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NICOLE
The second I made eye contact with Roman Hayes, I should've grabbed my purse and my little pamphlets and gone home.
But no.
I chose to stay.
In my defense, something in me has always liked to play with fire, and this situation is definitely the perfect example of that.
Slowly, he makes his way toward me, a glass of whiskey in his hand. Roman Hayes, my brother Mason's ex-best friend. I haven't seen him in over seven years. Might not seem like much, but there was a time when I'd see his face every single day.
But that all came to an end when he and Mason fought. They parted ways and I never saw him again.
I bring my own glass to my lips, hoping to mask the nervousness coursing through my blood and making me queasy. I take note of his appearance with one quick sweeping glance. His dark hair, which used to be really messy and tousled in his teens, is now brushed back and away from his face. He's dressed in a fitted black suit that hugs every inch of him perfectly. And his eyes...my God. They're still as mesmerizing as ever.
Roman stops only a few feet away from me, narrows his magnetic eyes, and tilts his head to the side. "Nikki? Nikki Monroe?"
A small smile tugs at the corners of my lips. My chance to run away undetected has just jumped out the window. "The same."
"I can't believe it," he proclaims as his eyes rake over my body. He seems genuinely amazed and shocked that I'm here, in this high-end gala that only the ultra-rich like him attend. "It's really you. What are you doing here?"
I gesture at the pamphlets in my hand and calmly say, "I'm here to find sponsors for my mother's charity. It's called Wings of Grace. Maybe you've heard of it?"
"No, I haven't," he replies as he leans against the bar behind him. His drink remains untouched. "How is Mrs. Monroe, anyway?"
"She passed away three years ago. Breast cancer."
The light in Roman's eyes genuinely dims, and he looks sad. "Fuck, I had no idea. I'm sorry to hear that, Nikki."
"Yeah, it was a really sad moment," I say, ignoring the knot forming in my throat at the memory of my mother. God, how I miss her. "She dedicated the last years of her life to this charity, so I'm keeping it alive. It's a way of keeping her alive, you know?"
"Of course. I think that's beautiful."
"Hm," is all I can think to say. "Well, now you know what I've been up to. What about you?"
I'm asking this as a mere formality—I know exactly what he's been up to. In fact, the whole world does. Roman Hayes is a name everyone knows. He was named Forbes' youngest billionaire in the world two years ago, and his face is splashed across magazines and blog posts. He's had countless dating scandals.
He's a renowned bad boy if there ever was one.
"Oh, I've been keeping busy," he answers, flashing me a row of neat, straight white teeth. He knows I know—always a jerk, Roman. "But of course, the details of my life bore me. Trust me, it's not as exciting as it all seems. I want to know about you, Nikki."
"Nobody calls me that anymore," I mention.
His smile widens. "Well I'm not nobody, am I?"
"That depends."
"On what?"
I shove a pamphlet at him. "Whether or not you're coming to our upcoming charity event. We just need the word to spread around. It would be nice to have people attend the meeting. There'll be testimonies, and an experienced oncologist on site. Food. Lemonade."
He arches a brow. "Lemonade?"
"Low sugar, healthier than sodas."
"I see," he answers before browsing the pamphlet. Now, this part here is where I really messed up. Making eye contact with him and exchanging a few words was okay. Slidable.
Asking him to come to our charity event? Now that's crossing a line.
I think I've had a little too much to drink. In my defense, the champagne they're offering here is free of charge.
"I can do more than just that," he declares before folding the pamphlet and shoving it in the pocket of his blazer. "I'll be your sponsor."
My eyebrows touch my hairline. "What?"
"You heard me. I'll be your sponsor. That's what you're doing here, isn't it?"
"No."
"Nikki, you just told me that's what you were doing here."
"Did I?"
What the hell is wrong with me?
He gives me a look. "Look, I know that things between me and your brother ended in this terrible, fucked-up way, but that doesn't mean I can't fund your charity."
I inhale deeply. "I know, but I think it's best if we don't cross that line. I live with Mason, and he's my brother."
