I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes as the door opened and Alpha Knight entered. I couldn’t help but look away at him directly for fear he would see my teary eyes. I don’t want to get to the point where he takes pity on me and treats me well just because of that. "Are you still in pain?" He asked, I just shook my head in response. Fortunately, he didn't speak anymore and just peeled and sliced the fruits and put it on the table. "Well then, I need to go somewhere now and have to make arrangements about my departure for a week, if you need anything just call my personal driver." He ordered me and left immediately and did not wait for my answer. Fortunately, he will leave tomorrow and I will be free to go out without any problems, I will be able to go to my mother in the hospital and to find out what happened to her so that Lily can say that on her message. I felt pain in the lower part of my abdomen again, maybe it because of too much stress that is why I'm really feeling this.

I feel uneasy, walking in the hallway to where mom's room is. I still don’t know what do I say to her, will she really understand every word I will say? Will she recognize me? There is thousand question in my mind, but she can’t answer even one of it. I felt Warren’s hand holding mine tightly, “why are you being so nervous? This is not a trial to confess your crime, she is your mother that you need to tell her what is in your heart. If you will think the words you will say, then everything is not from here.” He pointed my chest where my heart is. “What do you want me to do then? All I want now is to cry and hold her, there are many things I want to do with her but how can I do that when she’s going to leave me too? Everything is too late for me, no one wants to stay by my side.” “I am here, Amanda! Please, don’t say things like that. Your mom does not want you t

Tera and Lily was confused to my decision, they keep asking me why I rush to bury my mom and not hold a funeral ceremony as respect for her death. But I keep silent. Warren on the other side was trying to keep their mouth shut, I will tell them but this is not the right time. “We will go now, as I said I will explain it later but Amanda need to leave.” He said and pick up the bag where my things are. “But… Okay, be careful on your way. We will not ask anything more but you guys have to explain it when Amanda is ready!” Tera said. I nod my head and get in to the car, how can I explain them that I need to comeback to the place where like a prison to me? And that person is the one I accidentally marked. “What will you do? Maybe right now he’s already arrived at the house.” He asks out of concern, knowing that the Alpha will get angry again at me.&

The familiar sounds keep ringing to my ears, and the smell of hospital wards twirling in my surrounding. Am I dreaming? Why I am hearing this again, my mom already died. “When will she wake up, did really something wrong with her?” It was Alpha Knight, is there something wrong with me? “Due to what happened days ago, of course her body will be in that state. I just don’t know why her body is too exhausted more than it should be. As her, accompany your rut all the way…” His friend explaining something but I can’t hear it clearly, what is happening? Where I am? “Are you sure the test is correct?” Again, he asks his friend. Why he sounds so not satisfied? “I told you; you should be careful when you have your rut but what now?! What should you do now?” The one raises his voice, he can do it to Knight? Well, they are friends after all.

I don’t know how long it will take us to get to place we are going, after I accepted his offer, the elder next to me never spoke again that make me feel awkward again but at least, the uncomfortable atmosphere between us become less. I should think now how will I explain to them that I’m pregnant and the father is not ready to stand for the child, I know Lily and Tera will be shock but hope William won’t do anything that make the situation become more complicated. “By the way, can I ask you what is your relationship with Wilgus? It is so unusually for them to act like that just to search omega like you, I am not degrading you as an omega but I know him, he won’t tangle his life with omega, dominant or recessive.” He said with his eyebrows almost met. “It was my fault, something did happen between the two of us. He just wants to keep me by his side because I marked him, there is n