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KABANATA 176

"What is this again? Did you forgot what did I tell you, Leon?" Patuloy kong sinabi sa kaniya at sinubo na ang ang isang kutsarang pagkain na nilagay ko sa aking kutsara.I saw that he get his own spoons too and started to eat his food."What?" Maang maangan niyang sinabi sa akin.Napa iling ako. "I saw them staring at us, Leon." Straight to the point kong sinabi sa kaniya."Just don't mind them, Mariana..." Simple niyang sinabi sa akin habnag nagpapatuloy lamang siya sa pagkain."Anong hindi ko sila papansinin? I don't want to be involved in any problems right now," I said blantly.Napatigil siya sa kaniyang pagkain at ako naman ngayon ang nagpatuloy sa pagkain habang hindi siya tinitignan. Well it's true! It might sound rude but it's true. I really don't want to be involved in problems right now especially that I have problems in my head right now. I will be loosing my daughter for a month and I am here trap with Leon. I don't know how to handle him anymore. It really don't know any

KABANATA 177

Hindi na ako makagalaw ng masyado sa aking kinatatayuan dahil sa kaniya. I feel like kamatayan ko kapag gumalaw man lang ako ng kahit kaunti. Maayos naman lahat ng mg nakuhang picture ko kaya naman ay nag excuse na ako sa kanila upang maka alis na dahil ang hirap na talagang gumalaw at huminga."Excuse me," I said to them bago nagtungo na sa aking upuan at kinuha ang bag ko roon kasama na rin ang jacket ko bago nagtungo sa kanilang dressing room.I am wearing the dress they want me to wear kaya naman ay aalisin ko na ito at magpapalit ngayon. Agad akong nagtungo sa dressing room matapos kong makuha ang bag ko. Hindi lumingon sa kinaroroonan nila dahil ayoko lang lalong ma intimidate sa mga maririing tingin ni Leon. I changed and retouch inside. May malaking glass kasi roon kaya naman doon na rin ako nagretouch. It's four pm and I am ready to go home now. Natagalan kami ngayon dahil wala namang trabaho bukas at sa mga susunod na mga araw dahil may aattendan akong mga event ng dalawang

KABANATA 178

I sighed. "Do you want to take out? Their salad is good," ani niya.Tumango na lamang ako at hindi na nagsalita. Lumabas snap rin kami kalaunan at nagtungo na sa kanilang front desk para sa aking itatake out ko na salads. Si Leon ay nasa likuran ko lamang."Hi, can I take out five sets of your Italian salad?" I said to the girl in the counter."Sure, Ma'am. Anything else?" She asked while she's manipulating a touchable computer in front of her.Umiling ako. "That's it, please." I said na knaiyang ikinatango. She finalized it for me and then when it's time to pay. I was about to give my card when someone else did it immediately.Lumingon ako sa gumawa at nakitang card ni Leon iyon. I sighed again bago lumingon sa babaeng cashier.""Here's your card, sir. Your older were be in a minute." Aniya ng babaeng cashier. Tumango ako at kinuha naman ni Leon ang card niya.Umalis na kami roon at umupo sa mga bakanteng upuan doon malapit lamang sa cashier."What's your bank account. I'll send you

KABANATA 179

Nagtungo kaaagad ako sa upuan ni Miss Sarmiento kung saan katabi niya pa mismo si Leon. I don’t have a choice though, kailangan kong magpaalam sa kaniya dahil nakakahiya kung aalis na lang ako sa table nila.“Miss Sarmiento, I need to go now, I hope you enjoy the party.” Magalang kong sinabi.“Oh, ang aga naman, Miss but okay, drive safe hija, see you next project?” she said.Ngumiti ako at tumango sa kaniya. Nakita ko ang paglingon ni Leon sa banda namin. Alam ko ring narinig niya ang pinag usapan namin kaya hindi na ako nagulat doon.“Sure, Miss. Just contact me or my manager,” I said and finally have the urge to say goodbye.Lumingon ako kay Leon one last time before I turn my back to them. Mabuti na lang at wala ng masyadong media sa labas at nakalabas naman ako kaagad. Sa likod nga lang ng event dahil doon ang sinuggest ng isang guard kanina sa akin. I even asked them if they have restroom sa may parking lot and they said yes na aking ikinatuwa. I will change clothes in there na

KABANATA 180

Noon I was determined with what I want to do. It was all planned and ready but now, it looks like the tables are turned. Umuurong ang katawan ko ngayon at hindi ko alam kung bakit. I planned to find him, talked to him about Leona and see his background. Akala ko noon madali lang pero ngayong nandito na ako sa sitwasyong ganito ay mahirap pala sa aking inaakala. Ngayong about kamay ko na at nakakasama ko pa, I realized that hindi pala iyong ganoon kadali. It takes time and process. I don't even know what will my life happens after that. Ang plano ko noon ay sabihin sa kaniya at lumayo rin. I don't have plans to get back at him because we have a daughter. I just want his small time when my daughter needs to have a father. That's it. Para sa anak ko ito dahil lumalaki na rin naman siya and her whole life she never feel the love of his father than those other who is at her age who have father. Kahit na sabihin man ng anak ko na hindi niya kailangan ay alam ko na kailangan ko pa ring gawin

