Mag-log inChapter 3
Gina>>>>>> The next morning came quicker than I wanted it to, and by the time I arrived downstairs for breakfast. I was met with the heavy absence of my father and rather the sinful sight of the man I very much would've preferred absent. Ironic isn't it? The man I've always love to see is suddenly the man I wish to see least. Courtesy of my recent feat of course. The memory is etched deep into my head, on a constant replay. How he walked in on me climaxing and commending what a good fucker he is, and he just had to ask how many times he's fucked me to heaven in my dreams. Like why? Couldn't he have just pretended that he didn't hear that or saw what he saw? Now I'm haunted, and so far I still wish earth would suddenly open up and accept me as a guest till further notice. The silence between us was deafening, and the tension thicker than those arm muscles of his. One would think he's a marine cop, or a gym enthusiast, but he's neither yet rocked a perfect physique. He was seated across me, attention buried in his phone as he absentmindedly chipped at his breakfast. I on the other hand couldn't bring myself to consume my waffles. Again I'm haunted, and his presence is not making it any easier. "Quit eye-fucking me and eat your food?" That granite tone of his was sharp as the sentence broke through our silence. I blinked my gaze off him, down to the meal in front of me. And the picture of him naked crawled into my head from nowhere. Curious of his size and how well it'd fit me. Gosh the mere thought of that was starting to turn me on. "I'm sorry for yesterday," I decided to bring up the topic myself. This tension would never resolve if the issue wasn't address, time to find out what he thinks of the stunt. "Yesterday? What happened yesterday? What are you sorry for?" His brows creased and confusion grew into his face. Is he kidding? Or purposely playing dumb. I stared at him through a bored gaze, "Seriously?" There was a hint of annoyance in my tone, and it was worth it. I've beaten myself over this throughout the night, and just when I decided to confront him, he's here trying to pretend that it was nothing. "I have no idea what you're talking about, Little bird," "Fuck," I mouthed inaudibly with my eyes briefly concealed. It was impossible to feign annoyance when his voice is enough to make a pool out of my legs. I seriously could use an exorcist, safe to say I'm possessed- definitely. "Little bird, are you horny for me right now?" The confusion on his face dropped, and his face leaned an inch forward with his furnished gaze pinned on me. I've been horny for him for so long I can't even pin a date to it right now. And that nickname he has for me, it doesn't always help my situation when his deep and velvety voice calls me by the name. If anything, it adds to the heat I'm already stuck with. "What would you say or do if my answer is yes?" I played back at him. I couldn't give a fuck right now about who he is to me. A father figure yes, but a fucking sexual appeal at the same time. All I could see is a man I want so deep inside of me he may not be able to get out. That's cringe, but it's my hormones talking not me. "Do you want me to say I'd spread you wide open on this table and fuck you hard till you go numb?" I couldn't tell if he meant his words, there was no alignment between his placid expression and the context to his words. "Yes," weakly, I mumbled. He cracked a subtle smirk as he leaned back into his seat. "That's not right, Little bird," his gaze flicked off me and down to his empty plate. "However....." he trailed into silence as he pushed back in his seat to stand up. "If that's what you want, would you be willing to play by a few rules?" He walked around so he could approach me, slowly as he licked his lips coming closer till the space between us grew thin and thinner like a line of thread. My body sizzled, and I found myself unable to keep eye contact with him. I could feel him close, and while I battled the urge to moan out to the scent of him that rushed deep into my senses, I was also stuck with the need to remain composed. His arm crossed my eyes as he reached for the edge of my chair, he steadied a grip before he whirled my chair around to face him. "Eyes on me, Little bird," he demanded, voice thicker than a body of mud. My doe eyes peered up, straight into his face that was inches away from me. He had arched his body, so he was leaned over and carefully drinking me whole with his eyes. I watched his gaze trailed from my face, down to my body, and stopped right at the center of my womanhood. To see his attention focused where it was, my thighs clenched close and my hands clasped tight over my core that was dripping wet already. It was obvious, if the musk smell hadn't gave it away, it was written all over my body. "Open up, Little bird," I knew exactly what he meant and like a force overwhelmed, my legs gently pulled apart and my hands pulled up and away from the spot right between my legs. "Bare yourself," his tone had changed, gone deeper than it usual pitch- dark and dangerous. I grabbed the tip of my gown about to throw it up when he suddenly grabbed my wrist, his eyes tightly shut as if snapped out of a reverie. "This is not what you want or can handle, Little bird. I can assure you." I knew what that was, it was a warning but even a prophecy right now cannot save me. I'm way too far gone. "Ruin me," my voice came out sultry, a mixture of my lust and passion. "Let me be yours to ruin,"Chapter 40 >>It’s been hours now since I got fucked hard in front of a corpse and was sent home afterwards. He stayed behind on the excuse that he needed to clean up the mess. I had the time to think and reflect once more about it all. He really did just murder a man because I intended to let the man touch me. Leon. Calm and the deadliest shade of silence. He gave no reaction back when I declared my intention, and decided the best way to respond was to traumatize me instead. I’ve never seen a murder; never watched someone kill another live in front of me before. I saw that, and I don’t think I’m forgetting soon. Not after he made me watch the corpse as he fucked me out of my senses. I think I need help. Because I shouldn’t be in this house. I should be gone- running far away from him; not looking forward to his arrival. Or patiently seated in bed with my back against the board. My phone rang beside me on the bed, I glanced down at the screen to check out who the caller
