บททั้งหมดของ Splintered Heart [Bons Amis Series #1]: บทที่ 31 - บทที่ 40

It's now 4th quarter. Valentin's team is 143 and they're opponent's score is 138, plus 141 when someone from them got a three point shot. There are 10 seconds left and Valentin got the ball, all I can feel and hear is the crowds noise and my cousins and friends' chants on our players names.  While Valentin is dribbling the ball back to their home court, my face blushed and heat up as he looked at my direction and pointed me with a smile on his face and continue running in the court. The crowd start to count 10 seconds below. I look at Valentin's who's making his way to shoot the ball on the 3 point line. "Cuarez at his 3 point shot!" I heard the emcee or the host on the microphone. 

"It's so beautiful," namamanghang sagot ko habang nakatingala sa painting. "Yes, it is." Sabi niya na parang wala sa sarili so I look at him, I'm shocked when I saw him already staring at me. Hinampas ko siya sa braso at tinalikuran, "Bwisit ka talaga!" Sigaw ko at lumabas ng kwarto. Sunod na pinuntahan ko ay ang gitnang pintuan, it's color white and same features lang rin katulad ng kanina and same as the third door. Pati ang kitchen ay kompleto na sa mga gamit at all, pati ref ay mayroon na at may stocks na rin ng pagkain doon. God, he's driving me crazy!&nb

Pain and pleasure is all I felt. Pulang pula ang kaniyang dibdib at leeg. Halos mapudpod ang labi ko sa pagkakakagat habang dinadama siya. And then the familiar feelong gets to me. Pakiramdam ko ay unti-unting nararating and tuktok. "Ahh!" I moan out loud. Hindi ko na napigilan ang nararamdaman kong iyon habang pabilis ng pabilis ang ritmo niya sa loob ko. I cried his name out loud when my world kept spinning. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa kaniya ay unti-unti ring nanghina. Kahit na malakas ang aircon ay namumuo ang pawis ko sa dibdib "Fuck," he cursed. 

And wala pa akong balak sabihin kay Valentin that I'm pregnant. I'm scared. Halo-halong emosyon ang nararamdaman ko, takot, kaba, saya, lungkot, and satisfied. Natatakot ako at nangangamba na hindi niya ito tanggapin ng buo at baka iwanan niya lang ako. Bata pa kami though. Pagkadating namin sa condo ay humiga agad ako sa sofa at pumikit, pakiramdam ko ay titigil na sa paggalaw ang buong sistema ko sa matinding pagod ngayong araw dahil sa pag-aaral ko at sa studies ni Rain. Nilapag ni Valentin ang libro ko sa coffee table. Wala akong balak sabihin sa kaniya na ako ang gumagawa ng pag-aaral ni Rain. I know he'll grab Rain's studies dahil parehas sila ng kurso at mas naiintindihan niya 'yon. Though I also understand their

I'm hurting for Valentin, I love him. But I never knew and expect that he would cheat on me, I trust him! I thought he already changed for playing the girls' feelings, but he didn't. Ginawa niya lang sa akin ang ginagawa niya sa mga babae niya noon. One week had pass ay nandito lang ako sa loob ng ospital at nakaratay. At ngayon ay ang schedule ng paglabas ko dahil wala na akong sugat, my brothers and my cousins really made sure that I have no scars left of my whole body especially on my face. Dinalaw rin ako nila mom and dad. Noong nakita ko ang sarili kong may sugat sa mukha ay binulungan ko si Light na ipatanggal ang scars ng mukha ko pati sa katawan ko. And Valentin really don't left beside me. Dito siya natutulog, n