Marahan ko siyang inihiga sa couch, kumuha ako ng basin at tubig saka malinis na towel at isang tshirt na maluwang na alam kong kakasya sa kaniya.He collapsed after he cried while hugging me. Muntik pa kaming matumba sa bigat niya at kumirot ang likot kong may sugat na papahilom na.Marahan kong hinubad ang damit niya at maingat siyang pinunasan, may bakas pa ng luha sa pisngi niya na marahan kong nilapatan ng towel. I brushed his hair up as I stares at his face.Inabot ko ang kamay niya at maingat iyong hinawakan bago hinalikan.I really love his hand, the veins on it and how redish his palm was, napakamanly. Pinagsalikop ko iyon at tinitigan siya.I shouldn't suspected him like that. Masyado lang akong naparanoid, hindi ko lang matanggap ang naisip na baka gawin niya sa akin 'yon. Hindi ko matanggap na magagawa niya iyon kahit hindi ko naman napapatunayan.It is my mist

Nang lumabas si draven ay mabilis akong naglakad. Hindi ko alam kung bakit apektadong apektado ako. Hangang ngayo'y hiyang hiya ako sa nangyari. "Architect!" Shit! Kung kailan umiiwas.  Awkward akong tumingin kay clover na malisyosong nakangisi sa akin at sumusulyap kay draven na nakasunod sa akin.  "Tara na architect!" Clover was about to wrap his arms around my shoulder when we heard drei's venomous voice. "Touch her and you're dead." "S-sabi ko nga didistansya nalang, tss! selosong inhenyero!" "Fvck you!" "Architect oh!" sumbong nito sa akin kaya umiling lang ako.&

I have watched thousands of romance movies, and they all claimed that love is something mysterious and magical, love is the center of the universe, that love is something we have to feel and to acquire just to say that we are humans. People end up being so foolish, fighting for it. Without knowing that it was actually a disease that could slowly consume us until it left us  nothing but a pain.Dahil sa love, maraming matatalino ang nagiging tanga.Dahil sa love, maraming buhay ang nasisira.Does love even requires us to destroy?I don't even know what am I thinking, but the pain I am feeling right now makes me think about how cruel love is.Hindi ko alam kung sadyang mababaw lang ako o masakit lang talagang makitang 'yung lalaking minahal at mahal mo'y hindi parin pwedeng maging sayo.Love sucks, to the point that it will make

I felt so unease about something I can't explain. Tumambay ako sa Ragents refuge, para mas makapagisip. Maging ang mga kasama ko'y abala sa ginagawa nilang pagiimbestiga habang ako'y nanatiling nakapikit habang hawak hawak ang isang baril, nasa harap ko nagkalat ang mga paborito kong gamitin.Ang ilan ay kakatapos ko lang linisan at iassemble. "Red, di mo talaga maalala?""Oo nga kahit clue manlang wala ba?""I don't know whom I missed out, daig ko pa nagkaamnesia.""Diba you investigated their organization's name? What did you found out?""Death.""Huh?""I just found that word, 'death is the answer', that was the meaning of their Organization's name. Parang pinaglalaruan niya lang ako at sinadya niyang ipangalan iyon sa organization niya in german language.""Pero naisip ko rin, na maaaring hindi lang 'yun tumutuk

"Would you risk your life for someone you love?"I once asked that in myself before I started my mission in drei's life. Love these days had brought up different meaning. Traditionally, love defines as pure, sweet and something that we can't really live without. But time flies and definitions changes, until love begins to become a mere game for teens. Saying 'I love you' even if they don't actually mean it. These days, a love that is willing to risk his or her life is a very rare kind of love that is really difficult to find. Everyone now was a bit selfish, their sake first before others. But me, If I was in Draven's situation I'd also risk my life for him in dire jeopardy. You never know how your decision will work out, but you always will know when you failed to act. I'd rather die, than live with the agony of inaction."How you feeling?" I stares at my brot