I have heard and read up on near-death experiences. When I was in the ambulance, I went into the future. I was getting married to the man of my dreams, quite literally, I must say—and a double wedding at that. That would be amazing if that wedding were to happen. It had been enough to jump-start my heart and had brought me back to reality, which happened to be unimaginable pain. I couldn't open my eyes. All I could do was mumble, and I couldn't form words.
Now I lay here and listened to everyone who came to visit me as I laid there in peace. Sometimes my soul would leave my body, and I could see whoever happened to be talking to me as I hovered above them. I would will myself to wake up. Looking at myself, though, kept me in this realm of peace. I did not want to go back to the pain I knew would consume me once I woke up.
I drifted in and out of dreams that made no sense. More people that I had never met before came and went; as the future continued and flashed before my eyes.
Angels had visited me who claimed to be my guardians. I have three, by the way; their names are Tamiel, Zadrael, and Hadrael. It was almost as if they were translucent with a golden hue of light that outlined their forms. They had to be ten feet tall, with long flowing golden hair. A golden light outlined their wings, with all of the colors of the rainbow that swirled the insides of their wings. They were so beautiful. With each visit, they would cast a bright golden light over my body to give me the healing I needed. Then they would award me with a glimpse into my possible future. I could admit seeing my future was the only thing keeping me from passing on into the next life, other than not wanting to leave Vega and my family. Hadrael has told me that the damage had been extensive but that the Lord was healing me through them. She said that the road to recovery would be long, but the Lord had plans for me. I have never been a religious person, but I'm slowly beginning to believe that God, Heaven, and angels are real. I could feel his love and healing reaching out to me. Each passing day my faith and belief in God grew more assertive.
The quiet had suddenly been replaced by my sister Vega, saying, "good morning Lyra. I brought one of your favorite books, and I'm going to read it to you this morning," Vega said.
My essence left my body, and I hovered over Vega as she read to me—one of my favorite books, Irresistible Love by Layla Hagen. I have been trying to get her to read this book series forever. It took me being bedridden for her to break down and read it. I love Vega so much, and I don't know where I would be without her.
Two hours later, Vega had finished the book. The look on her face showed me that she loved the book. I knew she would see once she gave the book a chance; now, she needed to read the others. Vega put the book down and rested her head on my hand. What happened next wasn't anything short of a miracle; my sister began to pray for me. Neither one of us even knew how to pray, but she was. I prayed that God would reveal himself to her, as he had revealed himself to me.
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By the time I had made it out of the office, it was almost noon. I had sat there for a while longer before I convinced myself to see Lyra. I didn't know if that was how I wanted to see her. Jace had said that Lyra didn't look like herself, that she had bandages and wires hanging all over the place. I knew, however, that Lyra was my soulmate, and thus, all of that should not matter. It isn't what she looks like that scars me; it's seeing her helpless and me not being able to help her in any way it would drive me nuts.
At the same time, I needed to be near Lyra, hold her hand and comfort her in any way I could.
My next issue was Vega and Jace; I knew that they spent a lot of time at the hospital with Lyra, and I didn't want to share my time with her. I hoped that when I arrived, I would be the only one there. I know that that seems selfish, but I can't help it. Vega shared a womb with Lyra, and Jace had spent the last six months with them both. I shared a mind-blowing dream with Lyra, or I hope so anyway? Lyra had gotten in the wreck before we had had a chance to meet, so I don't know if she dreamt what I dreamt or not. But still, I wanted my first time seeing Lyra to be special; for Lyra and me.
It sounds crazy, I know; I know Lyra is in a coma. I know we wouldn't be able to speak to one another, but that can't stop me from talking to her. Maybe I could play some music quietly in the background.
I've read that it's good to play music for coma patients. Music helps to stimulate the brain to help coma patients to wake up. I had done a lot of research on the subject every night before I passed out into a dreamless sleep since Lyra had gotten into the accident. Man, I had it bad for this woman, and I haven't met her yet.
When I arrived at the hospital and walked to Lyra's room, I saw Vega and Jace leaving her room; I timed that perfectly. Jace and Vega leaving saved me from having to be directed to her room, which was also fantastic. Once I saw them go around the corner, I walked to Lyra's room. I stopped in my tracks as I looked at the sight before me and started to cry. I don't cry often, but seeing Lyra caged in a swarm of IV lines and everything hooked up to her did me in. The real kicker was the breathing tube that protruded from her mouth and the bruises on her face. If I ever got my hands on the man who caused all of this, he would wish he were dead.
I will never again in my life drink and drive. Knowing that I could do something like this to someone else, no, no, never again. I'll call an Uber or not drink, period, if that's what it takes.
I thought back to the last couple of times I drank and then drove home and mentally slapped myself for being so stupid. Then thanked whoever had been watching over me all these years and apologized for being such an idiot. I stood there rooted in place for quite a while until a nurse walked in.
"Excuse me, sir, would you mind stepping out for a moment. I need to change out Sleeping Beauty's IV. I'll come back for her sponge bath later," the nurse said and then took note of my face and changed her mind.
