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NICOLE
The second I made eye contact with Roman Hayes, I should've grabbed my purse and my little pamphlets and gone home.
But no.
I chose to stay.
In my defense, something in me has always liked to play with fire, and this situation is definitely the perfect example of that.
Slowly, he makes his way toward me, a glass of whiskey in his hand. Roman Hayes, my brother Mason's ex-best friend. I haven't seen him in over seven years. Might not seem like much, but there was a time when I'd see his face every single day.
But that all came to an end when he and Mason fought. They parted ways and I never saw him again.
I bring my own glass to my lips, hoping to mask the nervousness coursing through my blood and making me queasy. I take note of his appearance with one quick sweeping glance. His dark hair, which used to be really messy and tousled in his teens, is now brushed back and away from his face. He's dressed in a fitted black suit that hugs every inch of him perfectly. And his eyes...my God. They're still as mesmerizing as ever.
Roman stops only a few feet away from me, narrows his magnetic eyes, and tilts his head to the side. "Nikki? Nikki Monroe?"
A small smile tugs at the corners of my lips. My chance to run away undetected has just jumped out the window. "The same."
"I can't believe it," he proclaims as his eyes rake over my body. He seems genuinely amazed and shocked that I'm here, in this high-end gala that only the ultra-rich like him attend. "It's really you. What are you doing here?"
I gesture at the pamphlets in my hand and calmly say, "I'm here to find sponsors for my mother's charity. It's called Wings of Grace. Maybe you've heard of it?"
"No, I haven't," he replies as he leans against the bar behind him. His drink remains untouched. "How is Mrs. Monroe, anyway?"
"She passed away three years ago. Breast cancer."
The light in Roman's eyes genuinely dims, and he looks sad. "Fuck, I had no idea. I'm sorry to hear that, Nikki."
"Yeah, it was a really sad moment," I say, ignoring the knot forming in my throat at the memory of my mother. God, how I miss her. "She dedicated the last years of her life to this charity, so I'm keeping it alive. It's a way of keeping her alive, you know?"
"Of course. I think that's beautiful."
"Hm," is all I can think to say. "Well, now you know what I've been up to. What about you?"
I'm asking this as a mere formality—I know exactly what he's been up to. In fact, the whole world does. Roman Hayes is a name everyone knows. He was named Forbes' youngest billionaire in the world two years ago, and his face is splashed across magazines and blog posts. He's had countless dating scandals.
He's a renowned bad boy if there ever was one.
"Oh, I've been keeping busy," he answers, flashing me a row of neat, straight white teeth. He knows I know—always a jerk, Roman. "But of course, the details of my life bore me. Trust me, it's not as exciting as it all seems. I want to know about you, Nikki."
"Nobody calls me that anymore," I mention.
His smile widens. "Well I'm not nobody, am I?"
"That depends."
"On what?"
I shove a pamphlet at him. "Whether or not you're coming to our upcoming charity event. We just need the word to spread around. It would be nice to have people attend the meeting. There'll be testimonies, and an experienced oncologist on site. Food. Lemonade."
He arches a brow. "Lemonade?"
"Low sugar, healthier than sodas."
"I see," he answers before browsing the pamphlet. Now, this part here is where I really messed up. Making eye contact with him and exchanging a few words was okay. Slidable.
Asking him to come to our charity event? Now that's crossing a line.
I think I've had a little too much to drink. In my defense, the champagne they're offering here is free of charge.
"I can do more than just that," he declares before folding the pamphlet and shoving it in the pocket of his blazer. "I'll be your sponsor."
My eyebrows touch my hairline. "What?"
"You heard me. I'll be your sponsor. That's what you're doing here, isn't it?"
"No."
"Nikki, you just told me that's what you were doing here."
"Did I?"
What the hell is wrong with me?
He gives me a look. "Look, I know that things between me and your brother ended in this terrible, fucked-up way, but that doesn't mean I can't fund your charity."
I inhale deeply. "I know, but I think it's best if we don't cross that line. I live with Mason, and he's my brother."
