He kissed my cheek and then pulled away from me, taking my legs, and spreading them wider, seating himself between them. The tip of his member teased my entrance before slowly, he pressed into me. The first thrust caused me to squeeze my eyes shut and exhaled sharply as the pain spread over my entire body. When I opened my eyes again, I could see that Arnold had a worried expression on his face. But then he continued, aiming another thrust. As he stared at me with concern, I saw in those cobalt blue orbs how he loved me… my sister actually. As I observed him exerting control over himself in an effort to prevent him from pushing all the way inside of me or ramming into me, sweat began to trickle down his forehead. It appeared to me that he was having just as difficult as I was, and seeing that gave me some solace. Because of the agony and the pitying feelings I had for myself, a tear trickled down from the corner of my eye. I ought to have lost my virginity to the man I love… to the man who will vow to marry me… and not to the man who already belongs to my sister. After he managed to compose himself, he rolled onto my side and buried his face into my neck while I remained unmoved, staring at the ceiling. What have I done? I gave my virginity to my sister's boyfriend for the sake of money.
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The month of December in New York City was extremely chilly. The thick snowfall covered the entire city, turning an already freezing night into one that was much more solemn and cold. However… in the presidential suite of a five-star hotel, the heat was on full blast the moment I allowed Arnold Maxwell to kiss me.
‘‘You smell so, so fucking good…’’ I heard him whisper in my ear, his nose nuzzling into my hair. My hands automatically wrapped around his neck when he started kissing my lips and he let out a gasp and then a low, guttural moan.
Even though it took me some time to get used to having him in my mouth and established a rhythm… his squeals of unadulterated delight served as motivation for me to keep going. I had never experienced anything like this before, and I can't quite put my finger on why I find it so appealing.
He kissed me in a manner that was intended to subdue me… and his fingers interlaced with mine over my head while he did so. I was giving my all to someone who didn’t know the real me, but the way he was making me feel made me realize that I didn’t need to be scared.
He moved on to my jaw, tickling me with his tiny stubble as he pressed kisses down my neck and collarbone. Back when I was in high school… I accidentally heard my neighbor talking with her friends about her first time and she said that the first one always hurt. Like hell.
I felt him pull away from me and as if sensing my worry, he cupped my face and gave me a slow but passionate kiss. After that, he gave me a deep stare that caused my heart rate to accelerate significantly.
He began sucking the skin off of my neck, which caused me to grimace in agony; yet, the pleasure he was giving me overpowered the discomfort. Then, in one rapid motion, he tugged my dress down, exposing my breasts and stomach. The moment he looked at me, heat began to spread across my face. I’ve never exposed these parts of me to anybody else before.
‘‘God, Leina… You’re so fucking beautiful…’’ he growled and I blushed even more. A gasp left my lips when he bent down and captured my pink crown in his mouth.
‘‘Arnold…’’ I whimpered. The feeling was so raw and the rarity caused me to tremble with the new sensations consuming me. His tongue played with my nipple, flicking, sucking, trailing it in a circular motion. Without stopping, he kneaded my other breast which fitted perfectly under his enormous hand, his palm felt so warm on my skin.
I closed my eyes tightly as I weave my fingers through his thick, chocolate locks, tugging and pulling at it as I began to chant his name silently. He pinched my pink nub, causing me to let out a muffled cry in response. The next few moments were spent with him licking one of my breasts while simultaneously giving the other peak the same level of pleasure as the other.
I had already begun to laboredly pant by the time he stopped what he was doing to glance up at me. If this was some kind of foreplay, I don’t know how I was going to survive the next one. But then, as I stared into those crystals with a cobalt blue hue, I realized that we’re not even close to being done yet. There’s no way for me to quell the fire of want that was blazing in his eyes.
He pulled up his shirt and took it off… and I couldn’t help but feel envious of my sister Leina. Her boyfriend looked dashing with his perfectly built body, with broad shoulders, chest, and toned six-pack abs. He looked so magnificently breathtaking. So sexy…
Arnold once more lowered himself to my level and planted a passionate kiss on my lips. ‘‘Shit!’’ he cursed, his breath hot and sweet as he spoke in my mouth. ‘‘Tell me to stop, baby…’’
My heartbeat quickened in response to his hoarse voice, which gave the impression that he was attempting to exert control over himself but failing miserably. It was at this point that I should’ve put a stop to whatever we were doing if I wanted to.
My thoughts went back to the moments when I was younger and wondered how I was going to experience all of the firsts that were waiting for me in life. My first time... my first kiss... my first love...
I was considering reserving all of my first experiences for a single gentleman. Would it be for the person whom I would eventually marry?
I couldn't help but look at the guy in front of me, who was staring at me with such ferocity that it was making me physically nauseous. He’s my first kiss… and would be my first time… but not my first love… because he’s my twin sister’s boyfriend. And he thought that I was her. He thought that it was Leina he was kissing, and he was about to make love with.
‘‘Fuck, Leina… Tell me to stop!’’ He growled impatiently but I shook my head.
‘‘No…’’ I whispered which almost sounded like a cry. I needed this. I needed the money for my sick mother. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I drew him in closer to me and buried my face in his shoulder. ‘‘Don’t stop…’’ I pleaded. ‘‘I need you, please…’’
And those sentences were just what he needed to pour his craving for me because, after that... he ravaged my mouth again before his lips trailed down to my neck, the area between my breasts, and down to my stomach. He stopped when he reached below my belly button, where the dress stopped.
