LOGINBRIAN POV
Moona Avii has officially driven me insane. I’m not even drunk but I feel heady. Intoxicated by the way she pushes everything to breaking point. My cock is so hard it’s uncomfortable, and it takes every scrap of restraint not to drop my pants and jerk myself off right in front of her, regardless of the fact Cain’s right in front of me too. She looks beautiful spread across his knees. He rubs his palm around her sweet little backside and I wish it was me delivering the first blow. “Remember, you brought this all on yourself,” he says, and she did. I saw it in her eyes. I saw the devilment in her as she pushed it too far. He hits her hard, landing a smarting blow right on her ass. She cries out and squirms on him, and he rests an arm firmly across her back. He hits her again and she squeaks but doesn’t move. Again and she grunts. Over and over his palm lands hard on tender skin until she’s pink and sore. “Say you’re sorry,” Cain orders. She doesn’t say a word, not until he’s landed a couple of extra strong slaps across her thighs. “I’m sorry you want to be such a dirty fucking daddy,” she whispers, and I hate myself for the man I’m becoming in all this. I hate the way her words make my balls tighten. This isn’t me. None of this is me. But it is. I feel more like me than I’ve felt in years, as though the perfect shell of monotony is cracking and falling away before my eyes. “Say sorry,” I tell her, and she stares up at me with piercing eyes. “Sorry, Daddy,” she hisses. How I’d love to drop my pants and stick my swollen cock down her throat. How I’d love to hear her squeal with her mouth full. I don’t recognise the thoughts in my head, and I don’t recognise Cain, either. I’ve known the man for a lifetime and I’ve never seen this side of him. I’ve never seen his jaw gritted in the way it is now. I’ve never seen the sternness in his eyes as he administers a lesson to a girl who so desperately needs it. I never thought for a second I’d want to jerk my cock in front of a man I’ve known since we were boys. I never thought for a second we’d be queuing up to spank the same crazy girl. “Be glad this is my hand,” Cain snarls. “Back in my day you got the fucking belt.” I see her shiver, but more than that I see the way she spreads her thighs open. Fuck. The girl wants him. She’s putty in his hands, even though she’s playing the brat. Even through all her bluster I can tell it’s starting to hurt. She flinches as he lands another slap, hisses under her breath as he catches her good across the thigh. “I’d think carefully about when you want to apologise,” Cain tells her. “Brian’s waiting to teach you a lesson for himself next.” She grunts as another slap makes her wriggle on his knees. She takes three more before she screeches at the unfairness of the world and everything in it. And then she says it. “Sorry!” she snaps. “I’m sorry, alright?!” But no. It isn’t alright. “Say it like you mean it,” Cain says. She’s looking at me as she speaks again. Her eyes are hooded and horny as she opens her mouth and gives Cain what he wants to hear. “I’m sorry,” she says. “I’m sorry I got drunk with Raul Elf.” “And what else?” She takes a long breath. “I’m sorry I was… a brat…” “Good girl,” he says and the way he strokes her hair takes my breath. The way she arches her back on his lap and twists her head for more, sends my pulse into overdrive. I don’t want to stop watching. I don’t want them to stop. And it’s all kinds of fucked up, but I can’t change how I feel. I can’t change how filthy I am for wanting this. I’m about to excuse myself to go to the bathroom and relieve myself before I say or do something I regret. My balls are about to explode and I don’t think I can hold back from doing something insane. But I have to. Because no sooner have I determined that I’m well out of control with this craziness, Cain let Moona up from his knee. She stands meekly. Demurely. Her jeans and knickers still gathered around her thighs as she twiddled her thumbs in front of her. And, oh fuck, her pussy. I’ve never seen such a pretty little pussy in all my life. “Your turn,” Cain instructs me, like I need it. “Make sure you give her the punishment she deserves.” I nod. Take a breath. And then I take a seat in the armchair.MOONA POVI don’t know how long they will hold me there, but I never want to move.I’m scared I’ll fall apart without their arms around me. I’m scared I’ll shatter into pieces and never pick them all up again.I remember all the times the guy who called himself Peter touched me. I remember all the times he told me that that was what love felt like.But love feels nothing like that, and I know it now.I want to forget every second I ever spent with him. I want to feel how much I’m loved for real this time.I want to feel kind hands on my body. I want to feel kisses that give, not kisses that take.I want them. The only two men who’ve ever counted.I need to know I’m still theirs and they’re mine, and words aren’t enough.Words will never be enough now I know how easily a random guy like Mathew Connor could speak whatever he wanted in my ear.I’m still in their arms as I press my lips to Cain’s neck. Brian is still pressed to my back as I reach for him.Cain doesn’t respond at first as