Chapter 39Gina’s point of view I hated myself. Hated the way I limped feral to the feelings attained when he came close with his hands on me. Wasn’t I the one who wanted to get away from him? The one who called him a monster and begged him to let me go. I promised that I wasn’t going to justify his actions. Yet here I am, blaming myself for poking the beast as he guided me on my knees. My hands were still roped to the string attached to my neck. What could actually be his plan for me this midnight? “Do you still wanna fuck him?” His voice whispered directly into my left ear, low and guttural before he snacked on my earlobe cautiously. I opened my eyes to stare at the corpse glaring out in my front. Unable to let the horror sink in when a finger rubbed against my soaked pussy. Heat throbbed within my system and I ached badly for him all over. He pushed the finger in, a nudge at the sharpest sensation that tipped off my network. “Do you still craved a taste of his dick?” His
Chapter 38 >> Light gained on my consciousness, my sights felt sore and vision slowly seeped through my lashes. A strange peace lingered, and the sensation was equally throbbing. I examined my position, observing the rope that tied around my neck down to my both hands. And that wasn’t all. I’ve been stripped off my clothing, and was laid stark naked on the bed with no covering in sight. “What’s going on?” I whispered out to myself, or to anyone around that could help me with an answer. A sound creaked out below me, and when I forced my head forward to take a peak. Leon stood with his back against me and his attention focused on the body seated on a chair in front of him. His back view stared at me, tempting. Like I wouldn’t mind running my tongue all over that broad, well shaped shoulders of his, tapering smoothly down to his muscular torso.Gosh! How could a spine be this straight, and skin this smooth. Or those defined shoulder blades, and the V-shape that ran along his p
Chapter 37 >>I stood paused like a record in play, eyes widen like saucers. My breaths surfaced, shallow like I’ve been trudged into a world of horror. “W- wh- what-“ I closed my eyes to drag in a deep breath, then let out another long sigh. “What is this?” I worded coherently, gesturing at the scene in sight. “What’s going on? What’s happening?” I looked at him for answers. His eyes stared calmly back at me, like there’s nothing out of ordinary in front of me right now. Like there wasn’t a man tied up on a goddamn chair! “You’ve always wanted to know me, the real me.” The words creeped out softly, and I watched him walked over to Lourd. He took a stand behind him, his hands rested on each side of his shoulder. “Tell me, what do you have in mind to come do with him?” He questioned, locking gaze with me as his index pointed straight at Lourd’s head. I glanced at Lourd, visibly engulfed in fright as he stared anxiously at me. Like my next words could save him or put an end t
Chapter 36 >> His eyes pinned on me, as though he was making acute observations. Slowly, the fury exploded on his face dispelled and was replaced with his usual poker mask.“Okay.” His tone came out casual. He further got off the bed, walked past me, and right out of the room looking fully detached from the moment. I gazed around his exit, amused. “Did he just?-“ I scoffed. “The fuck was that?” Well fuck him! I stormed over to my closet, grabbed the first gown in sight to throw on, picked a random heels to match, and selected a purse in haste. Not much was needed to do with my hair or on my face so I settled on a quick makeover and in no time- was me fancied up for my date already. My phone buzzed, ringing out loud. I checked and the caller displayed Lourd. I took the call, even placed him on speaker for no reason. “Hey, hottie!” I whipped my voice into something seductive, gripping to the ears, hard to ignore. I really don’t know what game I’m trying to play, but I coul
Chapter 35>> Lourd Matel. He’s the rival Leon wanted me to help him destroy. After my brief escapade with him at that party, he’s been pretty much shelved by my mind. Until today. I need to spark a reaction out of Leon, whether it’s negative or positive. I need him to show me that whatever madness we’re involved in does mean something to him. I looked at the blocked contact, unblocked it and proceed to dial. The call only rang once before it was answered. “Hi,” my voice came out soft, gently like the flaps of a dove. “Oh my God, angel. You have no idea how hard I’ve been trying to reach you! You disappeared! Where have you been?!” He sounded distressed. “On the run. Listen, now is not the time to catch up. What do you say about a date? I’ve missed you, and I’m sure I can guess the same about you?” “Yes!” He nearly yelled. “So much!” “I’ll text you a place and time later this evening for you to come by, we do need to catch up. How does that sound?” He proposed and a smirk
Chapter 32>> I knew him as a father figure, as another man I could run up to as my father. Then my frontal lobe started to grow, and I began to physically see him. I was ten years old when the first crush settled in. Many would find boys their age to ridiculously dote on for affection, but i
Chapter 9Leon knocked twice on my door. I guess it was time to leave and for me to come out of the room I've purposely locked myself in ever since I went through with my decision with Jake. I'd spent the better part of my day cupped in bed. Wallowing in guilt and shame. An unfit judgment for what
Chapter 10 Gina I never knew how much I underestimated Leon’s wealth until we arrived at his home in the city. There’s been a statement from the outer decor to the interior’s furnishings. He was a lover of arts. I noticed from the collections decorating his lobby, and that only made him hotter.
Chapter 7 The doorbell had to ring once more for me to drag my feet over to attend to whoever was slamming into the icon. My palm circled around the knob about to pull it open when I halted to drag in a very deep and long breath. I'm about to hate my life. I pulled the door open to the han







