All Chapters of The Search for Freedom: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60
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51 The Trial and Error
KailaEverything that was happening was all my mistakes. I knew I could not blame Alicia if she brought me there. It wasn't her mistake, for it was me who could not decide where to start, and that was why Alicia brought me there to kill those boys. It wasn't Alicia, not the curse, not my fate, but me. It was me who must be blamed. I became a serial killer who didn't show any sympathy for those boys.Maybe it was because I hated myself too much. I didn't notice I had already killed the boy in front of me. I didn't notice that I stroked his head many times, causing a very big crack on it. His brain had exploded like a volcano, which could not endure the lava erupting.Though it was difficult to endure squeamish things like blood, I would simply regard everything as a trial, one that would strengthen me for future ordeals. It seemed that my whole life was a trial itself, and there was nothing enjoyable. It was only full of sadness, and there were a few good moments.Maybe it was because
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52 The Magical World
Learning magic and become powerful like Alicia was what I needed, for I knew it could help me in my next fight, especially since she told me that after every fight, the next enemy would become stronger than the first one. I didn't know what kind of people I would be fighting next, but it was better to be prepared so that I could keep my life safe.I needed to practice dark magic because I wasn't good on it; I couldn't even grow a leaf from a tree by using my hand. I was still practicing dark magic with Alicia. She had complained many times about why I was so difficult to teach. But it wasn't my problem if I was so difficult to teach, because she once told me that it also took her many years before she mastered all types of magics and power she had.I didn't know what was happening to my mansion. Maybe they noticed I wasn't there, and they would leave the mansion because of that. I wondered if they were okay. Though I knew they didn't need to work there anymore, especially since they d
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53 The Men's Weakness
LilThe play round was over. I needed to be serious because killing people was serious. Cain was a bit of a joker, and he wasn't a boring friend like other people. I also wanted to have friends who always smiled and laughed regardless of their problems. Those kinds of people could live longer in this world, especially that they had high adversity quotient, and they could go through a rough patch in life, and come out of it without losing their mind. There were things that someone laughed about, but the other wasn't affected and made them irritated, though it was normal. I must laugh about it rather than became mad, for it would only destroy the good vibes."Why did you bring me here?" I asked.Though I knew we were there to search for people we could sacrifice to get rid of the curses that were on both me and Cain. I knew Cain would help me in searching for people we could kill, because not only my freedom lies in it, but also his freedom. I needed to do it faster for the curse alway
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54 The Hard Game
Cain had checked the man and told me that he was absolutely dead and there wasn't a way to bring him back to life. Cain seemed to be performing fake magic. Perhaps it was his way of offering the psyche of the man to the spirit he'd mentioned, who could help him out of the curse and go back to the realm of spirits where he came from.I was so merciless that I had killed too many people. I could not consider everything as an adventurous game anymore. I hoped, I could say, I didn't care about anyone, but I needed to finish what I had started. I knew it was just a temporary ordeal.Staying strong is what I needed, because there were many more people to die in my hands for the sake of freedom. It even crossed my mind to stop schooling and focus instead on killing people. I couldn't study if the curse would not let me sleep every night to search for a new victim. This thing was more important than anything else because it could cost me everything. I could resume my studies after I finished
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55 The Destined Enemies
KailaAlicia wasn't totally a heartless woman, for she had feelings like a normal human being. It didn't mean that she was a numb just because she made a mistake, especially that nobody is perfect. I knew it was the reason why she was there with me, perhaps to apologize for everything.Even though she wouldn't express her regret in words, I gradually seen it in her actions. I could see how she would repent in silence. She also wanted to help me solve my problems from little to huge, perhaps to be able to regain her loss.I realized that not all who made a mistake was totally wicked. Sometimes they only need another opportunity to prove that they had change and would not do what they did before. What someone should do was to give that person another chance because they deserve it.However, there were some people who wouldn't apologize though they knew they had hurt others. Those kind of people were defending their wrong belief. Perhaps they thought life was a weather: sometimes good an
