Love you my way

“No Robin!” I heard a sharp cry and someone embraced me from behind and then was a sob. “Don’t kill yourself, Robin.” I recognized Ivana’s voice.

“Ivana…”

“I won’t let you kill yourself, Robin.” She cut me off in tears, her hand clutched me so tight that I felt so uncomfortable in my stomach. “Please don’t jump.” She kept on repeating the same words.

It took me time to figure out what she meant. “What?” I held her hands and pulled them away from me as I turned to look at her face that was filled with tears.

“Please don’t kill yourself, Robin, I am sorry for taking my eyes off you.” Ivana hugged me again. “Please don’t die.” She was sobbing uncontrollably so I pulled her away. I hate ladies that cry but I know she must have misunderstood.

“What are you saying now?” I raised my brows at her and she looked up at my face as more tears rolled down her cheek.

“You want to kill yourself.” She pointed at where I stood. “You were about to jump off the roof.” Ivana’s voice was hoarse again as s