I woke up early in the morning and decided to do what I usually do, I finished filling my resume yesterday night and now, I am opening my emails to see if there's an important matter. I then called for a food delivery service, I ordered egg and bread with peanut butter and coffee.  I then plugged my charger in to charge my phone. Today is going to be a long day. I then opened my bag and get a pair of jeans and a shirt, this is the perfect pair to wear since I'll be moving a lot today. I then walk back towards the couch and sat there, I emailed my resume to other coffee shop that accepts resume via email and it's a good thing that my email is connected to my phone I'll know if there was any response to my application.   I leaned on the couch when I finished reading emails. I sigh when I heard the ringing of my cellphone, I stood up from my seat and walk towards the bedside table and look at the phone. I saw Anth

I enter the keys into the door of my apartment. I smiled when I saw a few things that the old lady let me borrow earlier. A heater and extra foam for the bed. I walk inside the sala of the room and placed my bag on the couch and my sling bag, stretching my legs and arms.   I then started to arrange the things, I need few more things here. A rice cooker, good things there's a stove here the landlord said she will just put the needed here so, I don't need to buy some stuff but I do need to buy foods.   I hurriedly placed my clothes in the room, A little closet that has a hanger inside and a box for maybe documents and stuff and then the space for the shirts and jeans. I folded some of the disarranged clothes and then placed them inside, I hanged the dresses and jeans and placed the underwear on the box and as well as the documents that I printed earlier and hanged the bag. After doing so I placed the extra f

New day, Good day! I sighed after inhaling the air in the balcony inside the city of Aldamair. I take a sip of my coffee and then walk towards my closet looking for something to wear, I saw that they have a uniform so It will not be difficult for me to find something to wear.   I croaked my head to the side as I find the jeans that I bought when I was staying at the hotel. I smiled and put the jean and shirt above my bed, getting ready for my work I had my breakfast already. I made sure to take notes of the things I need to buy later after work.  I walk towards the bathroom after preparing the clothes I'm going to wear today, grabbing the bathrobe in my hand, and close the bathroom door. I took my time taking shower and doing the routine, shaving my body and then applying shampoo and conditioner, after taking a bath that lasted twenty minutes or more. After I wear the jeans and shirt after wearing the underwear

I force myself to stand up even I feel so heavy right now, is going here a bad decision? no, because in the first place he was there smiling while lying to my face making me think it was all genuine and true.  I sighed heavily, my nose is stuck up and my breathing is hard but that's it I decided to go home and sort things out and end this well, I palmed my face trying to ease what I feel, I'll be going home tomorrow, I can't go home today I don't feel well and traveling will only make it worst.   I walk towards my bed and lay down, without changing my clothes and I had no energy to do so. I close my eyes and breath heavily not thinking of anything so I could get myself to sleep.  I woke up still feeling heavy, my head is pounding like someone is hammering inside my head. I wet my face with water staring at the water thinking of things that are not even real. I brushed my teeth

When everything falls apart you lost belief in things that you once believe in, Love, for example--- I used to envy and dreamed of being that someone who receives sweet letters, flowers, and stuff getting surprises by their loved one but then again everything of it was a dream, fantasy.  I clenched my fist as I stare at the ring that Anthon-- alright, he's a person that should not be named for my sake, as I said I stare at the ring thinking to maybe just throw it away or burn it to ashes if that's possible so I could have the satisfaction of hating him. I waited for him at the restaurant for hours and all he said was sorry and it was a mistake?   "Lily? are you okay?" Asked Kris, I glance at her and nodded my head still thinking of ways how to forget him then I remembered, he didn't give that much to hold on to so why keep on sulking on a person who doesn't give you that much to remember? and besides, we've bee