We're official! I am not an NBSB anymore and I already graduated from unrequited love! What more can I ask for? Now I can finally say that indeed everything happens for a reason. So I am also thankful for what happened between me and Jester because if it did not happen, my boyfriend now will not be Andrew Lopez.  I smiled again when I remembered our date last night. This is the first time that I experience such a surprise. I felt and saw how much he loves me. Maybe I did great things in my past life because I am blessed by someone like him. The one-month vacation that my parent gave me is over, though I didn’t really have a vacation. Today is my first day at my father’s company. A

Iya already told us that she is leaving. She doesn’t want to be questioned again by Andrew.  Honestly, I’m quite nervous because he doesn’t want to tell me his plan for Iya and Mavin. But I trust him. As he said, he will never do things that will make me worry. Andrew and I were in the living room when I felt like someone is pulling my dress. I look at the person who pulls my dress. Then I smile when I found out who that person is.  "Baby Liah!" I called her then I hold her and place her on my lap. Baby Liah is Ate Thalia’s daughter. (Ate Thalia is Andrew’s cousin). She is 2 years old that is why

After Charles and I talked, I immediately opened my Facebook. There were some notifications but I ignored them. I just looked for the invitation to our reunion. And true enough there is. I clicked it. I saw that almost everyone will come, the others are maybe but no one chose the not joining choice. I browse who's going. I saw Jester and Rachel's name using Jester's surname. I felt a pain in my heart. Suddenly my heart beat faster. I'm nervous. Why do I feel this way? Am I still okay? I already

It’s our first monthsary on Friday. I wanted it to be special. I know that my relationship with Alli is going through a problem, but I don’t want it to ruin our first month as a couple. If she is shaken, then I must be firm. Since I’m the guy in the relationship, I should be stronger in this kind of situation. I having a hard time thinking of a surprise since last week. I want to surpass the thing I did for her when I proposed to her. I gave my best on that proposal that’s why now I don’t know what surprise will I do for her now. I even try to search on the internet, some unique and romantic surprises that a guy made for a girl. I know it's so gay but I want our first month to be so special for the both of us.

I still can't stop the joy that I am feeling now. Until now I still remember what Andrew did during our first monthsary. It's been one week but it seems like only yesterday. I really love that guy. And I'm sure of it. I was thankful for that night. Because of that, I proved to myself that I love him. And I should not be nervous at the reunion which will happen today. Yes, today is our reunion but unlike in the past, I am calmer now. I have nothing to fear because I am sure that I love Andrew and he is the only man I want to be with for the rest of my life. I woke up early because I had someone to pick up at the airport. I was so excited as I went inside the car. I was 15 minutes at the airpor