When he dragged my dress even lower and took it off of my feet… it caused a violent pounding in my chest. I was at this point virtually naked in front of him, save for the fact that I was still wearing my underwear. His attention was drawn to it… and then he smiled gently, which gave me the impression that I was about to faint. It seemed like an eternity to me as he tugged my underwear down… so, so slowly using his teeth, and the way his nose grazed my skin had me whimpering.
Once I was completely naked, I can’t help but cover the most intimate part of my body with my hands, tearing my gaze away from him. Is this the right thing to do? Is it right to have sex with my sister's boyfriend?
JULIAN’s P O VAunt Olivia insisted that Cynthia must first complete her education, and give birth to our child before she allowed us to get married. And I felt worried about Cynthia because I was aware that she was waiting for this moment. Even though she wasn’t voicing it out, I could sense that she was expecting me to propose to her, for us to build our own family, but Auntie asked me not to let Cynthia know about our agreement.After seven months, Cynthia gave birth to a healthy baby boy who she gave the name Mark Julian. And while I was occupied with the expansion of the business that Arnold had requested me to handle, Cynthia continued her studies.Finally, Cynthia graduated and I’ve never been so proud of her. I believed that as a result of all of the things she went through, she got more matured. She never complained about the fact that I did not offer her marriage.When it was time for Cynthia to get her graduation present from me---it’s not exactly a graduation present, but
CYNTHIA's P O VAt this moment, tears were beginning to run down my face. I couldn’t keep them at bay. Now that it was almost certain that I’m losing this baby.I may not know a lot about pregnancy, but I knew that bleeding was a bad sign.As soon as we entered the emergency room, an array of questions and answers ensued, and I answered them to the best of my ability, while my parents and Julian were listening attentively. Julian refused to let go of my hand even when I was wheeled back toward a room and directed to strip for an ultrasound.The nurse stopped Julian when he was about to enter the changing room, insisting that he wanted to help me change into a hospital gown. ‘‘I can help her, Sir. Just stay with her parents outside…’’Julian did not immediately follow the nurse after initially hesitating, but he did so eventually. Soon after, he began to loosen his grip on my hand before leaving completely.My parents sat in a chair along the far right wall, and Julian stood a few feet
CYNTHIA's P O VTWO MONTHS LATERI groaned as I sat up in bed and stretched my arms. A quick look at the clock that was sitting on my nightstand revealed to me that nightfall would arrive sooner. How long have I been dozing off?These past few days, my normal pattern of sleeping has been thrown off. Simply put, I was mentally and emotionally exhausted to the point where I lost track of time because of it. Even though my parents, Arnold, and Celestine regularly checked on me every once in a while, one of the harmful things I'd been doing was spending most of my time alone in my room. This was another habit I'd gotten into.They have been monitoring the media, calling people and giving them orders, as well as discussing the situation with the authorities. They would act wary every time I descended the stairs, as if they didn't want me to hear about those fucked up news again.I never heard from Julian again after that day. I was aware that his wedding took place last month, but none of
CYNTHIA's P O VNothing could have prepared me for the crushing agony I experienced when my mom told me that Julian had departed without even alerting me, or even bidding farewell to me before he flew back to France. Nor could anything have prepared me for the profound sense of loss that caused my heart to tighten, leading me to believe that it was going to cease beating altogether.Even though I was aware, on some level, that he was meant to return and marry her, the fact that he did still hurt. How could he? How, after making love to me? After I had already given him everything? After stroking my hair until I fell asleep? After spending so much time gazing at me with that breathtaking smile? How could he love her and marry her still?There was a painful lump that was lodged in my throat, and it was making it difficult for me to even breathe. In addition to this, I had to fight against my tear ducts in order to keep from crying in front of my family because of him. In total honesty,
CYNTHIA's P O VThe moment the door to the Maxwell villa opened, I was met with a resounding slap across the face from my irate mother.‘‘Aunt Olivia…’’ When she raised her hand to slap me again, Julian attempted to stop her, but she instead hit Julian which caused my eyes to widen in shock.‘‘Don't address me like that, you have no connection to any of us anymore!’’ she said through gritted teeth, a threatening tone was used as she glared at him.It appeared as though everything around me had come to a stop. I blinked back the tears that was on the verge of falling down my cheek. ‘‘Mom…’’Did Arnold tell her about us?‘‘What are your intentions with regard to my daughter?’’ She asked Julian while completely ignoring me. ‘‘Do you intend to take him as your mistress?’’‘‘No, I…’’‘‘There is no future for the two of you, and even if you leave the woman who will soon become your wife, I won't let you have my daughter!’’ And she smacked his face once more, which prompted me to push her aw
CYNTHIA’s P O VJulian grabbed the shower head, turning on the water. He pointed it at me and he made sure to let it pour all over my body, until every inch of me was soaked. ‘‘I’ll take it that it will make you behave…’’‘‘Uhmmm…’’ I agreed mindlessly, not really listening to a single word he uttered, for I was too busy gawking at his dripping wet physique. I could feel my lids becoming heavy, my veins burning under my skin as pure sexual desire course through them.Unwittingly, without even noticing it, I kneeled in front of him, coming face to face with his semi-hard shaft, but before I could even touch it, he grabbed my shoulders firmly. ‘‘Get up before I fuck you again…’’‘‘But I want you to fuck me again…’’ I protested with a pout, still resting on my knees.He chuckled amusedly, lightly shaking his head. ‘‘Come on, Cynthia, we’ve got to go…’’But I didn’t listen, I remained still.Julian decided to bring his arm under my armpits and pick me up against my will, laying small kiss
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