The ride home was in silence, the most awkward moment in my entire life. Silence they do say is golden, but when it's coming from the wrong person, it can make you lose your mind. That moment, I'm afraid my mind wouldn't be the only thing I'd be losing. I'll be losing my entire self in that ride. There are so many things I want to say to her right now, yet I can't. I wanted to tell her how sorry I was, how I was a jerk. I know I don't deserve her, that I hurt her pretty much and I'm sorry for that. I want to tell her I don't mean any of the things I said to her and that nothing happened between Charlotte and myself, it might be too late for that but I want to make amends. She kept her head on the console, eyes closed and her hands were tightly gripping her bag, I could see the whiteness in them. She is angry. I wanted her to talk to me, get angry at me, say the words, cuss me—do anything other than staying silent. I've hurted her in many ways that I can count yet I want her to be
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