"Are you ok, sir? Can I get you anything? Here is a tissue," she said.
"Yes, I'm ok; this is my first time seeing Lyra like this. I feel like I got sucker-punched in the gut, is all," I said.
"I've known Lyra for years; we went to high school together. I was a grade above her, but we have always been good friends. So I understand what you mean. It's so hard to see her like this. Lyra can be a bitch when times call for it, but she is also the kindest, loving person I've ever known. Lyra is a fighter, though, and she will wake up soon; I know she will," she said.
"Thank you, I'll step out so that you can do what you need to do," I said as I turned and walked outside.
Me not being able to help Lyra was what I was afraid of. I wasn't prepared for what I was going to see and almost had a panic attack over it. I slid down the wall and parked myself on the floor, and ran my hands down my face. Could I get myself together enough to go back in there?
I sat there for fifteen minutes until the nurse emerged from the room. She jumped in fright. She wasn't expecting me to be where I was, I suppose.
"My God, you scared the crap out of me. Why didn't you go to the waiting room? I was going to get you once I was done," she said.
"I'm sorry, I was shocked, so I just planted myself here on the floor. Is it ok for me to go back in there now?" I asked.
"Are you sure you'll be ok to go back in there? Color has come back to you, but still," she said.
"Yes, I'll be fine now," I said as I picked myself up from the floor.
"Ok. I'll be back in an hour, just breathe, ok," she said as she turned and walked down the hall.
I was more prepared this time when I walked back into Lyra's room. I walked over and kissed her cheek. It seemed to be the only thing I could get to. A spark ignited as I kissed her cheek, something telling me that she was indeed my soulmate.
"Hello, love. I'm so sorry it has taken so long for me to come to you. There are no excuses; I was just scared. I kept telling myself I would wait until you woke up to come to see you. It has been a week, though, and I could no longer wait," I said as I sat and squeezed Lyra's hand.
"Time for some music. How about alternative instrumental music? I listen to this when I need to relax; it's so much better than listening to classical music. Not that I would listen to classical music anyway. I hope you like it; I know I do," I said as I turned the music on.
I sat and talked with Lyra for an hour until the nurse walked back in. Maybe it was just me, but her heart rate seemed to beat faster every once and a while.
"I'm sorry, sir, but I need to give Lyra her sponge bath, and I can't do that with you in here. If you wanted to come back in about thirty minutes, I would be done," she said.
"I have been up since four-thirty this morning. My bed is calling my name. I'll come back and see here tomorrow," I said.
"Four-thirty on a Saturday. My goodness. I'll see you tomorrow," she said as I bent down and kissed Lyra on the cheek.
"Wake up, my love," I whispered into Lyra's ear; and then walked out.
Lyra*
Vega and Jace left, and the man from my dream walked in. Am I dreaming now? What is happening? He broke down and began to cry. I wanted so much to reach out and console him, but I was trapped in fog.
The music he played for me was so soothing, and his voice as he talked to me sent a jolt to my soul. When he kissed my cheek, static coursed through me. I have not felt anything in a while; no pain, no one's touch to my flesh. When he told me to wake up, I thought that would be the one thing that would get me out of this in-between realm of not being dead but not alive either. I didn't want him to leave, but he did, and now I'm back to being nothing. Would you please come back to me? Don't stay gone too long, I thought.
Blaze is the best, don't you think?! Hugs, Sapphirian J😍
JACE*I had just left the office and was headed back to the hospital to pick up Vega. It was now eleven o'clock. It would have been nice to sleep in this morning, but Blaze and his all work, and no play, had to ruin it. I feel bad for Taylor. I was the only one who worked in the office from time to time. I would meet new clients there and draw up my building drafts. Otherwise, she was alone and running around like a chicken with her head cut off. She made sure everything ran smoothly and on time. Made certain supplies were ordered, and we had plenty of stock at the warehouse. We are probably Lowes and Home Depot's most favorite customers now. I hope that Vega will take me up on the offer to do the Secretary's job.Once at the hospital, I quietly walked towards Lyra's ICU room. I peek into the room and see that Vega was smiling for once. I slid the glass door open and stepped inside. Then slid the door shut."What's going on? You look so happy. Did Lyra move or anything?" I asked as I
BLAZE*I didn't want to leave Lyra. Even with all of the bruises, casts, and wires hanging all over the place, she was still the most beautiful woman I had ever encountered. I hoped that she would wake up soon. I want to meet her and get to know her. The nurse had said that I could come back later if I wanted. So I decided it would be best to head home to rest, and I would come back later before going to my parents for dinner. Jace would be bringing Vega tonight so that everyone could meet her. As of now, Tanner and I are the only ones to have met and spent some time with Vega. Once I arrived home, I grabbed bottled water from the refrigerator and walked to my room. I stripped down to my underwear and crawled into bed. I guzzled my water and then laid down. I set my alarm to wake me up at four o'clock; it wasn't long before I passed out. My alarm went off at four o'clock, and I woke up and made myself presentable for dinner at my parent's tonight. I grabbed my phone, keys, and walle
