Semua Bab I Am Not Myself : Bab 11 - Bab 20

Chris Melberg: I woke up in my bedroom. I saw a bandage on my hand. My hand was hurt and I didn't know what happened. I looked at my phone and there was a video of Nick for me."Hello Chris! If you think that you can easily get away from me then you are a fool. You said that I can't feel my wolf mate with Ashley. And you felt it with Emma. But did Emma feel it? No, because she is a dead wolf. And how do you know I didn't feel it with Ashley? Maybe I did. Since I am a whole other person. And you know who Ashley is?"He was sitting on the bed and making videos with my phone. He smiled after asking about Ashley. He didn't give an expression till now. I was nervous and worried. I continued the video,"Ashley is the girl due to which we share a body. She is the girl from that incident which happened years ago. She is the cause of our trauma, my trauma. She is making me strong. Because she is my first love. She is the one who became the cause of our first early wolf transformation, my transf

Chris Melberg: I woke up early in the morning. I felt tired because of the transformation. Maybe Nick tried to hold the transformation and fell ill. I took breakfast, sitting on the table alone made me realize how lonely and depressed I was. I was feeling completely helpless like all the things in my life were turning against me. Emma already had a mate that died. Nick was getting stronger day by day because of that girl Ashley. I was afraid that I might disappear somewhere in Nick and become a part of him. After my last meeting with Emma, I was stressed out. She cried on my shoulder for her dead mate while I was trying to hold the ocean of my love for her in my eyes. I got up from the table and went to my psychiatrist. She gave me some new pills but this time, I didn't tell her about my pain. I just took medicine for stress. I was on my way home and Emma called me. I quickly picked up the phone," Hy, how are you?". She asked me in a normal way."I'm fine. What….aaa.. about you?" I

Emma Gray: I was in the car with Chris. He was sitting on the driving seat. We were stuck in the traffic. We were going to have dinner like normal humans do. Chris was nervous and worried at the same time. I could tell by looking at him. Then the scents coming from him were enough for me to know about his emotions. He looked at the time from his wrist watch."Do you need to go somewhere?" I asked."No, I am just tired". He said and looked outside the window.Suddenly, I heard a mild growl. I looked at him. He was still looking outside the window." Did you do that? " I asked him."Do what?" He looked at me with curiosity.His eyes were red. "Your eyes. They are red. What's happening?" I asked surprisingly.He saw himself in the mirror."I don't know what's happening. It isn't a full moon." He said.His eyes were now more red. His nails were also black and longer than usual. Then all of a sudden, he started growling slowly. He held his forehead with his hands. "My head is in pain". He sa

Ashley Falls: I went to college. Nobody called me the whole day. I was constantly thinking about Nick. But he didn't call me. In Fact he didn't usually call me during the day. He always calls me at night. He even came to meet me at night. I did my part time job as a waitress. After a long wait, the sun sets and the sky turns dark.All I did the whole day was wondering about him while doing my routine work. I made hundreds of fake romantic scenarios in my mind with him.At last, his phone call came. Sitting on a chair, holding a hot coffee mug in my hand, I was studying some painting techniques. I quickly took the phone. I was going to attend it but then I wondered if I would attend it quickly. He might think that I was waiting for his call desperately. Yes, that was the truth but I didn't want him to find out.I attended the call. No one said anything from the other side."Hello, Nick!Are you there?" I asked."Yes". He answered. I heard his voice after a long time. The rasp in his voic

Ashley Falls: I was panicking. I asked Nick to get out of the house. He was growling in pain like he was in the middle of his transformation or trying to control it. But suddenly in a minute, he stopped growling. He went completely normal. His eyes were blue and his hands weren't claws anymore.Scared to death by him, I tried to touch his shoulder while he was still sitting on the floor, looking at the wooden ground. Finally, I touched him. He looked at me and said,"Where am I? Who are you? Why is my head in pain?"He asked so many questions in a breadth. That was so unlike of him. "Don't you remember? We were here to find something about that vampire, and then suddenly you felt a headache. You begin to transform,....kind of"."Kind of". He repeated my words."You really don't remember. Just now, you said your head was in pain. Your eyes were dark red and your hands were claws. So, you were kind of transforming". I explained."Oh… okay". He said while looking around the house, and the