Lahat ng Kabanata ng Ugly and insecure?: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

Elena pov. I didn't even realise that I was smiling until I hear some one feign a cough-a signal that someone is here. I quickly look there coming face to face with a smiley mom. I knew she would come here.  "But mom , you are not feeling well, you need to be resting in your bedroom right now " I say with concern as I head to where she is taking her one hand into mine in a way to hold and give her support a a bit .  "Come on, I am perfectly fine" she says as she lifts the other hand in air in a way to show me that she is fine .  "I know you are the strongest woman but you have to rest . and don't forget that your best friend is here..right in the next room" I say punctuating the last words.  "Talk about it, I really like that young man " shit !! I wanted to try as much as I can to avoid that topic but I didn't know that mom had otherwise. "Come on mom, he is just fit to be your son ..nothing more " I say sarcastical

Elena POV.I was not me who was in the car as we drove back to the house. It was my body was possessed and maybe it had been taken over by some other person. I was totally in some kind of spell that was not clear to me. I have never in my life been in such a situation. I have never been told such words. What made it more complicated is the fact that he is my boss. My very handsome boss.Throughout the ride back to the house, I didn't even have the courage to look up at him. The words that he had said to me come playing back in my head. The way he said that he loves kissing men.How he is intrigued by all that is composed of me. I am sure I am red just reminiscing those words.I stood waiting until his car finally disappeared as headed home. I didn't even realize at first but found myself touching my lips reminiscing how his felt on mine. Shit !! I cannot be doing any of this .I decide to get into the house since it is already night and their is no im

Elena POVAs soon as we pulled away from the kiss, the stupid face of mine cannot help but blush. I am practically tomato red. I try as much as I can to act composed but it is like I am failing out. I wonwdr which type of girl kisses her boss one time and after only a few minutes you are getting so uncomfortable. Such kind of a girl is supposed to be the bold one. "Stop staring at me like that " I manage to say but still my eyes at the front of where we are going . " How did you know that I was looking at you. Unless when it is you who is looking at me like I am a piece of snack " he says sarcastically. Damn it! Can't this man already see what he does to me. Each word that comes from his mouth doesn't leave me the same even if I want to."Oh my God, You are really something else." I reply slaping on his thigh in a playful way. It is so funny how the two of is have managed to change from acting as boss and employee to only friends. Friendship t

Elena POVI look at the man before me.I have never seen some one as fine as he is .In fact if you are someone who didn't know him, you would pass him for s model. He is just so handsome and that is partly the reason as to why it is hard for me to take in what he is saying seriously. When he says those words all I say is to look on. I don't know what I should do now. A part of me feels like I want to short to him and tell him that I love him back however another part seems to be afraid. What if he is just using me and finally will end up dumping me which means I will go back to just the way I used to be. After waiting for some time without saying anything. He goes ahead yo tell me that he will wait until when I make up my mind. How sweet he is !I am however afraid that he will soon get bored with me and leave me ending up treating me like how the rest of the people have treated me.He opens the car do for me and I get out I have never been treated like this

Elena POV."Wake up" I hear my mom calling me but I just need a bit more sleep at least for even ten minutes .Imagine the hour that I slept last night .Recalling about all the events that happened last night. A smile creeps onto my face upon remembering all the those steamy moments."Why are you even  smiling while in your sleep ?" She says making me realise how stupid I .But I just can't help it."Come on mom, what do you even mean ?" I ask trying to act like I don't know even know what she is talking about."You should be so sleepy to even realize that that you were smiling. By the way tell me how your date with Miles went last night. I waited for you for but finally had to go to bed." She says as she takes her seat on my bed. This is a signal that she is going to have to tell me every thing."Come on mom, I need to pee " I say hoping that she will get out of my bedroom. Not that I don't want her to get out of my bedroom. However right at th