Lahat ng Kabanata ng Mated To The Rogue Alpha : Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

( Lexi's Pov )He wasn't going to kiss me? He didn't even consider me? Is that it? For us?But again I was always pushing him around even though I know how I felt, how he felt I always felt the pull we had for each other.I knew how our wolves were connected, I felt it myself.This feeling I had for him was telling me to go against my beliefs and it was strange how I never wanted to trust a stranger but I trusted him wholeheartedly. On top of that, I am so damn attracted to this motherfucker, my wolf makes it even more worse. Either I stop spending too much time with him or I should get to die because being near him is miserable but not being able to touch him is gonna make me go insane. ******(Ros pov ) I have started to get comfortable with people in Lexi's pack, I never thought I would though. A person like me who never had a single ounce of interest in befriending anyone in his whole life is trying to make people comfortable around him. It is still all shocking to me as wel

( Lexi's pov) I want him, I know I want him but I fucked up big time, Universe.I am sure I hurt Ros so badly that he doesn't even look at me for more than a minute. It's like I am the one who is deprived of his attention now.I never knew I was gonna be the one to beg for it as I did a week ago when he captured my lips with his own. He tasted so good, I have never in my life would have thought I would get a gentleman like him as my mate. I was feeling all these emotions, and I got overwhelmed. I do trust him, I just don't wanna go with what my heart wants right now. I know I am a mess and I don't really deserve him. I can't bring myself to talk about it with him after how I practically pushed him away by rejecting him so harshly just because I got suddenly flustered and anxious. Ros has been working hard by arranging everything, the past few days making sure that I get to have a comfortable time in the human world.I am not that nervous about stepping outside my comfort zone, in

(Lexi's Pov)My food has finally gotten cold, why? Because of feeding this kid who is not only driving but playing Taylor Swift's songs on the radio and singing along with them. Although I am not sure which song. But when Ros takes a bite again, he certainly tries to bite my fingers along with the food, this playful bitch."So, you only listen to Taylor? No other artist has ever intrigued your interest?" I ask finally taking a bite of my food. " ohh well yeah kind off but it's not that I don't listen to other artists, you know the weekend is awesome too Taylor is just a genius artist," I nod my head listening to Ros. " Wait how do you? I mean you listen to music, real human artists? ," he questions me with uncertainty reflecting in his eyes. I scoff, "what did you think I was not capable of exploring things across the globe on my own?" And he cracks up again. Damnit, why do I even try to talk to him? I internally groan, Ughhh this bitch." Oh god, I am sorry lex, it's just fasc

(Lexi's pov ) Ros is happy with them, his aunt and uncle. Although I know they are not his real relatives but it looks like a real family when he is with them. I Could tell by the way he treats them. And This warmth, he was missing out on all this because helping me and staying with my pack members? He could have left us after saving my life and come back to his world, here. But he stayed, with me. Does he really care about me? because I am his mate? I like him I really do but I never wanted this because of that mate shit, I wanted to be someone's choice not just bonded by destiny. I sigh. I turn back to Aunt," I don't doubt it, aunt. we are good friends now, after all of course he cares, and I do too," I say taking a sip from my cup. "oh Sweety, no doubt you are so dense. It's okay I was like this too, at a young age. You'll know with time," she chuckles and playfully pats my back.what? why the heck everyone is so into talking cryptically. is it like a new trend or something? or

(Lexi's Pov)The night was long, spent tossing and turning. Not that I couldn't sleep but because I didn't want to sleep. I was having wet dreams about this sexy motherfucking Ros miller. why? Well, for obvious reasons, one he is that one sexy hot, nah smoking hot motherfucker but also because I was sleeping in his room yesterday last night I mean I am still lying in the same room but that's not the point. The point is that his scent is everywhere, on the pillow, the curtains, the bathroom, the blanket, and the bedsheets. Oh god, probably my clothes too smell like his since they are in his wardrobe. And Oh my, I haven't really felt this addicted to anything in a long run, like I am addicted to his scent.Fuck I would have sniffed his scent off of pillows like the millionth time, oh by the way I am still sniffing it. Ugh, I am so frustrated by my own behavior. I have never been like this. when I look at the clock on the nightstand, I wanted to scream, its 1'o clock noon! I remembe