CHAPTER 11
I don't care anymore about my low score in Biochemistry subject. I already studied the hell out of me last night so if sir San Diego would give me a retake quiz I can answer it now!
I make sure that he won't be my tutor. I just don't want to entangled with him anymore!
I was walking towards our room first thing in the morning and I suddenly remember what happened yesterday between me and Sir San Diego. I can't deny the fact that he's still affects me but I have to fight this wrongful feelings cause he's off limits!
I bit my lower lip and sighed heavily. I know that shouting at him was very wrong because he's a professor. Should I apologize to him? So what? I won't apologize to him!
I entered the room and I saw that the professor is still not here but I saw Ronald waving at me. Then I remembered what Alqamar said to me yesterday. Ronald is a nice guy so why would I avoid him?
"Good morning!" He greeted me. I smiled an
CHAPTER 12I did not talk and remained unresponsive. If he wasn't mad because I shouted at him then what is it?I stared at him but he just looked away and put his hands on his pocket."You have to leave now, your class is about to start," he said and turned his back. I bit my lower lip as I watched him walk away.My head is floating while walking towards my next subject. I didn't even say 'hi' or 'hello' to Ronald when he waved at me.The class start and I tried to focus on it. But I really can't because Alqamar kept popping up inside my head.Break time comes and like usual Ronald was with me. We ordered our foods and search for a table but I guess today is too crowded for us to find a seat."There's no vacant seat, Ronald," I told him."You're right. Are you fine eating in the kiosk?" He asked. I nodded and agreed but we stop walking when a professor called us."Ronald!" We looked at his dire
CHAPTER 13I didn't expect that I will see him here! My plan was just to face my fears and think about the feelings that growing in me!Why is he here by the way? Is he usually hanging out here?"It's late. Why are you here?" He asked in his cold tone. My hands turned cold because I can feel that he's still mad at me. I really don't understand him."Just...reminiscing," I said. I looked away and looked up from the moon above. Even though it's in crescent the light of it is still shining so brightly in the middle of the dark night."Reminiscing...what?" He asked. I looked back at him and I saw him comint towards me. My heart pounded so fast. His presence is too much. I step backwards and tried to calm myself down."M-My nightmares..." I said stuttering because of an unexplainable feelings I have right now. Now that he's near, it is becoming stronger. The fire that keeps lighting up in my system badly wants to come ou
CHAPTER 14.1I really don't understand why I'm now here inside of his car! He just told me that I need to ride with him for me to pass his subject? Is he so concern because I failed again with his current quiz?Am I that too stupid? I'm not smart but I'm not stupid either! I think I'm just average! This is gonna be the first time that I would fail a subject and unfortunately it his subject!"Take this," he said and put a folder on my lap. I glanced at him. He's still driving but he still can manage to gave this folder to me."What is this?" I asked."It's the previous lessons I discussed this past weeks and I noticed that you failed my two quizzes in a row. You have to read it again and you'll take a remedial test after," he said.I closed my eyes in embarrassment. I failed his quizzes in a row? What the hell Lexis? What were you thinking? I even more got embarrassed when I remember how occupied my mind was because of Alqamar.
CHAPTER 14.2He's right. It's the previous lesson he discussed this past few weeks but I really didn't understand the things he was saying because I'm too damn pre-occupied!When I woke up in the morning I told my mom the fieldtrip in school this coming week to prepare them because I'm sure that it requires money before you can join."Did you see the bulletin already?" Ronald asked while we're eating our lunch."Nope. Are you ready for the field trip?" I asked. His brows furrowed. I wondered by his reaction."How did you know about the field trip when you didn't even see the bulletin?" He asked. I got stunned by his question.I blinkted twice. What am I gonna say? That Sir San Diego informed me about it? It will just cause so many questions!"I...I just heard it," I said and continue eating to stop him for being suspicious to me.Earlier, after the first class which is Sir San Diego he as
CHAPTER 15My eyes traveled down through his naked upper body. I can feel my jaw dropping from his magnificent structured of his muscles! I can see how his mucles flexed whenever he moves and damn that six abs!My eyes widened when he turned at my direction. We both looked at each other and I am so embarrassed to think that he caught me gaping at his body! Darn it Lexis!I immediately turned my back on him."W-What are you doing?! W-Why are you...n-naked?!" I stuttered in so much nervousness. Oh my! He's so damn hot! I don't know if I'm regretting that I turned my back on him or more embarrass now that I'm thinking this way!"I'm sorry. I was making a coffee for us and it slip on my shirt," he explained. I bit my lower lip and closed my eyes intently to stop myself thinking about his abs. Get a hold of yourself Lexis! You are not a fucking lusty teen!"You can turn now. I'm fully dressed," he said. I breathed heavily and
CHAPTER 16.1I couldn't sleep last night. I tried every position while lying on my bed but I can't find myself to sleep.That is the reason why my mind is flying somewhere else while waiting for the first professor of our first subject."Lexis!" I almost jump when Ronald called me. I looked at him."What?" I asked. He raised his brows at me."I was talking to you. What are you thinking? It seems that your mind isn't here with me,"I shifted on my seat and smiled apologetically."I'm sorry...I was just...thinking," I said."Well, anyways are you ready for tomorrow? Tomorrow is our field trip," he said. I nodded.He's right. I just saw in the bulletin that tomorrow will be our field trip. I already paid the bill so I'm ready. I just need to prepare my things later. But before that I should take a remedial exam first with Sir San Diego.Ronald was about to talk again when Sir San D
CHAPTER 16.2I saw Alqamar leaning on his chair while waiting for me. He looked at me and stood up. Confusion filled me when he took the plastic bag that contains my food away from my hold. And then he suddenly grabbed my hand leaving the faculty.He didn't even explain or talk!"Sir! Where are you taking me?" I asked. He's still pulling me from nowhere!"We'll eat somewhere," he answered and before I can talk we stopped in front of a single nipa hut. It's standing outside the school. We're outside the school but I can still see the gate from here. It's secluded that's why I'm sure that no one would be dare to go near here."How'd you know this place?" I asked while looking around. The place is very wonderful especially the hut! I've never experience living in a house like this!"Someone told me," he said and shrugged. He walked towards the hut so I followed him. He opened the hut and I was amazed because even though it's old it i
CHAPTER 17Everything in me feels heavy. Everyone is happy and enjoying the trip while I can't even smile or even fake a laugh when my classmates will tell a funny story.How would I smile when Alqamar is avoiding me? How can I laugh when he's always surrounded by the students who are mostly girls?It's...frustrating and irritating!How can he ignore me and talk with everyone else?I didn't even know why he is suddenly like this?!Because of frustration I can feel my blood boiling but above all I can feel pain."Are you okay Lexis? Are you sick?" Ronald asked worried.We are now taking our walk towards the camping place where we'll build our tent while the professor or our guide for this trip is explaining some things in front. I don't even understand what he's saying because of my unending thoughts."No. I'm fine," I assured him and smiled. I don't want Ronald to worry about