Chained to Dust のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 61 - チャプター 70

All I can feel is pain. And its running all through out to my systen.My eyes darted at him.  His eyes easilly shift on emotion, I was slightly stunned.  He was like giving his all to not broke down.  He gaze at me, and shook his head.  I noticed the redness in his eyes.  I didn't notice it five years ago.  Maybe I'm just so blind to be with, Thomas anytime.  He never pursued me again.  And I know because of that, Jiusel.  He loved her so much.  And it seems that we share the same shoes.  I just don't if he's willing to set, Jiusel free.  He glanced at me.  "She's with, Rahym."  his voice was hoarse.  He looked awful, my throat dried up, groping for what to say.  Shoud I comfort him or just listen?  I didn't know exactly, but I could feel the bitterness in him.  I shook a

Just a little.  That is what I always say.  To know that after all the hardships you've come through, you can feel serene at the end of it.  I sighed as I felt how live wasn't favor for me the whole time.  I sighed there.  I tried to calm my nerves but I can't do it properly.  I chased after my breath as I looked at Daddy's room.  And the silence of it made me stunned a bit.  My heart raced fast, as the urging pain enveloped me.  I did not want to open, I stayed outside.  And somehow the cold floor made me shiver.  I am afraid of what might happen.  I don't want to lose him too.  My tears flowed down my cheeks.  I just looked up to see the door open.  Tita Helena eyes were swollen as she watched me.  "Hija…" the soothing vo

It's really felt surreal when I eyed Ambre that day.  I felt pure anger when I met him.  Her Mom is the affair of my Dad.  He is the reason they always argue.  And seeing him now made me hate him more.  Because he's smiling at me like there's no reason for me to be cold at him.  And I don't want that.  I don't want to be close to him.  "Ria, this is your step brother, Ambre."  Daddy said.  I guided my eyes to him.  I was tired of turning to him.  His lips plastered a smiled.  I stared at it for a long time.  He didn't used to smile, and seeing him like this made me in awe.  Because it's too foreign in my eyes.  "Hi ..." Ambre stated.  I drifted my gaze to my Mom. 

I chilled at the sound I finally heard.  I'm not expecting what Klaud might utter.  I seem to have been drenched in cold water there.  So that's the reason?  That's why Klaud treats me like that.  Like he still had feelings for me.  That it was all planned by Alforo.  I can't seem to accept that.  I was left stunned.  "It's not true right?"  my voice is broken.  I shrugged as I averted my eyes from Alforo.  They both didn't respond to my sentiments.  Tears pooled down my cheeks when it sinked in to me properly.  "Is it really planned, Alforo?"  I said coldly.  It's too cold but I didn't mind it.  I looked at him.  But his expression were just too hard.  That

My chest ached there.  Every day is hard for me.  After Daddy got released, I tried to got a part time.  Even if you earn little.  But I don't want him to think I'm still there.  I don't want to give him an ideas that I need a money to survive like I used to before.  And even more so I don't want Daddy to plan to sell our land in Villa Sierra.  I sighed and as I forced myself to listen.  I was on my third year in college then.  And the finals are almost over.  Though, I'm not expecting to mix in my first year with them.  I was always quiet on the side.  Otherwise looking away.  Some tried to talk to me and mostly are boys, but I was not interested in it.  I only think it's their excuse to get near with me.  I sighed there.  "Ria…" Rina smiled as she caught me walking alone.