I'm tossing and turning. Since I got home earlier in the morning, I became restless. I must have been lying down for more than two hours but I still couldn't sleep.After having an hours of a steamy interaction with Kiel, he finally released me. It even took me to the opposite side of Vish's house.I actually felt sad and disappointed when I saw the young man leaving earlier. I don't want to let him go. I would like to stop it but I know I can't.That was the last time anything would happen between the two of us. I am sure.It was such a great last moment with him though.I didn't know but, when I saw Kiel earlier and heard what he said, my mind just suddenly forgot all the hatred and anger I felt towards him.I feel like I want to forgive it even though it doesn't ask for forgiveness.I must be going crazy.My heart is broken.No matter how hard I try, the feelings of my heart always prevail over what my mind dictates.I got up and turned away in disgust.Suddenly the bedroom door op

It was Kiel.Kiel is standing in the hallway, staring at my sister, at Vish, and at me.I can see the surprise on his face. Vish then slightly moved and hid me behind his back.Kiel's eyes suddenly landed on mine and Vish intertwined hands. Then he looked up at me again and our eyes met.I immediately looked away.Vish then looked at me. "Let's go?"I just nodded.After a while, Vish started to take steps while gently pulling me.We passed Kiel whose eyes never leave us.I didn't look at it again until we got into the elevator and got off the hospital.My mind is preoccupied because of Kiel. He's now left with my sister who was his loved one before. He had a crazy history with my sister.I suddenly remembered what Mariam told me before about him and my sister.He was obsessed with my sister before. That means he has feelings for my sister.It only stopped being obsessed, if it stopped at all, with my sister when she thought our family had something to do with what happened to her gran

When only a few people were left inside the church, Kiel stepped closer to me.I stepped back. He was just straightly looking at me.Suddenly, he pointed a gun at Vish, causing him to retreat as well.Then Kiel even steps closer."Let go of her!" Kiel gave an emphatic order.My grip on the young man tightened even more. He looked at me and I could see the fear in his eyes.I immediately felt guilty. I loosened my grip on Vish's hand.Then Kiel quickly pulled me away from it.It removed the focus of the gun on Vish but his colleagues took over.Kiel's gun was down as he pulled me out.Tears started forming on my eyes until they suddenly slid down my cheeks.We even passed my parents and brother as they looked at me in fear. Even they can't do anything to stop what's happening.Kiel pulled me hard. I almost fell down. The weight of my gown and the six inches heels I was wearing added even more.Until we got out of the church. Scattered around were people whose faces were full of fear.K

3 years later….I was smiling from ear to ear as I watched my son play with his friends in daycare. He's only two yet I already enrolled him in daycare.I wanted him to have friends since he doesn't have one in our neighbourhood. I never thought that I could see him as happy as like now. He's usually the type who would only talk if needed. He's not shy, he just always prefers to watch cartoons on his own.Right now, he laughed like there's no tomorrow. He plays like he wanted to befriend everyone his eyes landed on. He giggles like he just heard the funniest joke ever created. I don't see this side of him everyday, especially since I mostly work overtime for his future.I just want the best for him. That is why I worked as a secretary for my now ex-husband. We have mutual feelings. Love was not present in our marriage. We are like bestfriends living in one house acting like a perfect and lovely couple.I was glad he offered me to work as his secretary after our divorce was finalised.

The next day, Vish invited us to over to his house. It’s weekend anyway that is why we don’t have much work to do.When we arrived at his house, a delicious smell of newly cooked welcomed us. My son went excited after smelling it.He happily and excitedly shouted something and ran to the kitchen. My son loves food especially if they were cooked by Vish.I followed to the kitchen and then saw my son getting carried by Vish. He is wearing an apron and he's holding a spatula on his one hand.I came to him and kiss his cheek."You guys are just right in time. I'm cooking your favourite adobo ang ginisang gulay." He said. "Did you guys already have lunch yet?"I shaked my head. "Not yet. I know you will be cooking for us so I didn't bother to cook something for me and El for lunch." El is my son's name.“Well, then, sit yourself. I’m just gonna prepare the food.” He made El sit on his baby chair. He haven’t remove them since we move out. “I’m sure you’ll love these.” He added.“We always l