Can't See But Feel のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

It felt a lot hotter today, compared to yesterday because I could already feel the sweat seeping down my back and making my shirt gummy. The walk to school didn’t look like the best idea now where in the first place I was the one who actually comforted mum that I’d be putting my legs to use today and walk to school.The directions to school weren’t a problem for me because I already had them imprinted in my brain because of the times I and mum walked Eva to school and came back.I was really good with memories so, I knew I wouldn’t need the instructions today but just to be on the safe side I had my recorder with me.I wasn’t sure if I was excited to be in the school again but one thing that kept me going were those two hands on my cheeks because no matter what was waiting for me in the school, I was looking forward to knowing about those two hands.Everything in the school went slickly until half time. Just when the bell for

It was just another ordinary day for me. Bumped into few people on the way to school. Took the first class sitting at the back of the class and noted everything down. Went to the next class alone. Took the class sitting alone on the last bench and trying to figure out if I had the sense of vision would it be still the same? Or would people actually try to talk to me and be my friends?I walked out of the classroom as the bell for the recess rang. I was walking in the same direction I went yesterday because that was a place to actually relax."Noah!" I heard a shrill voice. I exactly knew who it was. I turned around."Jessica?" I asked."Yes. Noah, please don't take Keith's intentions wrong. He just wanted to be your friend. Please come and sit with us" She said."No, it's okay. I just want to be alone right now. I'll join you guys some other day." I requested. I was hoping maybe I could again meet that mystery guy today.I just followed the

"I thought you won't come." I said when I heard footsteps approaching me. I was sitting at our usual spot. "And what made you think that?" He questioned me as I felt him take a seat beside me. Knowing that he was my teacher only made me like him more because he was risking it all for me. "Nothing, it was just a thought." I shrugged, not knowing what to answer because that’s what I felt. There was no reason behind it. "I tried so hard but I couldn't keep myself away from you for more than a week." He sighed making me smirk because he did try to avoid me but failed. "Is that so Mr. Brown?" I wiggled my eyebrows, nudging him in the stomach with my elbow. I heard him chuckle. "You do know that you are adorable, right?" He cooed making my cheeks hot. I bit my lip, turning away my head. "So now we are on speaking terms?" I tried to change the topic but he wasn’t letting it go. "You look more adorable when you blush." He spoke making

It had been a week that Mr. Brown and I had changed our meeting spot. It was no longer the back garden. It was in Mr. Brown's office. We both didn't know what Mateo was doing there that day but we both didn't want to risk anything so, we didn't investigate. Meeting in Mr. Brown's office was a risk too. Anyone could walk right on us anytime, teachers, students and the worst principal but we only had this place to meet. He had asked me a week ago about visiting his house and never brought up that conversation again. Mateo had caught up with me after that conversation in café. He asked for my forgiveness again and again. At first, I thought he was just trying to impress and win Keith back but when I forgave him, he didn't make a move that showed he was doing it for Keith. To be honest, I wanted Keith and Mateo to get back together but I was happy to know that for once he was actually sorry and was not trying to impress his boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend. There was one mor

My feet dragged me out of the class as if they had mind of their own as they rushed me to Ryan’s office during the lunch break but of course how would I call it a day without bumping into someone. "Oh, I’m sorry." I instantly apologized considering it was my fault. "Noah, where did you go yesterday?" I heard Keith's voice. Thank God I only bumped into Keith but then his words registered and I shivered thinking about yesterday’s event. "I... Uh... I went home." I tried to lie but considering my fucked up history in lying I failed miserably. "You’re lying. You missed my trials. Mateo was looking for you. Why was Mateo looking for you?" He questioned skeptically. "I promised him to help him for his math test but I had to go." I hurriedly spoke because I wanted to escape this interrogation. I was so fidgety. "What? When did you two become friends, Noah?” His tone was hands down very rude and filled of jealousy. "Tone it down, Keith