The company looks much livelier today because of the posters and the little decoration they have made for the band’s achievements. The colorful balloons on the side, making an aisle at the entrance of the building, and the boys’ merchandise on the display just near the entrance. I stared at the balloons. I was just wondering why balloons make some people happy. Maybe I am feeling too bitter right now because of the situation I am in but I think balloon will just give you heartbreak. You will be happy when you can get a hold of it but when it slipped out of your hand you will feel sad and worst is when it will pop. I smile at that thought. Heartbreak really gives people a different point of view of the things they once got laid eyes on.I didn't have time to notice this kind of setup earlier because I was too busy hiding in those shades while walking straight and just this time, I got to admire the beauty of it that I have ignored earlier. I didn't know they have made this into a para

“What? Our brother?!”I distance myself from her to see if she is really telling the truth. She must be kidding me. I c-can’t… How is that even possible? Why did my father hide him from us if that is really the truth? Why didn’t he tell me about it? I shook my head in disbelief. She must be kidding me.Lester is not our brother. He can't be. I put both of my hands on my hair. I am so done with anything right now. I push my hair downwards while looking at her. Her look tells me that she is not kidding at all. She looked so serious right now.What is happening in my life right now? First, I just ended my relationship with Matt, and... Peter, the person I thought I could run to but he despises me for lying to him. He despises me for making him fall into my trap, making him fall in love with me, and right now, he is with Cindy, the one who told me to ruin him. And right now… L-lester is my brother? But... he has a family already. “No, Jane. He has his parents. His father is not our fath

“Don’t talk to me,” I told Lester. I didn’t know what he was planning to do. He just cut off my line and let me live here alone in the big mansion for days now. I don’t even know where this is located and I don't have an idea if he is planning to free me. It is almost a week now and this is the first time he visited me since he left without even saying goodbye. I was alone here in the past few days and… I looked at Lester who is trying to give me a smile but failed because of his coldness. A cold man like him doesn't smile often. I wouldn't dare to beg for his smile also. I glared at him remembering the days I am left alone. Fucking hell. I can't believe I have survived. He should at least give me some of his time. He should know that his sister needs him. But what did he do instead? Leaving me here all alone. All by myself. I have got no one to talk to except myself and his... dog. What does he expect? That I would get a response from his dog?I didn’t do anything here aside from

"Bring me with you. I will talk to him," I told Lester. I can't stay here thinking about him when I could go and talk to him. It will just mess up my mind if I will stay here any longer. I need to talk to him.Maybe I suddenly become easy to get when it is him we are talking about but I just want to clarify some things to him. Maybe it did hurt me when he called me names but must know why I did those. I just did those because I was told to.I don't even know if Cindy told him the whole truth or if it was just one-sided at all. I can never blame why Cindy did it, why she turned things upside down because she just fall in love. That's why I need to clear things up with him. "You can't... You need to stay here for a month to clear your mind first," Lester answered.I looked at the surroundings. I will have to stay here for a whole damn month? "No, I can't and I won't. Let me come with you or else, I will end my life here," I told him. I won't do that, of course. I just said it to scare

“Peter!” I forcefully push him. What is he doing here? I looked at him and saw how serious his face is when he looked at me. “W-what?” A chill went through me. His stares are burning. I push him once more because my knees are shaking with the sight of him. His face is too close, I can feel his breath on my face.His breathing becomes heavy as he stares at me. Glaring at me. He made sure I couldn't let go from his arms. He tightened his hold around my waist when I tried to loosen from his arms. What is this? Why are you doing this to me, Peter?“We just ended up things up just a week ago and instantly, you are with that asshole?” he angrily asked. His eyes are burning. I tried to avoid his gaze but he hold my face to make me look at him.But what he said makes my blood boils. What did he just say? Is he talking to me or is he talking to himself? Can he heart what he just said? Why is he accusing things when it was his moves in the first place?May I remind him that he was the one who