I was taking Alyssa away from here. Away from this dangerous situation that I put her in. I couldn't help but feel somewhat anxiety when she was shot. When she fell to the ground. I thought she was dead. Luckily, she wasn't. But I know my father will have his people searching for the both of us. He might even send some of his guys to Alyssa's family house.  But my main priority right now is Alyssa. I should have protected her. I shouldn't have been drinking. I shouldn't have beaten her all that time. She probably hates me. She probably wishes the worst on me. But now it's my time to prot

It didn't feel right. Our family was falling apart. My sister was god knows where. My dad was dead. We all were just falling apart. There was nothing anyone could do to fix it. We all did our own thing. My thing was sleeping with different women each night, eating, and drinking. I couldn't get over the fact that if I would've spoken up that day at the mall, this wouldn't be happening. As I laid in bed with my eyes closed, I pictured me and Alyssa as kids again. Running around in the backyard. I was chasing after her with a snake I found. She was so scared. O