Roman narrows his eyes at me. "Do you even know what happened that night?"
"No, but I'd be super grateful if you told me."
After their 'break-up' as I like to call it, Mason refused to even mention Roman. Whenever I asked, he'd get aggressive about the whole thing. "Just forget it, Nicole. Jesus. What, were you fucking in love with the guy or something?"
That's what Mason would always ask me when I went too far with the pestering.
And the truth?
I was.
By God, how I was.
Roman waves his hand dismissively. I take note of the golden ring on his finger with his initials. "Well, if he didn't tell you, I won't be the one to do it."
I narrow my eyes at him. "What did you do?"
"You think your brother's a saint, huh?"
I shrug. "He's always been reasonable, at least."
Roman chuckles. "And I was the wild one, hence the one most likely to fuck things up?"
"That's about it."
He shakes his head at me. "Hey, you didn't give me an answer."
That's because I have no idea how I'm supposed to proceed here. Though Mason isn't generally interested in the charity—he thinks I should've shut it down the minute Ma died—Haley, his girlfriend, is. And she helps me out there all the time. She'd notice a huge donation; I wouldn't be able to keep Roman's involvement a secret forever.
Then again, why am I assuming his donation will be something big?
The truth is that if I don't find a sponsor soon, the whole operation will have to shut down. I don't have the funds to keep it running anymore, and it would kill me to go down that route because I've invested so much in it.
I've put my blood and sweat into Wings of Grace. I've given it all I've ever had.
It would suck for it to shut down because I'm too proud to ask for help.
"Have you had any luck finding sponsors?" Roman asks, filling the silence.
I opt for the truth. "Nope."
"Then there's no reason why you should say no to me. You know what? I have a better idea. Why don't you think about it and give me a call when you've decided?" He smoothly retrieves a business card from his pocket and hands it to me.
"What, I have to call your secretary?" I joke.
"Of course not. That's my personal number."
"You have it on a card?"
"Pretty much," he smiles. His look intensifies for a moment, and my whole body heats up like a switch has been flipped inside of me. Roman's eyes move from my eyes to my lips, over and over again. He does this slowly, too, like he's taking his sweet time.
I clear my throat and decide to break the silence. He seems amused. "To tell you the truth, I didn't think you'd recognize me."
"Why the hell wouldn't I? Nikki, I've known you my whole life."
I shrug. "I don't know. Maybe you'd blatantly ignore me."
"Why?" he asks after a beat. "Because the money got to my head?"
I burst out laughing. "Maybe. But also because of you and Mason and how things turned out."
He leans closer to me. "No, I would never forget you, Nikki Monroe."
That means he didn't forget the almost-kiss we shared the last time we ever saw each other. And I know that's what he's implying just by looking at his face.
My cheeks redden, and I'm the first to look away and break this soul-tying, will-breaking eye contact.
This has been the most unexpected night of my entire life, hands down.
And what it will lead to...well. I guess I'll find out eventually.
