All Chapters of The Bloody Alpha, Book 4 - Royal Wolf Of Zidiah Series: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

I lead my family into the living room. Once they’re seated, I link one of the kitchen staff to bring drinks.It’s incredible that I now have a pack link, strange when I shouldn’t have one until I’m sworn in as Luna. However, Lorcan said that now we marked each other, he opened the link because he knows that I’m not going anywhere.Once Macie, one of the kitchen staff, drops off a pot of tea, I pour everyone a cup. Once I’ve handed them out, I sit back in my seat next to the window.Lorcan and I always sit in this massive love seat when we’re in here. He brought the grey fabric chair for us last week, and I love it!“I can’t believe you guys came. I’m so happy to see you all,”“I’m sure.”

Pain radiates through my body yet again.I curl up on my side, pulling my blanket over my hip and snuggling into my pillow. I close my eyes and let the tears fall.Why the hell am I doing this to myself?I need my mate, and no matter how many times I run from him, I will always need him. My heat has hit the peak, and it’s beyond painful. I thought yesterday was bad enough, but this is the worst I have ever felt in my life.I thought that locking myself in my room would be the best solution; that way, I could hide from my mate, but I can sense him outside my door even now.What I find strange is that not once has he tried to break in when most would. He has some restraint, which awes me.I had no idea that I’d be mated to Josh Adams, Beta of Silver Paw pack.

On my twenty-first birthday almost a month ago, I transformed all by myself in the forest. It hurt like hell, and I thought I’d die right there and then. However, I didn’t die, and Zara, my wolf, ran free for the first time. There are no words that can accurately describe how it feels to be so free.Zara trotted to the lake, and as she looked at her reflection in the water, she allowed me to look upon her through her wolf eyes.Zara is the most beautiful light sable wolf I have ever seen. Of course, I’m biased, but it’s the truth. The midnight blue on her underbelly served to tell me that my mate would be the same colour.There was only one wolf in the pack, the colour midnight blue – Josh. My heart was racing in my chest. But then I told myself that I was mistaken, and my mate was someone outside of the pack.

“I want you to let me love you, Harper, to put you first, and for you to be everything to me. I hope that I can one day be those things to you.“Come back to me, beautiful,” Josh kisses my hand, and the sparks ignite throughout my body, bringing me to life. “I need you, baby.”My heart hammers in my chest. Something compels me to believe what Josh is saying. He doesn’t just want my body; he wants my heart and trust.Zara pulls back completely, allowing me to look upon Josh as my mate for the first time. A tear falls from my eye when he cups my cheek.“Josh,” I whisper his name while reaching for him. He takes m

As soon as we pull up at home, I jump out of the car and rush inside.“Where is she?” I bellow to no one in particular.“Lorcan, wait,” Mum grabs my arm.I don’t know where she came from; I didn’t see her when I walked in. Then again, I didn’t see anyone through my angry eyes.“Where is she?” I spit through gritted teeth.“Who told you?”“That is irrelevant! Where’s Gianna, Mother?”“Don’t snap at her like that, Lorcan.”I growl at Luther, who, in turn, rolls his eyes.“Gianna is in the infirmary.”I don’t wait for any more; I