CHAPTER 10.1 I am about to lose my mind right now. I was dumbfounded as I sat on my bed. I can't think straight. My mind was full of thoughts as I keep hearing the words ' nice to see you again...Lexis' on my mind!What does it mean?!Did...he recognized me?What a fool Lexis! Of course he is! The way he said those words seems like a 'long time no see' to me!What am I gonna do? Should I act? I should be unbothered! What if he ask me the reason why I'm avoiding him?Should I tell him that I saw him kissed another girl when I was a child? And I had a crush on him before?No way! I won't do that! Hell! I won't!I stomp on my bed as I continue to think about the things that might happen. Oh my god! I'm confused!The next day, I saw my new uniform in the bed side. Maybe mom already took it to the sewer. And because I am a nursing student, it's a combination of white and gray. The blouse is color white and has a

CHAPTER 11 I don't care anymore about my low score in Biochemistry subject. I already studied the hell out of me last night so if sir San Diego would give me a retake quiz I can answer it now!I make sure that he won't be my tutor. I just don't want to entangled with him anymore!I was walking towards our room first thing in the morning and I suddenly remember what happened yesterday between me and Sir San Diego. I can't deny the fact that he's still affects me but I have to fight this wrongful feelings cause he's off limits!I bit my lower lip and sighed heavily. I know that shouting at him was very wrong because he's a professor. Should I apologize to him? So what? I won't apologize to him!I entered the room and I saw that the professor is still not here but I saw Ronald waving at me. Then I remembered what Alqamar said to me yesterday. Ronald is a nice guy so why would I avoid him?"Good morning!" He greeted me. I smiled an

CHAPTER 13 I didn't expect that I will see him here! My plan was just to face my fears and think about the feelings that growing in me! Why is he here by the way? Is he usually hanging out here?"It's late. Why are you here?" He asked in his cold tone. My hands turned cold because I can feel that he's still mad at me. I really don't understand him. "Just...reminiscing," I said. I looked away and looked up from the moon above. Even though it's in crescent the light of it is still shining so brightly in the middle of the dark night."Reminiscing...what?" He asked. I looked back at him and I saw him comint towards me. My heart pounded so fast. His presence is too much. I step backwards and tried to calm myself down."M-My nightmares..." I said stuttering because of an unexplainable feelings I have right now. Now that he's near, it is becoming stronger. The fire that keeps lighting up in my system badly wants to come ou

CHAPTER 14.2He's right. It's the previous lesson he discussed this past few weeks but I really didn't understand the things he was saying because I'm too damn pre-occupied!When I woke up in the morning I told my mom the fieldtrip in school this coming week to prepare them because I'm sure that it requires money before you can join."Did you see the bulletin already?" Ronald asked while we're eating our lunch. "Nope. Are you ready for the field trip?" I asked. His brows furrowed. I wondered by his reaction."How did you know about the field trip when you didn't even see the bulletin?" He asked. I got stunned by his question. I blinkted twice. What am I gonna say? That Sir San Diego informed me about it? It will just cause so many questions!"I...I just heard it," I said and continue eating to stop him for being suspicious to me. Earlier, after the first class which is Sir San Diego he as

CHAPTER 16.1 I couldn't sleep last night. I tried every position while lying on my bed but I can't find myself to sleep. That is the reason why my mind is flying somewhere else while waiting for the first professor of our first subject."Lexis!" I almost jump when Ronald called me. I looked at him."What?" I asked. He raised his brows at me."I was talking to you. What are you thinking? It seems that your mind isn't here with me," I shifted on my seat and smiled apologetically."I'm sorry...I was just...thinking," I said."Well, anyways are you ready for tomorrow? Tomorrow is our field trip," he said. I nodded. He's right. I just saw in the bulletin that tomorrow will be our field trip. I already paid the bill so I'm ready. I just need to prepare my things later. But before that I should take a remedial exam first with Sir San Diego. Ronald was about to talk again when Sir San D