Tomorrow would be my end. I am lucky enough if I can be saved. I mumbled to myself, “Lester Ye, let’s forget our hatred.” By saying so, at least it will lighten my burden…by not dying with a heavy heart. This is a quiet ,calm night but seemed to be a long one. I waited till dawn and when I opened my eyes I felt that time was running fast. I am like a terminally ill patient, counting my remaining time every second. It turns out that a person\'s life can really be counted in seconds. Then I saw Angela in an unconscious shape, pushed in by Carlo Han, followed by several doctors and nurses They wear masks that cover half of their faces and one can\'t tell what they look like. Carlo Han made a gesture and these people began to prepare in an orderly manner. I closed my eyes and looked desperate. Just as I was waiting for the last moment to come, I heard a sound of something that has dropped on the floor.
\"Woo...I want my mother, I want my mother...\" Inside a dark and glorious truck compartment, Little Yollie was out of breath crying. \"Good! Don\'t be afraid, Mom and Dad will find us soon.\" Little Lester coaxed Little Yollie. \"But it\'s so dark here, I’m scared of the bad guys.\" Little Yollie cried and twitched, tears still stuck in her big eyes. In the dark, the two children cuddled with each other. The little boy seemed to be poor in words, but he continued to comfort the little girl with his little hands. Then the little boy moved closer towards the girl’s ear and whispered, “Don’t be afraid, I have a way for mom and dad to find us. \"How?\" the little girl asked in a whisper. The little boy bit the thread of the bead bracelet on his wrist with his teeth, then threw the beads out along the gap of the carriage. \"Will it work?\" \"I don\'t know, I have to try.\" Speaking of this,
\"Go!\" My mother pushed me to the door of the room persuasively. \"Mom, he will hate me.\" I turned around and shook my head. The cowardice in my heart made me stand firmly at the door of the room as if it had taken root. \"If you don\'t sleep with him today, it is just like you are digging my own grave.\" My mother looked at me sharply with her eyes burning. \"Mom...\" Tears rolled down my face. If it weren\'t for me, my mother wouldn\'t use all of her shares to bribe my mother-in-law, just to let her personally administer Lester Ye\'s medicine so that I could successfully complete the bridal banquet with him. Yes! If you get pregnant, you will be able to temporarily save yourself from prison. This is the only way. Having no second thoughts I nodded taking a deep breath pushed open the door. I walked into the room with heavy steps and closed the door with a bang paying no attention to all the shame in my heart.
\"Yollie Mu——\" With the sound of gnashing teeth and a feeling that my scalp hurts, I opened my eyes and saw his dark eyes staring at me with anger. He was pulling my hair and the physical pain started to make me teary-eyed. In no time, my naked body was dragged onto the carpet and being uncovered even by a quilt, a chill came across. The sun shines through the glass window on my body full of mottled marks. These all showed my shameless behavior last night. Faced with Lester Ye\'s anger, I couldn\'t say a word because of my guilty conscience. His eyes swept across me and there seemed to be a cluster of flames in his anger-filled eyes but what he said was completely different and cold, \"Yollie Mu, you tried your best to climb onto my bed. What is the purpose of the resisting? Huh?\" There was sarcasm from the words that came out from his lips. I gritted my teeth not being able to utter a word and by looking at his dull and watery
Returning home desperately, I was feeling very ill which lasted for a week and made me immobile. As I awakened, I heard my mother say that I was thinking about Lester Ye even when I had a fever. She didn\'t dare to ask me what happened at the Ye\'s house but told me cautiously, \"It\'s really not a problem…we just spend money to find a man then as long as you get pregnant, it\'s fine.\" \"No, Lester Ye and I are still husband and wife in law. If I am pregnant with someone else\'s child, then there will be no possibility to overturn my case.\" I shook my head and flatly rejected her proposal. \"We still have time, there must be other ways.\" I had no choice but to convince her. The court hearing will take place a month from now. I was overwhelmed upon receiving the subpoena. I remembered the cruel words of Lester Ye when I was leaving and it made me sick. No need to think about it, his methods must be indispensable. It turned out t
Before I was locked in, my hair was cut short until ear-length. A set of prison uniform was handed to me. The moment the shackles were put on I soon realized that my life … is really over... No matter how glamorous you used to be…none of those matters now… The number 1203 became my code name. \"1203, you will live in this room from now on.\" This is like a high school dormitory in the 1990s, with four bunk beds in a room of a few square meters which would accommodate eight prisoners. “Yollie Mu?” I heard someone directing the question to me and I nodded subconsciously. In a matter of seconds I noticed the group gathered around me. They were older than me and and robust in shape with vicious looks in their eyes. \"Come here...\" I don\'t know who gave the order. Unaware of what’s coming, a fist hit me in the stomach. Turning around quickly and holding on to the iron gate I screamed, \"He
A death row prisoner...what\'s the use of a healthy body? I got a feeling of a numb heart…suffocating…that even my breathing hurts. In his eyes, my life was nothing of value. I closed my eyes and pondered…thinking of a way to escape. I can\'t just sit and wait for death otherwise what awaits me is definitely an abyss that will never be restored. Being a prisoner, when I was admitted to the hospital, I was watched by authorities. I wanted to escape. What a foolish idea! I need to contact my mother and let everyone know about my pregnancy. In this way, the execution of my verdict can be carried out without going back to the cell. But this seemingly simple requirement may not be that easy. For sure, Lester Ye would do something and force me to abort. By then my last hope would be gone. There was no phone in the ward that I could use to communicate. The only thing was the bed bell that could call the nurse. After thi
The helplessness and panic in my heart rose to the highest point. Even when Lester Ye forced me to take contraceptives, I was not so desperate. But now it is different. There is already a small life that has settled in my body. It is a blood-linked baby. Natural maternal love instinctively makes me want to protect it at all costs. But right now I am just so helpless. I keep on twisting to free myself and tears can\'t stop flowing out. Upon seeing the instrument in the doctor\'s hand stretched towards me, with my eyes closed, the fear in my heart reached its highest point. Baby, you take the first step, wait for mom, I will be with you soon. At this moment, aspirations of life and death were in my heart. \"Who dares to touch my daughter?\" Unexpectedly, my mother burst into the operating room without knocking and aggressively pushed aside the doctor who was stupefied. She took my clothes hurriedly and covered my b