~Xander~Aoife, Aoife, Aoife, her name, and her words didn’t leave me for a second. How could she say Matt and she become sex friends? All the things my mother tried to tell me, I could feel it was becoming a reality.But how could I forget her? Did she really mean what she said?Luckily, Zareena, my friend, took the stand for me.She saw how vulnerable I felt without Aoife. It was her birthday, and she wanted Aoife to join her party. She wants to clear everything between Aoife and me.“Xander, I know Aoife doesn’t like me. But I want to talk to her about us. I will tell her we are just friends and you love her only.”I am going to invite her whether you like it or not. I want you two to clear everything."She hugged me.“I hope she understands our friendship. Like I understood Matt’s and her.” I murmured to myself.Although I don’t know what happened to me, after her confession, I started seeing things with doubts and knew it was wrong. My heart didn’t want to accept it. It’s hard to
~Aoife~I prepared myself for the evening. It was Zareena’s birthday, but my heart was pounding to meet Xander. I feel like I will see him after years, imagining the scene a thousand times; I will run into his arms, kiss him and tell him how much I love him, or should I wait for him?I wanted to wear something beautiful to catch his attention. And I know how much he appreciates the simplicity.On that note, I took out my baby pink dress. It’s a long-sleeved, off-shoulder dress to peep my skin. It came all the way down to my knees as the delicate lace flower enhanced the beauty of my body. Keeping my pendant to highlight my dress, I made my hair in a perfect bun. Falling strands and light makeup. I wanted to remind him of everything we had; we enjoyed it when we were on the Island.I love you, Xander. And today, I want every awful thing between us to go away. I reached the place.Undoubtedly, Zareena’s house was enormous. She’s a rich girl, and her parents seem to be very close friends
~Aoife~I felt like my heart was howling alone; though Zareena came to the truth that hit me hard, I never expected those words would act like a pierced knife in my heart and create a vacuum I could not handle alone. I looked at Xander and sensed he regretted that moment of truth.He acted like he knew nothing. Seriously?It was a war zone between my feelings and a twisted lie in my mind. Xander tried to tell me something, but my anger and hurtful feelings were mixed already; all I wanted was to disappear from there. I sat in a taxi and told the driver to drive.The driver kept asking me about my destination; I told him to drive wherever he wanted. My heart and mind were casting different channels of emotions for Xander, my heart wanted to trust him, but my mind was battling with the facts. How did Zareena know about the moments we spent on that Island?How does she know every detail between Xander and me? Until and unless someone told her.And how could I forget no one was there exce
Matt brought Aoife to his place. It was hard for Aoife to walk; he had to pick her up to bring her to the couch. “Aoife, are you ok?” He was concerned. She looked bad. Her swollen eyes and makeup were all over her face. “I am not, Matt,” she replied to him while walking towards the bathroom. Matt was tensed when he saw her like this. He called Neeral. “Hey, thank you so much. But can I ask why you allowed her to drink this much?” Neeral sighed and told him about Aoife. “Matt, I came here with Victor. He is my cousin; I saw her and tried to stop her, but she was already drunk.” “I think she’s hurt by something. She was saying something about Xander. I didn’t understand, but I am sure something happened between them. They fought over something. She was upset, and Victor tried to get the benefit of her; I am sorry,” It filled her shaky voice with pain; rejection from Matt was still fresh in her heart. She saved the love of Matt while sacrificing her own. Victor slapped her also f
Aoife was sleeping while Matt looked at her, assuring her protection from his best friend, Xander. His eyes become wet while caressing her cheeks. She feared Xander, and somehow Matt knew it was his fault to let Aoife get close to the man who would never understand a pure heart.“It’s all my fault. Aoife, because of me, you are enduring this much pain.” He whispered.He remembers the day when he saw her for the first time. The way she suppressed her lips and lied to him was that she fell on the stairs. He knew Zareena had hurt her.Her simplicity made him fall in love with her instantly.Later, when she opens up with him, he finds himself lucky to find a pure girl like her. He was about to open his heart when he saw Xander’s attitude change in Aoife’s presence. Aoife was changing Xander, and it’s a good sign for him.He thought of sacrificing his love for Xander. To give him a chance to fall in true love. Xander deserves this chance.He backed himself from not showing his feelings to
~Xander~ I opened the door of her room and quietly waited for her to come. I followed her from her dinner and listened to everything they talked about while sitting at the bar. I was two bottles down, drowned in the sorrows. How easily she forgets me. Yesterday she ran from my place and didn’t give me a chance to explain myself. I was restless when I saw her crying, but she was behaving as if nothing had happened. Does that mean whatever happened yesterday was nothing for her? My love was nothing for her. The most painful moment I remember that screeched my heart when I saw her hiding behind Matt. Where the hell did Matt come in between us? I wanted to ask this question today. I went to talk to her, and she didn’t even look at me. Why are there so many misunderstandings, Aoife? I waited for her to come to her room, as I wanted to be alone. Here she comes with careful steps. “Hello,” She opened the light and entered the room. “Xander, what are you doing here?” I came to get
~Aoife~ The sun shone through the sheer curtains, making me feel alive, but my body curled when all the memories from the night before flooded back into my mind. Strangely, your body knows exactly when to shut down all emotions while asleep. With open eyes, I could feel the warmth of sun rays on my body, and an unintentional tear automatically rolled from my eyes. “Welcome to reality, Aoife.” I didn’t know when a single tear turned into weeping. In weeping, there was the truth, a story of love told in tears. A tale of pain and a broken heart. How could he think like this about Matt and me? I saw my ripped blouse on the other side of the bed. I feel the same. A ripped-off soul from Xander’s hand. My body was aching, and my dizzy head. It took me a minute to sit on my bed. It must be the stress. I got up from the bed and got myself into the bathroom. The sensation of throwing up was still there. I looked at myself in the mirror and busted into tears again. Stop, Aoife. Stop hu
~Aoife~Heartbreak comes in waves. Slowly, they will pull you into the sea, and you will never know when the ground under your feet was swept away. They come at such random moments, replacing a feeling of normalcy with those familiar tears. Yet, in time, those waves lessen and let the good memories flood.Sitting on the floor, I cried and smiled for the moments we spent together; Matt left this place.It was understood he would never see me again. How could I expect from him he was hurt? He was hurt, and I was the reason. From the beginning of our relationship, he carried this burden in his heart. How difficult it would have been for him to let Xander pursue his love for me. And today, when he thought about opening his heart, I crushed it into small pieces like glass.At this moment, I wish death for myself. Let this pain subside inside me and let me die, GOD. I am not a good person, and I hurt people who loved me. I didn’t know when my sobbing turned into a slumber. A familiar voice