Alex POV*not edited*"Baby come on. We're going to be late." He yells from the kitchen."I'm coming,Tommy. Stop being so impatient." I say walking into the kitchen with a frown on my face."I'm sorry. I'm just so stressed,baby." He says running his hands down his face. I go to sit on his lap and remove his hands from his face. "Tell me if you need anything,okay." I say with a soft smile then pecking his lips."All I need is you. All of you,baby." He says kissing down my neck. I chuckle feeling uncomfortable. A weird feeling rises in my stomach and the way he looks looking at my breast. Not the good kind. "Not yet,daddy. I'm not ready yet." I say trying to stop him from kissing me by holding his face in my hands.An annoyed sigh leaves his lips and I grow scared. Tommy can be very scary when you get him mad or annoyed."When will you be 'ready'." He says in a mock tone. "Why are you acting like this,Tommy?" I ask getting up from his lap."Because its been eight months and we haven't

Alex POV*mature content**long ass chapter ahead*After my shower,I get out and wrap a towel around my body. I look in the mirror and smile at myself. I'm glowing. After the picture Mason sent me,I couldn't stop smiling. The picture. I was going to ask him about that but his beauty destracted me.I plug my blowdryer in and dry my hair. When I am satisfied with the outcome I unplug it and store it away.I go into my room and look for underwear. The sexy ones. I have done a lot of important thinking and I have decided that I am losing my virginity tonight!Yay! I'm scared as fuck. We have been together for almost four months and I experienced my first heat,which sucked. Losing my virginity is like killing two birds with one stone. I don't have to experience that excruciating pain again and I can be closer to Mason. I love him and I want to do this with him.I find a white set in lace Brazilian-style. I put them on and think to myself that I will be touched. The white symbolizes the

Alex POVAs the door closed,I tried my best to push the sad feeling away knowing that Mason might feel it through the mate bond.I wanted to be closer to him physically and sexually but atleast we're getting somewhere. Maybe it was a sign. Maybe this interuption was a way of telling me that I was not ready even though I felt ready.Pushing those thoughts away,I bend down and clean up the rest of the mess on the floor. I finish cleaning everything in 2 hours and Mason has yet to return. I have basically cleaned the whole apartment except for the bedrooms. They are always clean 'cause Mason and I are both OCD.I walk into my room amd get some pajama shorts and walk to Mason's bedroom. I take one of his white shirts out and walk into his bathroom. I take yet another shower to wash the sweat and frustration off my body. I have never felt such tension in my life. Not even when I work out. There is a numb feeling in my legs and my core feels tender. If this is what it costs to get that fe

Alex POVI walk to my bedroom feeling very frustrated with Mason. Why would he do that. I was kidding about the whole Jason thing. He doesn't always have to be so damn possessive. I just got so damn mad when he spoke about those girls. I now realise that he felt the same way last night. I walk over to the closet and walk in and straight my underwear drawer. I get a comfortable and cute pair of baby blue panties and a matching bra. I put on some light washed jean shorts and a loose black hoodie crop-top with no sleeves. I blow dry my hair and make some loose curls with the wand. Looking in the mirror, I am satisfied with my look and I walk out. The smell of eggs and sausage invade my senses and a smile makes it way onto my face. I walk into the kitchen and I spot Mason behind the stove. Something about a man that can cook just turns me on,especially when it's my man.I smirk at the thought of Mason and I using food when we do foreplay. A picture of him dripping chocolate sauce and

Alex POVAs I pack the last of my things,I start to wonder what the boys are talking about right now. Certainly not what they witnessed when they walked in. Right?I blush creeps up on my face as I think back to what we did,not even an hour ago. It was the first time I had given a blowjob to anybody and I am glad that Mason was on the receiving end. Just knowing that I could get him to that euphoric state of mind was satisfying on it's own.The way he looked so vulnerable when he let go could've made me cum right there. I have never seen him look so sexy and needy before. It was a shock but refreshing at the same time.I was so deep into my thoughts that I almost didn't hear the knocks in my door. "Come in." I say softly and the door opens as I expect Mason to enter. I was shocked to see that one of the boys walk in,Kendrick to be exact. His extremely white hair brings out the beautiful blue in his eyes. "Hey." He says and is deep voice shocks me a bit. "Hi." I say,my voice going hig