I felt as if I was surrounded by darkness, I do not know how long I have been in this state.I felt some type of weight pressing down on me, I felt a dark cloud trying to weave its way through my mind as if it was trying to erase everything. Finally, I had enough, I was not going to let whatever this was affect me any longer! I grit my teeth, with all my will, and mentally pushed back at this dark force that was attacking me. I felt pressure and pain surrounding my mind. It felt like, I was pushing some force from inside me that was not ready to awaken yet. I had no idea what it was but, I knew I need to fight to stop this darkness from consuming me. My mind felt like it was on fire, my soul felt drained. The darkness hit me powerfully again, willing me to submit. I felt its pressure on me, beckoning me to give in. With everything that I had, with every amount of pain I felt. I shoved back against it. Just at that moment, my mind snapped, and I could see a purple haze filling my

This thought runs through my head, I do my best to ignore him, and the feelings he stirs in me until after I am finished shopping. He grabs my hand, and for some reason, I do not mind. We walk out to his car again. He opens my door, and we go for a drive. We drive for a while until we find a quiet park near the waterfront. He stops the car, pulls me into his lap, and crushes his lips to mine. I should be hitting him, and trying to run away but, why do I feel drawn to him? Why am I craving this? I return his kiss with equal fervor, his hands are roaming my body, his hand sneaks under my shirt pinching my nipple “Oh god!” I moan loudly. His other hand moves to grip my ass. This is not how appropriate girls behave! Why does this feel so good? With him and David? Why do I love this feeling so much? Why can I not stop?!” His hand slips from my ass and goes under my skirt locating my heated core. I feel him sta

This weekend at Hunters has been absolutely amazing, besides the creepy friends that I never knew he had. There is a whole different side of my stepdad that I had never experienced before. I am not sure how he knows these people but, I get the feeling at times like they are eyeing me as if I am dinner, and not in a sexual way. This is why, I mostly stay in my room, to myself while they are here. I met his friend "Marcus" he was weird in the beginning, it took some time but, I warmed up to him. I think Hunter's threat was taken seriously, he never made any inappropriate actions when I was around. Marcus was a perfect gentleman, and I was hoping to think of him as a friend in the future. My greatest surprise was the arrival of two men in my life, one I never thought I would see again after getting caught that afternoon by my mother, and the other is David. My love, my boyfriend, the one who I know owns my heart. Why did have sexual relations with Calan? I do not know

I heard Hunter scream, and the sound tore a hole in my soul. I started to run, as fast as I can. I need to see her! She is my mother! She has to come home! This cannot be happening! I hear footsteps chasing me. I spin around to see the intruder, completely forgetting the fact that my so-called "father" was standing with me. "Molly! what are you doing? you cannot go out there! It is not safe" I growl at him "I have to find her, she is my mother!" I start to run into the woods again. He chases me down, if you are so determined to go, I am going with you" I shrugged and said nothing "I just got you back, I am not losing you!" he yelled as he grabbed me and glared at me. I sighed, there was no getting rid of him.  We continued to walk trying to find Hunter. The sky grew so dark it felt like night had fallen rather than being morning. We continued to search for any sign of my mother or Hunter up the mountain. As we were passing a cave, I heard a cackle, a laugh that sounded like evi

MemoriesThese past few months have been the most painful part of my life. I never expected this to happen, I am barely 18 years old and so much has changed, I feel like my world has been thrown into chaos. I met my biological father, met my soulmate, and brutally lost my mother along the way. It should make me want to crumble and die. I should be screaming; I feel though like I have screamed and cried enough. As I looked in the rearview mirror of my life, I starting to feel like I lost my mother a long time ago, or maybe I never really knew her. Maybe everything I thought about her was fake?After the shock of her death wore off, I felt scales leave my eyes and my mind. The most painful part was not just her death but, the tidal wave of emotions and memories that hit me like a brick force. Things I never remembered flooded my mind as if they had been erased yet now were welcomed back. I remember when I was very young, I was 4, we were talking, and I asked her about my father. She lo