DAYS AFTER.....I am sweating cold. And the strength of my chest beating.My stomach hurts from being so nervous. And my makeup artist has been telling me to calm down because my makeup is getting ruined from sweating profusely."Ma'am, we're going to repeat ourselves here. Just calm down. I know this is an important day for you and you're excited but, ma'am, maybe when you get to church, you'll look I don't know. Calm down, ma'am. Your makeup is getting ugly. It's juicy". My gay makeup artist complained.It's not an important day for me. I wanted to voice out those words but I stopped myself.I'm not sweating because I'm excited. I am feeling the opposite."Let's go, ma'am". The makeup artist ordered while helping me stand up.I looked at myself in a full body length mirror.I look so different, so pretty. The lipstick on my face hides the tension I feel.I am currently wearing my wedding gown. And today is the day.It's my wedding day.I promise to myself before that I will walk clo
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