All Chapters of IT'S NOT YOU IT'S ME: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

Noah Williams"Tell me the truth Victoria, is that boy xavier really my son. " I couldn't hold back my tongue. I have been dying to ask her this. I connected strangely with him with as never happened to me with any child. After i and xavier talked and agreed to become friends in the party, I  went back home to check my baby pictures and I saw a picture where I was about eleven years old and the resemblance was too much. It was like I was staring at xavier. It was amazing how much we look alike and it's only normal for me to be suspicious.The room was as slient as a grave yard, you hear the sound of the clock ticking. She forze at my question making me more curious and sure he was my son.Then she suddenly laughed  like a  crazy person shaking her head at my words."Xavier isn't your child,he his not yours. Nor is he anybody else's, xavier has no fa

Victoria PhilipHe was so close to me leaving no space between us."What do you want Noah."i asked him shifting backwards my back hitting the walls of the elevator, I wanted as much space as possible between us. He was a distraction, he held my hands in his but I withdraw it immediately ,the familiar feeling of butterflies danced in my tummy, the sparks that lighted my body on fire just from his touch where all over me."Why have you been avoiding me."he said walking closer to me , cageing me between his arms. I would lie to myself if is said I myself wasn't getting used to all this intense feeling. I like Noah Williams , I like the way he smells, like his forest green eyes even though at the same time i hated it and there was no doubt about it."I don't have time for this , please leave me in peace. " I needed more space between us,he was messing with my head and heart. My head which was the sensible

Noah WilliamsMy son." I called him,my voice breaking in between. I we slowly walked into the room."Papa." He whispered unsurely.I tried touching him but he cowered away in fear. My heart shattered into a million pieces by his actions. Now I understood why I had a connection with him.  Back the event when he asked for food to eat and gave him, when I watched him eat I had that feeling of satisfaction like I provided for him,and also that feeling of making him a happy all those emotions were now explained. " My little boy xavier, I'm so sorry ,I didn't know you were my son." I did feeling hot tears stain on my cheeks."Please don't run away from me, please don't run away from your father I love you."his eyes brightened at my words ,he came a little bit closer to me but not too close.I feel down to the ground infront

Recaps:Mum is Mr Noah really my father,is he really my dad. Answer me you evil witch, Noah Williams is my father right. " xavier screamed at me , tearing rolling down his cheek.Oh fuck!My eyes widened in horror from the words that fell out of Xavier's mouth,never in a million years I expected him to say this. I glanced back to my father whose face looked disappointed nothing saying anything only shaking his head. My gaze went back to my son in annoyance.What the hell was going on here,I was a bit confused on all the drama happening,what the hell was xavier saying."Xavier are you insane, don't forget am still your mother you spoilt brat. "  I screamed to his face.He studied me for sometime like I was a chemistry experiment before his nose flare up in anger,I could see his little fist clenched tightly to his side. He inhale and exhale like he was trying to clam himself down,I watched him open and closing his eyes

Victoria John philp. I stood in front of the private hospital,  I heard this was the best in Newyork after making research. I had parked my car in the parking lot which I drove myself. I didn't want my father driver to drive me here cause I knew thery all report back to him and him finding out I had gone to the hospital was the last thing I wanted especially after our last conversation.I Know you are wondering why I was here, I'm here because this past few weeks I have been having different types of morning sicknesses which has been an hindrance to my work.I made an appointment yesterday online, I was told to come the next day which is today. It can't be anything serious, am sure it's just a slight headache, fever or stress from all what going on in your life. After my mental battle and encouragement I walked into the hospital with my