Roman narrows his eyes at me. "Do you even know what happened that night?"
"No, but I'd be super grateful if you told me."
After their 'break-up' as I like to call it, Mason refused to even mention Roman. Whenever I asked, he'd get aggressive about the whole thing. "Just forget it, Nicole. Jesus. What, were you fucking in love with the guy or something?"
That's what Mason would always ask me when I went too far with the pestering.
And the truth?
I was.
By God, how I was.
Roman waves his hand dismissively. I take note of the golden ring on his finger with his initials. "Well, if he didn't tell you, I won't be the one to do it."
I narrow my eyes at him. "What did you do?"
"You think your brother's a saint, huh?"
I shrug. "He's always been reasonable, at least."
Roman chuckles. "And I was the wild one, hence the one most likely to fuck things up?"
"That's about it."
He shakes his head at me. "Hey, you didn't give me an answer."
That's because I have no idea how I'm supposed to proceed here. Though Mason isn't generally interested in the charity—he thinks I should've shut it down the minute Ma died—Haley, his girlfriend, is. And she helps me out there all the time. She'd notice a huge donation; I wouldn't be able to keep Roman's involvement a secret forever.
Then again, why am I assuming his donation will be something big?
The truth is that if I don't find a sponsor soon, the whole operation will have to shut down. I don't have the funds to keep it running anymore, and it would kill me to go down that route because I've invested so much in it.
I've put my blood and sweat into Wings of Grace. I've given it all I've ever had.
It would suck for it to shut down because I'm too proud to ask for help.
"Have you had any luck finding sponsors?" Roman asks, filling the silence.
I opt for the truth. "Nope."
"Then there's no reason why you should say no to me. You know what? I have a better idea. Why don't you think about it and give me a call when you've decided?" He smoothly retrieves a business card from his pocket and hands it to me.
"What, I have to call your secretary?" I joke.
"Of course not. That's my personal number."
"You have it on a card?"
"Pretty much," he smiles. His look intensifies for a moment, and my whole body heats up like a switch has been flipped inside of me. Roman's eyes move from my eyes to my lips, over and over again. He does this slowly, too, like he's taking his sweet time.
I clear my throat and decide to break the silence. He seems amused. "To tell you the truth, I didn't think you'd recognize me."
"Why the hell wouldn't I? Nikki, I've known you my whole life."
I shrug. "I don't know. Maybe you'd blatantly ignore me."
"Why?" he asks after a beat. "Because the money got to my head?"
I burst out laughing. "Maybe. But also because of you and Mason and how things turned out."
He leans closer to me. "No, I would never forget you, Nikki Monroe."
That means he didn't forget the almost-kiss we shared the last time we ever saw each other. And I know that's what he's implying just by looking at his face.
My cheeks redden, and I'm the first to look away and break this soul-tying, will-breaking eye contact.
This has been the most unexpected night of my entire life, hands down.
And what it will lead to...well. I guess I'll find out eventually.