KABANATA 181

Bumabawi lang iyan dahil sa kasalanan niya so don't get attached to much nor expect too much. Remember to expect always expect nothing so you will never get disappointed. I sighed while I eat my lunch. I hope I can face time with Leona here, but I know I can't at 'tsaka gabi na roon. I miss her so much and I can't wait to finish this one month contract of mine so I can now be with her. Pagdating ng hapon ay kasalukuyan na akong nagliligpit ng aking gamit at handa ng umalis. Sa totoo lang ay hindi ko alam Ang gagawin ko kung maghihintay ba rito para kay Leon o bababa na sa aking saskayan.Kanina pa ako napapatingin kay Miss Nini dahil gusto kong kunin ang numero ni Leon upang itext siya kung matutuloy ba kami ngayon. I don't want to waste of time waiting for nothing in here. I'd rather go home and prepared some dinner while waiting for Leona's call to me. That's more exciting I guess. This dinner is making me nervous and nervous as time goes. It's now five pm and yet there is no Leon I

KABANATA 182

Hindi na muli kami nagka usap pa. When our dinner done, we go home straight. Sinundan na naman niya ako hanggang sa makapasok ako sa subdivision ng condo ko. Papasok ako nang pinaharurot na niya ang kaniyang sasakyan paalis ng tuluyan. I sighed. I guess what happened today was just normal and I can't believe we talk casual at nakaya ko. Hindi siya nagtanong ng kung ano man at alam niya sigurong kapag ginawa niya iyon ay aalis ako which is really true. I am not yet ready for it, lalo na kung siya pa ang magtatanong. Kahit na ang pakay ko naman talaga sa kaniya ay sabihin ang lahat lahat. Takot lang talaga ako sa anuman mang pwedeng mangyari. Kinabukasan ay wala akong naging trabaho kaya naman ang ginawa ko ay nag work out lamang, did my usual routine and then talk to my family abroad every night. Noong lunes kasi ay natapos na namin ang second phase namin sa shoot and it was discussed to me that it is not a full time shoots kaya okay na rin talaga iyon sa akin.It's very convenient and

KABANATA 183

Ayoko lang siyang masaktan and hope for nothing so it's better to keep it from me sa ngayon dahil hindi ko pa naman alam kung tatanggapin siya ni Leon o hindi. Mas mabuting ako na lang ang masaktan para sa aking anak. I can bear it all. Sa lahat ng sasabihin ni Leon. Pero kapag narinig iyon ni Leona, hindi ko iyon kakayanin. Hindi na rin niya nabanggit pa ang tungkol sa kaniyang ama pagkatapos ng huling usapan namin noon pa. I know that she still wants his father. She still wants to meet him. Natatakot din naman akong tanungin siya tungkol doon and I think she have reasons behind it. She was very mature child, actually. Maybe because she doesn't want to pressure her mother for it."You're so gorgeous, Mama," she said without any humour.I pouted because of that. Pinakita ko ang buong katawan ko upang makita niya ang suot ko. Nanatili siyang tulala sa screen."Leona, when you compliment people you should sound cheery to be sincere." I said.Umiwas siya sandali ng tingin sa akin at napa

KABANATA 184

The slide of his hands on my waist just made me shiver. Natigilan ako roon at hindi nakagalaw habang nakatingin lamang kay Mr. Ferrer. I saw how his eyes drop onto my waist. I smiled awkwardly to Mr. Ferrer."Uh, this is Leon Eleazar, sir." Pakilala ko sa kaniya.Tumango tango siya at 'tsaka humalakhak ng bahagya. "Mr. Eleazar, nice to see you here!" Bati niya at agad silang nagkamayan."Nice to see you here too, Mr. Ferrer." He said in a baritoned voice. I thought he will now remove his hand on my waist but I was wrong. It actually stays in there while he was talking with Mr. Ferrer. Kaya naman ilang sandali akong hindi nakagalaw dahil doon. He was creating small circles using the tip of his finger in my waist! I am already having goosebumps in my nape while he is doing that. Napalunok ako. My mouth run dry. Why is he doing this to me? This is hell!I was got rid of him when someone called me. Busy pa siya noon sa pakikipag usap kay Mr. Ferrer kaya wala siyang nagawa kundi ang pakaw

KABANATA 185

“Good morning too, Miss Nini!” I greeted. “Hindi po kasi ako maalam sa bagong location ng ating studio kaya mas inagahan ko.” I answered to her question. “Oh? I see…” she said. Nagsimula na rin naman kaming mag ayos ng mga gamit muna at sa magiging theme naming sa araw na ito. It was already set, and we just need to put all of the materials into the right places. Kaya naman habang hinihitay ay photographer ay tumulong na muna ako sa kanila habang sila ay nag aayos. Noong una ay ayaw pa nila pero I insist. Wala naman kasi akong gagawin doon kundi ang maupo lamang at ayoko namang maupo lang ngayon doon. Habang tinutulungan sila roon ay biglang nagbukas ang pintuan at iniluwa roon si Leon. Napatigil ako sa aking ginagawa. Nagtama kaagad ang mga tingin pagkatapos ay nagsimula siyang muling maglakad palapit na sa kinaroroonan ko. It was a normal yet very uneasy day for me. Gaya rin ng dating ginagawa ni Leon. He visit here and then he'll leave after that tapos pagdating ng hapon ay bumab

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