BRIAN POVAnd suddenly all the pieces fit into place. She’s in a daze as she heads through to the living room and sits herself down on the slashed sofa. She pulls her knees up to her chest and hugs them tight as Cain sits alongside her and I drop to my knees on the floor. “It’s alright, Moona,” I say, “you can tell us.” And she does. She tells us everything. She tells us how happy she was to find her brother. She tells us the story of what happened all those years ago in Peter’s family home. She tells us how they thought it was her assaulting their younger daughter and leaving bruises on her arms, but it wasn’t. It was Peter, and that makes sense too. The kid was troubled when I met him, narcissistic tothe point it gave me shivers. Thoroughly dissociated from those around him. And now he’s studying law, blending into the student populous no doubt oblivious to the pain he caused the broken girl sitting before me. He didn’t mention Moona once in all our s
MOONA POVI want to tell him but I can’t. Even now I can’t let them throw Peter in prison. He’s my brother. He was there for me when no one else was. My heart is breaking worse than Cain’s, even though I can’t show him. My heart is breaking because I know I can’t come back from this, because no matter how much Cain’s eyes say he wants to forgive me, I know he won’t. I know he can’t. I know he’ll never trust me again. I wish I could say I’m sorry, but I can’t. Even though I can’t bring myself to land my brother in the shit, I can’t bring myself to confess all this either. Cain’s glaring right at me as I hear Brian’s car pull onto the drive. I want the ground to swallow me up and never spit me out again, but I’m standing right here with nowhere to run and no one to turn to.Brian doesn’t even notice the destruction as he steps through the door. He sees me before Cain but he’s already got questions of his own. “Mathew Connor was asking directions to your house in town ea
CAIN POVMy crazy idea for Brian’s career wouldn’t let go once it started. That’s why I called the bank today and set up an appointment. That’s why I marched in there with a hastily drawn up plan and opened a new account all ready to start. It’s crazy but perfect. Perfect for both of them. I can’t fucking wait to fill them in on the news.I’ve got more money than I’ve ever known what to do with, and more than enough time around work to help with the practicalities of setting up something like this. I make sure I’ve got my folder of ideas on the passenger seat as I buckle up and head for home. I know I’ll be earlier than Brian, I’ll just have to keep my mouth shut until he gets there. There’s a crunch of glass under my foot as I step inside. My brow creases as I stare down at it, and it takes me a second to realise it’s the mirror from the wall, smashed to pieces. What the fuck? Memories of walking in on Moona for the very first time come flooding back to me,
MOONA POVThe attached photo makes my heart race. A picture of the centre of Lydney. He’s here. Oh my God, he’s really here. But he doesn’t know Cain. He doesn’t know where I live now. I try to force the nerves away but they won’t budge an inch. All the filthy things I did for him come back to the pool in my belly. They make me feel sick. I used to think it was okay before I knew what real love felt like, but now I know it isn’t. It never was. What he did to me was cruel and disgusting. The way he made me use my body for him was a world away from how Cain and Brian make me feel. I don’t care that he’s my brother anymore, or that he’s holding family news over my head. I don’t care that I may never get to see them again if I don’t do what he wants. If they wanted me, they’d have found me long ago. If they still believe his lies after all these years then I’m better off without them. All the years of making excuses for him in the name of lo
I can’t believe I’m doing this, I can’t believe my dick is still hard, but it is. It’s only when I hear Cain grunt that I realise he’s not nearly so hesitant as I am. But Cain never is. Cain doesn’t have limits like I have. Cain goes all in for the pursuit of pleasure, and right now his pleasure is in Moona’s hand as she rubs his dick against mine. “Fuck,” he says. “Peen on fucking peen. This has never been on my fucking agenda.” But he doesn’t stop and neither do I. And it occurs to me, right at the back of my mind, that maybe he wants this. Maybe he’s not nearly so hung up on what all this means as I am. The thought that he might even enjoy these blurry boundaries takes me aback, but makes my dick throb. It makes me shunt closer, giving Moona all the leeway she needs to press us length to length and move us as one. Oh fuck, it feels good. It feels so filthily good. “You like it,” she whispers, “I can feel it.” I don’t argue and neit