ROMANTen Years Later...Whenever I stop to think about everything that happened between Nikki and me, I can't believe how far we've come.Looking back at it now, I think it's safe to say that our relationship was destined to be doomed. At least, that's what it felt like. I behaved immaturely half of the time. Hell, the whole revenge plot was such a foolish move. I don't know what I was thinking.When I saw her at that event, clutching her purse and her pamphlets, something in me lit up. I don't know why I wasted time revisiting a past that no longer served me. I can't believe I used Nikki just to get back at Haley.I almost lost the love of my life many times. Now that it's been years since we left the city, I can't believe we managed to survive everything that happened. Our lives are so peaceful now.Decisions had to be made for us to get to this point, and I don't regret any of them. For starters, I sold my company. Yes, the one I worked so hard on. The one that made me a rich and
NICOLEAs we make it to the hospital, I try to go through everything Roman told me before we left the apartment, in my mind.Esmeralda died this morning.Roman has to be the sole custodian of their baby, or give it up for adoption.I haven't really allowed myself to think about Esmeralda during these past few weeks. Every time I did, I dismissed the thought immediately, almost like the guilt was too much for me to bear.Now, I have to confront this new reality. I genuinely don't know what to do or even think, and judging by the way Roman is tiptoeing around me, I guess he doesn't know what to expect either."What're we doing here?" I ask him once he speaks to the receptionist, who greets him in a familiar way and I have no idea why."Nikki," he says before facing me and cupping my face in his hands. "I know we promised each other not to keep secrets anymore, but I have to be honest with you right now."My heart drops again. It hasn't even been half an hour since the last time. "What i
NICOLEFour Weeks Later...It's been weeks since that awful event that still haunts my dreams, but with each passing day, I see it less and less in my mind.Someday, I'm sure it's going to fade into a memory. I won't see it so vividly. Hell, I'm hoping I'll maybe even forget how Leonardo looked.Their bodies were found a week after we left the place. I've been tense ever since, waiting to be summoned by the police due to a connection to them, but that hasn't happened yet. It also helped that we removed my bag from the floor of the car, and gloves were used the entire time.I don't know. I guess we've been lucky. That's the only explanation I have for all this.Not a soul knows about what happened to Leonardo apart from me, Dan, who's probably hiding somewhere in the world, Roman, and Mason.If it stays that way, then nobody will ever find out. I hope it stays that way. We've gone through enough to last us a lifetime and from here on out, all I want is peace.Peace and quiet. And a lif
NICOLEI'm so shocked at the sight of him standing in front of me that for several seconds after I have said his name, my mouth is wide open and I don't know what I'm waiting for.Dan keeps his eyes on my face while he wipes the barrel with a cloth he removed from the pocket of his jeans. He's wearing gloves, too. I can't read his expression.It suddenly occurs to me that I got out of one nightmare only to find myself in another one."Are you alright?" he asks me after many long beats of silence. "Do you know where the key to the handcuffs is?"I don't answer him. It's like my mouth has forgotten how to form words."Nicole," he says urgently. "We can't stay here for long. Do you understand? There are dead bodies outside and one in here. I can't be caught here.""I don't want to go anywhere with you," I retort. "Just leave me here. Or do you plan on killing me, too?""I think that was pretty clear," he answers. When he sees the look on my face, he adds, "I meant I thought it was clear
NICOLE"Is this how you killed Sebastian?" I hear myself ask. "You put on your gloves and stabbed him with that knife? How did you even make it out of that place on time?"A thin smile curves his lips. "No. I didn't kill him. I had someone else do it for me. I wouldn't have bothered getting my hands dirty on him.""How didn't the killer get caught?""Fuck if I know. He got the job done and that's all that matters.""Why?" I hear myself asking as my gaze settles on the barrel of the gun. Though I'm talking normally and asking all these questions, I can feel my heart beating in my throat and I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around the fact that this will be the end for me. He'll shoot me, then walk away.I won't have a chance to do anything else. Ever again."Sebastian was in the way," he simply explains. "His involvement with my father would have made him a witness and I can't leave any traces behind. I'll clean everything up, and then, things will go back to normal. To how they
ROMANI meet Mason outside. He takes one look at me and asks, "Are you okay? What happened?"I feel way too emotional to speak right now and this never happens to me. I know anger. I know resentment. I know impatience. Need. Hunger. Even fear.But what I experienced in there...this never happened to me before. It's a feeling I can't describe, and it was strong enough to make me forget that I'm rushing to find out what happened to Nikki and where she is."Yeah, I'm fine.""Everything okay?""Yeah. Just the same. Come on. We have to get going.""I've been trying to call her this whole time," Mason claims as he follows me to where my car is parked. "She didn't pick up.""The same happened with me.""Fuck. Where do you think she could've gone?"I rest my arm on the roof of my car once I reach it and run a hand down my face roughly. I haven't shaved and my face feels scratchy. It makes me think about her. She loves it when my face is scratchy like this. "I don't know. I feel like I'm losin







