Semua Bab The lost Star: Bab 101 - Bab 110

                       I'm a bit curious. What did you dream about and don't want to tell us? ""It's a bit complicated for you guys since I think you're not the type of person to believe don.""Eh, what now? It's just a dream isn't it?"Even so I still didn't tell them. You also have to be fair, no? Until now, they still do not answer my questions."Okay fine. I won't bother you anymore. Let's just move on and enjoy this day." he said. "And let's come here now to have fun! We should enjoy it!"I agreed and nodded. Nothing will happen if I just think about that incident.So, I followed their advice, to forget about that dream. 

          "HOW'S your school, grandson, Reagan?" Grandma Arianne asked, one night while we were having a family dinner at a famous restaurant.Everyone's attention went to me because of grandma's question. I let go of the spoon and fork and then reached for the water for me to drink.I sneezed after drinking the water. "It's okay, So it's my birthday today and I don't know that. It's not that I don't know when I was born, it's just that I opted not to remember my birthday. I don't think about that anymore.The last birthday I can remember was my 9th birthday but sometimes I forget that too. After my 9th birthday, my next birthdays are not special anymore.Yes. I am thankful because it is another year for me, but I don't have to think about my birthday to be thankful for a new life. I am thankful everyday especially when I woke

                          "I'm sorry I kept you waiting for so long. It's too late because my professor dismissed you.""It's okay, Carla. Don't worry about it. I haven't waited long." He said while smiling softly at me.On the way to the restaurant I could only hear the sound of the stereo. Me and Kuya Cali is silent. I don't have anything to say, anyway, and he doesn't seem to have anything to say either.I prefer this than us talking but I don't know what I will answer to every question or what he will say. I'm not comfortable sharing what happened to my day, not anymore.I am looking forward to this dinner. This dinner isfor my birthday even though there is still doubt inside me. I don't want to push my hope high. It's better to have a doubt while hoping because our expectations don't always happe

         "Can't believe you already have a boyfriend!" Then Gail stood up and faced me. "However, I felt something fishy with this relationship. Did you have a boyfriend right away? Is that okay?" he folded his arms and raised an eyebrow."Who here immediately has a boyfriend?" Flare asked suddenly. He put his arm around me and winked. He immediately turned to Gail with a serious face."Don't kid around, Erin. I know you're hiding something. Either, you just forced Calvin to be your boyfriend or you got a fake boyfriend. Just a make believe boyfriend!" Bull's eye!I was cold because my secret came right out of his mouth. My heart poun

       Are you sure he had good intentions for you when he saved you? ""I'm not sure either ..." I looked down. "If he was bad, he should have killed me in that place in the first place. And despite that ... I didn't only trust him but myself. It was up to me to decide whether I would follow him or not. . "He stared at me seriously for a moment before asking, "But what if I told you you made the wrong decision? What if instead of help, I was carrying a risk?"I looked up and saw his serious face. He didn't seem to like my answers before and he even managed to ask me that, I couldn't answer right away.We stared at it for a few minutes, as if it had no end. In his seriousness I was afraid to avoid that. I feel like he will slaughter me alive when I do that. "I have no other choice, I have to stand by my decision. And that is to still trust you.""Why?""Because y