After becoming his official luna and our marking ceremony. I cuddle next to him on the bed with us being fully clothed.Again he refused to fully mate with me tonight and told me to wait a little more. So, sure we make out a little and then that was it and here we are on the bed in each other’s arms innocently."Tell me what you're thinking?" I ask as he stare in a blank space."Nothing, just that blessed to have you my luna" he responds with a smile."You have to sleep; we're going to the Crimson Pack tomorrow. Dante invited us to Holly's welcoming gala" he kisses my head."Our first event together as luna and Alpha" he said with proud."Are we able to come back tomorrow?" he nodded his head no and explained that it's kind of far from here so we are staying over after the Gala just for tomorrow night.I think staying over is a perfect idea as I'm starting to have ideas on my head."I'm sorry for not completing our mating

There was a ring to the door bell and it was getting annoyed as it has been ringing for almost an hour now.Vowing to myself that I will murder the person outside. I threw on Matteo's shirt and a short then hastily made my way downstairs.Everything has changed since the night we mated and returned back to our Pack the next day.Now it has been three months since I seduce him and I could never grew tired of doing it again and again.Even with the small amount of time, we still manage to change some things not only in our relationship but also to our pack.We have built a new Pack house and move our pack members there while him and I live in the old one together with our Beta. It isn't far from our own home.So the core reason was, it was getting uncomfortable when our soundproof room or his office couldn't even hide my scream. When he either make love or fuck me sensually. Sometimes it was getting out of hand like some of the older women wal

Jay's Pov"Matteo you have to tell her the whole truth," I watch him take another shot of whisky in his hand while ignoring me.I was in the office sorting out our finances paper work when he storms in the office.His eyes were red and he scream in the office then smashes photos and lamps that he could find within his reach.I knew his wolf was surfacing by his actions and once he calms down he told me what happened earlier with him and Adassah.At the same time he's guilty of everything. He knows he shouldn't have been shouting at her and question her love for him. It's not like their love is true after all, everything is a lie.He is lying to her except the fact that he loves her.Yet, what's even worst was the surprising arrival of his son and Quinn which has made Matteo ignore her.He told me that he is too ashamed to face her now and that is why he's keeping his distance from her for the mean time

I smile through our training and I'm happy that we're back to okay. Him taking me in his office was hot.Afterwards, I was to head up to our room when I felt something missing. Yes, I might have drop my bracelet. So I went into his office to look for it.I look everywhere on the couch then remembering that we did the deeds on his desk before we move to couch I went and look under the files.I couldn't find it and I was to walk when I saw a letter on the floor. I pick it up to put on his desk.In fact, I stopped when it accidentally open and I saw my dad's signature.I was to put it there but I was too curious to know what my dad wrote in this letter.So I took it out again and stood by the side of his chair to read it.I stagger back after reading the letter "this can't be it," I mutter to myself and then I turn it over and read it once more."This couldn't be it, why did my father have to do that?" my tears escape my eyes and

I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo emerging from the other side of the woods. I shut my eyes immediately refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me."Adassah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.Shaking