFIELD RECONNECT AT FOUNDATION GALA Reconnect. I almost laughed. I scrolled anyway, even though I knew better. Powerful alliance. Families with history. Interesting match. Match. I dropped the phone onto the counter, the sound sharper than I expected. “Oh no.” It buzzed again, sliding slightly across the surface. Noah. Of course. I picked it up quickly, answering before it could ring again. “Please tell me you haven’t looked at the internet today.” Silence. That was enough. “Too late.” I pressed my hand against my forehead, eyes closing for a second. “So you saw it.” “I did.” “Great.” A pause. Then, lightly, “Should I be jealous of a billionaire?” I almost smiled. Almost. “You should be jealous of my mother,” I said. “She’s the one pushing this.” That got a laugh out of him—soft, familiar, the kind that usually settles something in me. Usually. “So what actually happened?” he asked. “Nothing,” I said. “We talked.” “How long?” “Five minutes. Maybe ten.” “And the internet married you.” “Exactly.” There was a small gap before he spoke again. Not long. Just enough to notice. “I’m not worried.” Something about that landed oddly. “You should be.” “Why?” “Because my mother is.” He huffed a quiet laugh. “You’ve survived worse.” “Barely.” I leaned back against the counter, staring at nothing in particular. “I’ll call you later,” I said. “When this gets worse.” “It won’t.” I didn’t argue. Didn’t feel like it. “Okay.” “And Maria?” “Yeah?” “Try not to accidentally get engaged before lunch.” That time, I did smile. Small, but real. “No promises.” I hung up and stayed there for a second longer, phone still in my hand. It felt heavier than it should. Not because of what I said. Because of what I didn’t. This wasn’t nothing. Not anymore. I grabbed my keys before I could think about that too much. Coffee first. Then I’d deal with everything else. ⸻ The café was quiet when I got there, the way it always is in the mornings. Low voices, soft music, people minding their business. Exactly what I needed. Which is why seeing him there felt almost… deliberate. Daniel Rothfield sat by the window like he’d been placed there. Coffee in hand, completely at ease, like the room had adjusted itself around him. I stopped for a second. Of course. Of course he was here. He looked up. “Good morning.” I blinked. “You again.” “Yes.” “Why are you here?” “I live three blocks away.” I opened my mouth, then closed it again. Right. I walked over anyway and dropped into the chair across from him, setting my bag down a little harder than necessary. “Have you seen the internet today?” “Yes.” Of course he had. I pulled up the article and slid my phone across. He looked through it quickly, like it didn’t matter much. “Efficient,” he said. I stared at him. “Efficient?” “They didn’t waste time.” “My mother is probably already planning a wedding.” “My father would want something formal.” I rubbed my face, dragging my hands down slowly. “This is exactly what they’ve been waiting for.” He watched me for a moment. “They’ve been pushing this.” “Relentlessly,” I said. “Especially since Noah.” He tilted his head slightly. “They don’t approve.” “They barely acknowledge him,” I said. “Sometimes they don’t even use his name. It’s always ‘that boy.’” Saying it out loud made it sound worse than I’d let myself admit. “They act like he’s temporary,” I added. “Like I’ll just… outgrow him.” Daniel didn’t interrupt. Didn’t soften it. Just listened. “And you won’t,” he said. I shook my head. “No.” A pause. “I love him.” The words felt steady. Grounded. Simple, at least on the surface. Daniel leaned back slightly, considering that. “I don’t understand that,” he said. “Love?” “Yes.” I huffed a quiet breath. “Must be nice.” “My parents disagree.” I frowned. “What do they want?” “A relationship.” “With someone specific?” “No. Someone appropriate.” “Meaning rich.” “Meaning useful.” I let out a small, disbelieving laugh. “That’s bleak.” “It’s practical.” “For them,” I said. “Yes.” I watched him for a second, trying to place something about the way he said things—so calm, like none of it touched him. “And if you don’t?” I asked. He paused. “My inheritance becomes conditional.” I sat up a little. “You’re serious.” “Yes.” “That’s… insane.” “Yes.” We sat there for a moment, the noise of the café drifting around us. Different problems. Same kind of pressure. “At this rate,” I muttered, “my mother is going to replace Noah herself.” “With whom?” I gestured between us. “You, apparently.” He didn’t react much, but something in his attention shifted. “That would solve her problem,” he said. “It would ruin my life.” “It wouldn’t have to.” I narrowed my eyes. “I don’t like how calm you are.” “I’m being practical.” “That’s not comforting.” A small pause. Then— “You could let them think it’s real.” I stared at him. “No.” “They would stop interfering.” “No.” “They would leave your boyfriend alone.” That made me hesitate. Just for a second. He noticed. “Your relationship becomes protected,” he said. “By something they accept.” “And yours?” I asked. “My parents get what they want.” “And we just pretend?” “Yes.” I leaned back slightly, the idea settling in whether I wanted it to or not. “This is a terrible idea.” “It works.” “It’s still a lie.” “It’s controlled.” I shook my head, more to myself than to him. “I have a boyfriend.” “And he would know.” “That doesn’t make it better.” “It makes it honest.” I let out a quiet breath, glancing at my phone as it buzzed again. Another notification. Another article. Another push. This wasn’t going away. I looked back at him. “Tell me something.” “What?” “If we do this… does it actually work?” “Yes.” No hesitation. No doubt. Just certainty. And that—more than anything—was what made it dangerous. Because suddenly, it didn’t sound completely ridiculous. It sounded possible. My phone buzzed again. I didn’t check it. I already knew who it was. And the problem wasn’t the article anymore. It was the fact that I was actually thinking about it.Maria:“I don’t think I’m competing with him anymore.”It doesn’t sound dramatic.That’s what makes it worse.Noah says it like he’s stating something obvious. Something he’s already accepted.I try to respond.