Almost is Never Enough のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 3

“Time of death 12:00 pm” the doctor said as he approaches the woman in her mid-forties that I think was the mother of the patient. I see how the mother of a patient looks at the doctor with disbelief as she burst into tears. It pains me to see her cry and scream to her disbelief that she lost whoever inside the operation room. I go near to the woman that holding her chest and almost got weak.When I try to hold and help her, my hand just penetrated.It pains me to see her in that kind of situation because even though I didn’t know her, I understand how it feels.Because I also saw that kind of pain in the eyes of my loved ones when they hear from the doctor that I’m gone. When I didn’t do my best to fight and stay for them. When I leave them.I think one of the reasons why I’m still wandering around is because of that guilt, the guilt that I leave them without even saying a proper goodby