BLAZE*Once there, I pulled into Lyra and Vega's circle driveway. Even though I had a hand in creating this West Texas Oasis, I couldn't help but admire it.Lyra and Vega's parents had said they needed a low-maintenance yard, so we had laid down a beautiful white rock and had installed a timed sprinkler system to water the trees and plants in the front and backyard. I can't wait to see what Lyra and Vega have done to the inside of the house.I climbed down from my truck and walked up to the door. I pushed on the doorbell and waited for someone to let me in. Jace opened the door a few moments later."Come in, Blaze. Breakfast is almost ready. I went simple with eggs, toast, and bacon; I figured we could get lunch afterward," Jace said."Sounds perfect to me," I said as I glanced around at the living room and kitchen."Wow, they've done an amazing job with the painting and decor in here," I said.A dark grey leather couch and love seat were squared off with two light grey recliners. Bla
BLAZE*Vega and Jace looked at each other with hope in their eyes, and they both looked back at me."Blaze, I hope that you are right because I want to see both you and Lyra happy. Relationships have always put me off after seeing what has happened to you and Tanner; and what my mom did to my dad. Then I met Vega. She's the best thing that could have ever happened to me. Lyra is an amazing girl, and she is like a sister I never had. She has been hurt as well," Jace said."Yes, same here; I want to see you both happy," Vega said with a smile. Then Jace looked at his phone to see the time."We'll need to clean up when we get home, or we'll be late. We should go; church starts in ten minutes," Jace said.He saw my face as I glanced at the kitchen and the mess on the table."It's ok; Vega and I will clean up when we get home. For now, we've got to go," Jace said."Ok, let's go in my truck, and I could help clean up once we get back," I said."Sounds good to me," they both said in unison.
BLAZE*It was six in the morning, and I sat here in my office. I couldn't sleep knowing that there was so much going on today, and my brain was in overdrive. Every time I fell asleep, I had these horrible nightmares; and they had all pertained to work. So I rolled over and climbed out of bed at four-thirty in the morning.I have nine applications sitting in front of me. I had gone through a stack of them on Thursday and had called them all up on Friday. My first applicant would be here at nine o'clock, and he seemed like a good fit for the company. Vega starts working in the office today, which I was excited about, and Jace would be here to get her trained. Jace would also help me with interviews. I called the guys who would be going with Tanner, Conner, and Wade today on Saturday before I left the office; that was another load off my back.The foundation for this one home that Tanner, Wade, and Conner would be starting on today was leveled and laid down over a month ago. So construct
VEGA*Lyra had been in a coma now for a little over six weeks. The doctors don't understand why she hasn't woken up yet. The swelling in her brain has completely healed. Her injuries, including her arm and leg, have recovered faster than any doctors thought. Dr. Wise had gone in and taken out the screws and had put fresh casting on her arm and leg two weeks ago. He felt it would be best to keep them both in a cast for a couple more weeks. Dr. Wise would remove the cast from her arm and leg in two days.Dr. Jared Wise has been coming in twice a day for the last three weeks; to work on Lyra's good arm and leg so they wouldn't get atrophied. Jared would be her physical therapist once Lyra woke up. Boy, does the poor guy have his work cut out for him? Lyra will probably drive the man mad, and he will go on a boxing rampage every night after work. Lyra won't let him help her with anything, so I hope Jared can be stern and not let her go overboard. Lyra, however, is going to go crazy over t
LYRA*I'm not sure how long I have been in this dream world of mine. I think I will stay here, though. Who wants to go back to a broken brain and a broken body. Not me, that is for sure.I am content right here in my mystical fairyland filled with creatures you only read about in books and watched in movies. The only time I was out of this dream was when Vega was here. Once she left, I went right back into my dream state, a place where unicorns, dragons, centaurs, fairies, mermaids, and even creatures like werewolves and other shifter beings resided.My mind has taken me to another planet, I suppose. Where different raises of humanoid creatures reside. Maybe all of those stories my mom has told Vega and I about Lyra have molded their way into my subconscious. My mom should write a book about this supposed planet we all lived on in a past life. She would make millions.At night the universe bursts with vibrant bright colors. This world had two moons. It is hard to explain. It's all a d
VEGA*Jace and I frantically collected our things and ran out to his truck. Once he had helped me inside, Jace ran over to his side, jumped in, and started the truck. He backed out of the driveway and took off down the road."I can't believe she is awake. Oh my goodness, we just left the hospital. Why couldn't Lyra have woken up while we were there? I'm so happy, Jace," I said excitedly."I know; I'll need to call Tanner and Blaze; they will probably want to come to see her. What do you think?" Jace asked while glancing over at me with a massive grin on his face."Well, as much as I would love that, I think we should give it a couple of days. Let's wait until Lyra's comfortable having other visitors. I guess we will all need to get together and move her things down to the guestroom," I said.Jared has helped my parents and me with ordering and installing rehab equipment in mine and Lyra's gym, but ramps and other things have not been installed. Blaze and Tanner had said they would hel