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56 The Vampire Girl
I remembered many things when I wasn't thinking about power and my mission in order to be free from this curse. I remembered when I was sitting there on the couch inside the living room of the mansion; walking on the passageway to the library, reading novels, playing with people around, and many others.If I could survive the ordeal, I would never dream for anything again, I would be contented from anything I have, like those people who didn't had what I have, but though they were poor, they didn't assume for anything. They were contented of what they had and of what they could get. I also wanted to be the same with those people, because they weren't pursued by danger and living a simple life.While walking on the narrow passageway, I saw Alicia going towards me, so we meet in the alley. Maybe she already found the next person who needed to fight with. I didn't want to waste my time in searching around if there was nothing showed up. It would only delayed my freedom."So, you found th
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57 The Teleportation
LilThere were many things about me which Cain didn't know, but why he needed to know them if it had nothing to do with him? I knew he also had a lot of secrets, and was hesitant to tell them, such as the place where he came from. What we should do was to respect each other's privacy, although that please seemed to be full of wonders, a place of powerful spirits.I even remembered the empty place in my dream, that was always confusing me. But I was thankful that since Cain had shown himself again, I wasn't dreaming about it anymore. It was only a dream and it was totally a normal dream that sometimes shown repeatedly. I should forget them because they could not really help me solve my curse problem.Those challengers? I believed I could defeat them all, especially since the power of hearing was always there to help me. Instead of fearing and worrying about the people I might fight next, I was feeling excited about fighting again. I was excited to use the magics I had learned.It was c
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58 The Destiny
After many days of practicing magic with Cain, I totally forgotten and neglected my schooling. I had not told my parents yet about it, maybe they already noticed I wasn't going to school anymore, though I wasn't always in our house. Cain had promised me that my parents could not noticed it, but I could not be complacent because they seemed like cameras when watching me. Schooling could wait, but the curse could not, so I knew I made the right choice.The result of my training wasn't too bad at all. With Cain's help, I learned teleport myself from on place to another. The power of hearing also taught me how to focus on the thing I wanted to do, because it was needed the most in order to perform magic. If I didn't had on focus and thinking about other things, it would be difficult for me to teleport. But then, it was cool and incredible. I was grateful to the power of hearing, because of it, impossible things turned possible.Good to know that the curse did not attack me again after I h
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59 The Search
KailaAfter I killed the little girl, I could not consider myself as a little merciless. What I did was never been a forgivable sin. There was no other way to make someone or even myself forgive me, though someone would say I should stop, I would not, or I could not follow them. I knew what I was doing, and they could not judge me because they didn't know the feeling of being stuck in this situation. I started doing crimes, so I need to finish it whatever happens. I knew it was difficult at the beginning, but it would be easier soon.There was something incredible happened after the little girl died. I never knew or expected, but I also had that kind of power, power which only a few people could have. I had been thinking that I wasn't a normal human, because I had witnessed evidence that proved my inference right.Many times, I witnessed how I became stronger; I could pull, push, and carry something, someone, or even a house with my hands. I could also see everything, even in far plac
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60 The Third Person
As what others said, "to believe without proof is idiotic." It made me think deeply, but I didn't know what to believe. Many things were messing with my mind. It would simply bother me, and there was a chance that I would be unable to concentrate on the task at hand. Therefore, the best thing to do was to forget everything and do well what I was doing.Those bothersome things needed to be put aside, for they couldn't help me solve my problem. There was nothing more important for me than finding the third person who was destined to fight me. That was exactly what I'm doing.We eventually found the third person. He was a man, but not an ordinary man. I had been observing him before I would make a move so that I would know how to drop him down. He seemed to be powerful too, so I didn't charge at him headlong, for my life would be jeopardized. I wanted to know if he was powerful than me, though it was difficult because even the power of my vision wouldn't show me anything about him.We we
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