Later that night, we changed our outfits into a tank top, sweat jacket, ripped black jeans and a pair of shoes. Finally he told me where to go and I laughed because it's only in the park located at the center of this subdivision.Seriously, huh?"I just wanna have a walk with you tonight," he said as I asked him why we had to go to the park. "Talk few stuff about us... about how you see your life in the future."It was good to know that he wanted to know what was going on with my mind 'cause honestly, it would explode in any second because of my wild imaginations."I'm ready to go," I announced as I sat down on his soft sofa while he was busy of something."Alright," he said and faced me. He scanned my whole body and just by looking at his eyes, I knew he wanted to pinch me or something nastier than it."Okay," I stood up and ran towards him. He gladly accepted my body and

After that moment, I decided to excuse myself because I could no longer endure the pain. I realized how awful I was for falling in love with someone who treated me no one but a younger sister. I should have known about it.I locked myself inside the vacant cubicle and cried my heart out. I was so fucked up and I didn't know how to get up.If only I knew it was an engagement party, I shouldn't have shown up here even if my parents would kill me 'cause how did it differ from seeing Royal with Ria? The pain was killing me slowly.I held my chest as I felt it tightening. No matter how hard I tried to calm myself, I always failed miserably. Tears streamrd down like a river and all I could do was to go with the flows.How I wished this night would end. That pain wouldn't be felt no more 'cause I sucked in moving on. It'd years before I could finally say that everything was over. That what we had before would always remain in the past 'cause it had been over. It

"You can stay in your Aunt Graciana for awhile while we're out of town." Mom informed me.Today is Saturday. We're having our breakfast together, which is very new to me. Usually they don't join me with my breakfast. So it's really surprising. And now, they're telling me to stay in Aunt Graciana's house because they'll be off to other country. In Italy, specifically. Maybe they'll visit grandmother and I heard mom has a new exhibition of her new masterpieces."Until when?" I asked, trying to sound okay.Honestly, I want them to stay. I don't want them to leave me but who am I kidding? I cannot give them reasons to stay. They might just bring up the topic about Omega's death. And I'm so tired of proving to them that it was just an accident. Who would believe in me? No one."We don't know." Dad replied in his baritone voice. "We'll visit your grandma as well.""Okay," I nodded as a response.

The stentorian music welcomed us the moment we entered inside the bar. The place is crowded with waves of fire. They are dancing with pleasure. Some are having a public display of sex, some are laughing, smoking and masturbating. And I grimaced because I don't like the entire place. If it's not necessary to be here, definitely I'm not here with my friends. And look, the entire place is suffocating. I feel like I want to vomit. I can smell different types of smokes and alcohols."Come on! Wohoo!!!" I shouted at the top of my lungs as I held my glass high to make a cheer."Yeah!!!" They shouted too and hit their glasses with mine and we quaffed our wine all together.I lost count of how many glasses of wine we have guzzled from the moment we ordered our drinks. And I can't remember what time did we start and what time is it now. All I know is we're enjoying every second here. Good thing no one fell back and took another tabl

I just realized that in order to get rid from any heartaches, you should know how to remote yourself from people who have the potential in breaking you down. You should know how to place yourself. Know your limitations, know your worth from people you care too much. Just because you love them, it doesn't mean you'll allow them to oppress you. It doesn't mean you will forever do things according to their will and satisfactions. That's what I have learned from my experiences. I may not be the best person anyone had met, but I know I tried my best to prove to them that I'm worth having for. But maybe it wasn't good enough, I'm still not enough 'cause in the first place, I'm not the right person they've been looking for. For my first year in Italy, I learned how to value myself. And I have realized that maybe the reason why they can't treasure me is because I don't even know how to value myself. I learned that you live not to impress but to