“That’s not—”The rest doesn’t come.Because I don’t know what I’m correcting.He doesn’t push. Doesn’t fill the gap. Just waits a second, giving me space to say something that actually means something.I don’t.“I’m just tired,” I say instead.It’s the easiest thing to reach for.It also sounds exactly like what it is — an excuse.Noah nods anyway.“Yeah,” he says quietly.No disappointment. No frustration. Just… understanding.I don’t like that.It feels like he’s already adjusted to something I haven’t caught up to yet.“I should go,” I add, too quickly.He steps aside.“Okay.”No hesitation.No attempt to stop me.That settles something in a way I wasn’t expecting.I pick up my bag and move toward the door. My hand lingers on the handle for a second longer than necessary.S
Maria: Daniel doesn’t text.He calls.I’m halfway through brushing my hair when my phone lights up, his name cutting through everything else. For a second, I just stare at it, like maybe it’ll stop on its own.It doesn’t.“Hello?”“We have a shoot today.”No greeting. No build-up.I pause, brush still in my hand. “We what?”“A campaign. My mother’s brand.”I sit down slowly.“That’s not funny.”“It’s not.”A beat.“She signed us.”Something in his voice—flat, controlled—tells me this wasn’t his idea either.“Without asking?” I say.“Yes.”I let out a quiet breath, pressing my fingers against my temple.“Of course she did.”He doesn’t respond to that. He doesn’t need to.“My mom agreed, didn’t she?” I ask, even though I already know the answer.“Yes.”I close my eyes briefly.Right.That tracks.“When?” I ask.“An hour.”That’s it. No room to argue. No space to process.The call ends, and for a moment, I just sit there, brush still in my hand, hair half done, like I’ve been paused mid
Maria:I almost turn back.Not dramatically. Just a quiet pause at the gate, hand hovering near the bell like I forgot why I came.It shouldn’t feel like this. It’s just dinner.But it’s not just dinner.It’s his space. His world. Somewhere I’ve never really been, even when we used to know each other.I press the bell before I can overthink it.The door opens almost immediately.Daniel.He steps aside without a word at first, like he already expected the hesitation.“You’re on time.”“I try.”“That’s new.”I give him a look as I walk in, but it doesn’t land the way I expect. Everything feels… softer here. Less sharp.The house isn’t cold.That’s the first thing I notice.It’s big, yes. Clean. Expensive in a quiet way. But there are signs of actual life — books not arranged for show, a chair slightly out of place, a faint warm smell drifting from the kitchen.I didn’t realize I was bracing myself until the tension in my shoulders eased.“You can relax,” he says behind me.“I am relaxed
Daniel: “Why wouldn’t I?” It comes out clean. Easy. Like it belongs there. Maria doesn’t answer right away. I can feel her eyes on the side of my face, searching for something I’m not ready to give. I keep my gaze fixed on the road, fingers steady on the wheel. It’s easier this way. If I look at her too long, I might say something that breaks the version of this I’ve been maintaining. The car stays quiet after that. Not tense. Just… aware. The low hum of the engine fills the space while streetlights slide across the dashboard in slow gold streaks. She shifts once in her seat, like she’s about to speak, then decides against it. Good. Silence is manageable. I drop her off at her building. She murmurs a soft goodnight, already halfway out the door. I nod. Wait until she closes it behind her. Then I pull away. I don’t look back. — But the drive home feels longer than it should. The pause keeps replaying. That single second where she didn’t move. Didn’t stop me. Didn’t pull a
Maria: I don’t call Daniel. I unlock my phone, stare at his name until the screen dims, then lock it again. Walk a few steps down the sidewalk. Come back. Stand there like I forgot something important. I didn’t. I just don’t want to hear his voice yet. It feels like it would… settle something. And I’m not ready for anything to settle. So I text Lily instead. “He asked if I’m choosing him. Noah.” “I didn’t have an answer.” The reply is immediate. “Maria.” Then: “That’s not small.” I lean my forehead briefly against the car window. The glass is warm from the sun, and I close my eyes for a second, letting the heat press into my skin. I don’t know what I feel. She starts typing. Stops. Then: “That’s worse.” Before I can respond, another message comes in. Daniel. “Where are you?” I stare at it. Too long. “Home.” A few seconds. “We have something tonight.” No softness. No question. Just… fact. It should annoy me. It doesn’t. “What time?” “7.” I drop my phone i
Maria:Noah is already there when I arrive.He always is. Same seat, same posture—like he’s been waiting long enough to settle into it.I slide into the chair across from him.“Hi.”“Hey.”We smile. It lands, but something slips through it.He looks at me a second longer than usual.“You look tired.”“I didn’t sleep much.”“Because of me?”I shake my head. “Just… a lot.”He nods, but it’s not agreement. More like he’s placing that somewhere he’ll come back to.We order. Routine does most of the talking. It helps, for a minute.Then it doesn’t.He leans back slightly, eyes still on me.“You pause now.”I frown. “What?”“When you answer things. You stop first.”I almost deny it. Almost.Instead, I reach for my glass, take a sip I don’t need.“I’ve always done that.”“No.” A small shake of his head. “Not like this.”I don’t argue again. I can’t. The silence stretches just enough to say he’s right.“It’s just… a lot going on,” I say, and even to me it sounds like something I pulled off a