NICOLE"Nicole? What the hell are you doing!?"He charges towards us, so fast that it makes my head spin, and then he positions himself beside Haley and throws an arm around her shoulder.I watch my brother doing this and wonder where the hell things went so wrong."Nicole!" he says again. This time, when he looks up at me, he's not shocked. He has anger written all over his face."You can't seriously believe that I started this!" I spit. "I told you I didn't want to come in here because I knew she'd start some shit, and that's exactly what she did!""N-No," Haley says. Oh, God. She's stuttering now and tears are pouring down her face. I can't believe the show she's putting on right now in front of Mason.And like the idiot he is, he's buying it!"I didn't want any trouble," Haley cries before sniffling. "I just wanted to talk to her and try to explain my part! I know that I'm not wanted here and—"I don't even let her finish. "That's not true, Mason. Don't even listen to her! She's a
NICOLEI stop by Mason's after work to grab my things.It's time to get this done, even if it breaks my heart. I've lived with Mason for most of my life and I'm thankful to him for so much that he's done for me.In fact, I do find myself wishing that things between us could've ended in a better way, and I hate that Haley is the one who got between us. Haley, of all people.But I take a few deep breaths to calm myself because she's never been worth it and I won't cause trouble. I'm not here for that.That's why I decide to give him a call before heading into the apartment. The last thing I want to do is invade his privacy.He answers on the third ring. "Hey, Nicole. Is everything alright?""Yeah, I'm just...here to pick up my things. I was wondering if I could come up.""Come on, Nicole.""What?""Don't do this."I'm so confused by what he's saying. "Do what? What am I trying to do exactly, Mason?""You know you can walk into that apartment whenever you want," he claims. "Look, I know
NICOLE Roman hasn't taken his eyes off me since Esmeralda left the office. I go between looking right back at him and staring at the floor as I try to make sense of what I just experienced. His staring isn't helping. "Roman," I begin, "please stop.""What can I do?" he asks tenderly as he finally closes the distance between us. It has probably only been a couple of minutes since she left the office crying but in my mind, it feels a lot longer. "Tell me what to do to make this better.""Nothing."He sighs. "Nikki...""I don't mean it in that way. I only mean that I know this isn't your fault, so no, there's nothing you can do.""You believe me, then.""Of course, I do."The way he wraps his arms around me and holds me really touches my heart. He kisses my shoulder and says, "I'm sorry you had to see that. I don't know why these things keep happening. The new guard who's constantly around her knows he's never supposed to bring her here. I'll have to find someone else.""It'll be okay
ROMAN I crumple the newspaper between both hands, clenching my teeth so hard my head hurts. Damned reporters. I should've been more aware of my surroundings, and I guess in the back of my mind I knew there were risks involved with fighting someone in broad daylight with so many people watching. But I had no clue that this embarrassing situation would be all over the papers. Even the arrest! The worst part? I'm the only one they've named. Sebastian is probably well hidden behind his connections, and has been described as a 'businessman'. It's ridiculous. I'm in a terrible mood. All of this was so unexpected. I'll have to deal with court appearances and all sorts of things. We'll have to see how it goes. Sebastian's being an unnecessary pain about this. Then again, I'd probably act the same way if I didn't get the girl. I have a few meetings with some of my best clients later on, and I'm sure this altercation will be brought up. I'm sighing just thinking about it. The fucking fa
NICOLEAs soon as I wake up in the morning, I decide that I have to talk to Mason and I can't wait. I've been thinking about last night's events nonstop and I feel terrible about how things ended. After sleeping on this matter, I now know that he must be going through a lot. I mean, Haley is allegedly pregnant and that's a serious issue. What was he supposed to do? Abandon her in the streets?Something about this feels off, though. When did she find out about the pregnancy? I have a feeling that this is a trick from her side somehow. I don't know. Maybe I just hate her so much that I'm making up issues that don't exist, but anyway, that's how I feel. Mason is my brother. He was there when I needed him the most and now I have to do the same for him. I call him even though I know he's at work and he picks up right away. He sounds relieved when he says my name. "Nicole.""I was wondering if we could talk?""Lunch break?""Yeah.""Where?""The sandwich shop near the apartment?""See y
NICOLEI meet with Roman's lawyer at the police station and we manage to bail him out.Seeing him is a relief because for a crazy moment, I just imagined how bad things could get. What if he had accidentally killed Sebastian? He'd be arrested for a long time, right on the day of our marriage.That would be heartbreaking.But we're together now and he looks exhausted but fine. He's in one piece, at least. He exchanges a few words with his lawyer, who then says goodbye, and now we're heading toward my car together. He has an arm around my shoulder."Your lawyer told me Sebastian pressed charges."Roman scoffs. "He's a pussy, that's why. I didn't expect anything less from him.""Why'd you hit him?"He looks at me like I've just asked him the dumbest question on planet earth. "Are you kidding?"I sigh, exasperated and frustrated. "Roman, there was no reason for you to pick a fight with him. I didn't want you to get into a situation like this with him. There was no need. I told you, there







