Jordan's P O VDawn came upon us sooner than expected,and although I previously wanted the time ticking a lot faster, now I seriously have no idea what I want anymore.For some reasons, I felt nervous about going to work today.It was all excitement and anxiety up until this morning I got out of bed with a severe case of cold feet and Mom wasn't even helping at all."Mom why are you even here?" I questioned while brushing through my closet for something to wear and I decided to settle for casual because the last time I went way over, I totally had my regrets."First of, that is a really hurtful thing to say to me and secondly, I didn't get a chance to be with you since you returned and I didn't want to intrude on you and your friends so last night was Mummy's time" she explained the reason why she had been up in my room since last night and I know she's my mother and she missed me and all of that but is feeding me soup and spending the night over really necessary?I'm seriously seein

Jordan's P O VWell, I wouldn't exactly blame me for acting the way I did, I am one girl who already felt a lot too embarrassed enough for one lifetime since this morning and he just had to open his mouth and make that mockery intended statement that made me just wanna bury my head in the ground or anywhere at all.It wasn't really that deep and it's something I would normally just brush off but coming from him, it felt alot too humiliating for me to bare and that was the exact reason why I thought to leave immediately.When he grabbed my wrist to keep me from charging out like I badly wanted doing, I really thought he only just wanted to gloat till he spun me around and his eyes said a totally different thing.I felt his hand circle behind my waist and it suddenly became too hard to breathe. His grip was strong, even if I did attempt struggling to break loose from his hold, there's no possible way I would have been able to pull out from his grip but honestly?That wasn't even the rea

Adrian's P O VYou know that feeling when you want something but it just seems to be so out of reach?That's the exact same situation I found myself in.How I went from despising her presence to wanting it so bad is one question I also do not have a response to and for the first time in my life, I felt totally clueless.Seeing her go in that car with the douchebag that single day after work made me feel suffocated and disturbed like I've lost the one thing that means the most to me and I just wouldn't allow that.What I don't quite understand is the reason why she's been avoiding me since the past week.It's been days.... Most of the time, she doesn't show up and uses Travis as an intermediary to get through to me.And when she does decide to show up, she does so only when utterly necessary and before you know it, she's gone.Today also happened to be one of those days I didn't manage to get a single glimpse of her and it got me so disoriented and mad at everyone for no reason up unt

Jordan's P O VIt's morning.The MORNING. and trust me, I would have felt a lot better if I didn't wake up to this nervous feeling deep inside of me after managing to fall asleep at some point last night for just the little hours left before my new alarm clock did its usual wake up call I found just as annoying as it was useful.I stopped by my selections from last night to decide on any last minute changes but there wasn't anything much I could trust myself to change at this point so I drew in a deep breath to calm my hard laboured lungs before stepping in for a warm bath as the weather this morning appears to be a little chilly.I took my time getting into my beige body con dress that hugged my body like a second skin but still appeared perfectly appropriate and board meeting worthy. It's soft cotton sleeves that reached down my wrist shielded my slender arms from the chilly weather and the small Vee shaped neckline showed only a very tiny peek of my chest and it was just perfect b

Jordan's P O VI remember saying I was nervous but right now, I was screaming on the inside!Not only did he ask me to have lunch with him, he stole my hand in his in a way I found really cute and I just couldn't stop smiling to myself ever since.When Brittany came to me with news about Ralph, it was right then I confirmed to myself for a second time that I had somehow chosen Adrian over Ralph because I seriously didn't want to leave.After silently pleading with Brittany to handle the situation which she agreed to with a simple raise of her brows which I very much understood, I felt myself relax and ready to ease into the mood as I have come to terms with at the early hours of this morning when I got into this dress I do not in anyway regret putting on.I Know it's just me being silly but my dress totally matched the color of his tie and it made my organs squeeze on the inside.With how well my body fit perfectly well against his when he held me during the elevator ride definitely a