Everything seems to be going as normal today. We practised for a long time and surprisingly I was getting good at it. Chloe was a big help and indeed I didn’t see myself as a doll when she used me to show the rest how to make the move.I felt like I was doing well and I was almost getting proud that I was the centre of the choreographer's teacher's attention when I tripped and fell on my face, making the rest of the students who already hate me laugh at me.Can this day ever go well for me?"Are you okay?" Chloe asked me as she helped me up."I am fine." I made an awkward chuckle to show them that I didn’t lose a tooth, no one ever dared laugh at me while I was in the countryside, but it was different here, not when I was provoking others."Okay," Chloe said as she turned to the rest. "We will all take it from there." She made a clapping gesture and the others stood up.I walked over to where Kate stood as we all fell in place to start the dance practice."We should teach them a lesso
“No Robin!” I heard a sharp cry and someone embraced me from behind and then was a sob. “Don’t kill yourself, Robin.” I recognized Ivana’s voice.“Ivana…”“I won’t let you kill yourself, Robin.” She cut me off in tears, her hand clutched me so tight that I felt so uncomfortable in my stomach. “Please don’t jump.” She kept on repeating the same words.It took me time to figure out what she meant. “What?” I held her hands and pulled them away from me as I turned to look at her face that was filled with tears.“Please don’t kill yourself, Robin, I am sorry for taking my eyes off you.” Ivana hugged me again. “Please don’t die.” She was sobbing uncontrollably so I pulled her away. I hate ladies that cry but I know she must have misunderstood.“What are you saying now?” I raised my brows at her and she looked up at my face as more tears rolled down her cheek.“You want to kill yourself.” She pointed at where I stood. “You were about to jump off the roof.” Ivana’s voice was hoarse again as s
“Let’s go.” I grabbed her hand and she looked at me with her big eyes in curiosity.“Go where?” Ivana asked and I smiled. She is a curious girl but one thing I love about this is how well her expression changes when she gets curious, her eyes enlarge and her lips are shot out, I don’t know how she does that but she looks more beautiful.“Grocery shopping,” I winked at her and led her out of the rooftop and she didn’t stop talking.“Why grocery shopping all of a sudden?” Ivana asked and I shook my head at her, I don’t blame her for asking that question, this was the first time I have wanted to do this.“You will know once we get there.” I winked at her and she narrowed her eyes, I was avoiding her question and was sure it annoys her.Once we were downstairs I could see the other student’s staring at us with jealousy, well they were not staring at Ivana, they were glaring at her, but I knew she was going to be in a lot of trouble later for making me hold her hands.I smiled when I looke
“Wow! It looks delicious.” Ivana stretched her hands to take a bite of the food but I slapped her hands off. “Ouch! What did you do that for?” She watched me push the food away from her reach.“You didn’t wash your hands whereas this is not for you.” I moved the meals I had prepared to a tray as I took them to the dining table to set the meal.“What?” Ivana said behind me as she leaned close to the dining chair. “Why is it not for me?” She raised her brows at me and I scoffed, turning to her I gave her a once-over. “What is that look for?”“Where were you when I was preparing all these?” I asked her, tilting my head to my side as I waited for her to speak.“Hey,” She raised her chin at me showing me a bold front. “I don’t know how to cook, remember.” She placed her hands on her waist and I shook my head at her.“You are really so shameless,” I turned to continue setting the table. “You say that so proudly and don’t even make an effort to learn.” I sighed and moved back to the kitchen
“Welcome, mom.” I greeted her as I stepped out and her gaze met mine as there was silence in the living room. I couldn’t tell if it was tears but it seems that was what I saw in her eyes as they locked in mine.She couldn’t say anything, she didn’t move close to me, she didn’t say a word and knew she was not going to say something else I broke the silence again and that was what I did.I stepped close to her and she still held my gaze. “Mom, I can’t hate you,” I told her and I watched her swallow hard like she was suppressing her tears. “I don’t want to hate you mom, I don’t want to have hate in my heart any longer.”I exhaled softly, I was also trying hard to suppress my tears. “I don’t want my heart to be consumed with hate that is why I am letting all the anger and all the hatred go away, I want to forgive dad mom, for all the hurt he had done, I want to love you mom, so give me permission to do that, give me permission to find that peace that comes from loving you as my mother.” M
I whined, covering my ears with my pillow as I heard a knock on my door. I shut my eyes tight wondering who was disturbing my sleep when it was barely morning. I didn’t want to open my eyes out of fear that my sleep would go away.I was having a lovely dream of how we all went on a picnic together, how awesome and happy I was eating the lovely meal prepared by Mrs Jane while chuckling and chatting happily with Robin, Kate was there and so was my parents.It was so lovely that I didn’t want to wake up from the dream but thanks to whoever was knocking on my door.I threw the pillow to the door as I opened my eyes in anger. I always wanted to wake up with smiles and like those celebrities in movies, who stretch their bodies and smile while opening their eyes as they are greeted with the sunlight ray coming from the open windows and the chirping of bed.That was far from it, instead of the chirping of bed it was the loud knocking on my door, instead of seeing the sunlight it was still dar
Robin leans close to my face, his eyes flickered down to my lips again. “So, what would it be?” I could see the smiles on his lips so I closed my eyes waiting for the touch of his lips that was already close to mine as my lips moved up to meet his.“Get dressed.” I heard and my eyes flickered open to see Robin holding up my sports clothes and I bit down my lips in embarrassment. What was I thinking right now, would he kiss me? I was wrong.I grabbed my clothes from his hand when I saw the smirk on his face. I could tell he was fully away from what he had just done. I wanted to curse on him but I had to hold it back.“Get dressed and be out in ten minutes.” He flashed me a mocking smile before leaving my room.Asshole!I exhaled sharply as I turned to look in my mirror. Surely my heart is getting so corrupt. Robin was right, I shouldn’t watch movies too much. It is affecting my thinking. Just someone told me that when a guy is so close it means he wants to kiss.I hit my hand on my hea
I should walk away, no, I should look away and not watch this, why do I always have to cry when I see some other girl close to Robin?Was I in love with him this much? I have been dragged out here from my comfortable bed to see Robin hug some other lady.I took a sharp breath and turned around embracing my hurt heart, perhaps it is not what I think, it could be one of those random girls, by the way, Robin told me that he loved me, he told that I was the girl he loved and Hinn also confirmed it, Ryan said the same thing, but why don’t I feel it now.I took a few steps to leave, perhaps if Robin would glance up, he would see me leaving and push the other girl away while he takes me home or continues jogging with me, but I was wrong, this was not a movie, this was reality, and in the reality, when I turned back to look in their direction, Robin was talking to another girl away.“Robin…” I called out with my choked voice, it only came out as a whisper and was carried away by the wind, he