Lahat ng Kabanata ng Fated to love you: Kabanata 101 - Kabanata 110

I didn't know who ended the call but at the moment I couldn't bring myself to care at all. Tears flowed from my eyes on their own accord and it didn't give me a reason to know if they were worth it or if they were not.It hurt that my one friend other than Lola was nothing but a bodyguard all along. Showing up at the most random places and acting like our meeting was purely coincidental. It stung like hell. But looking at it in hindsight I could see how perfectly orchestrated the whole thing was, even though at the moment I had written it off as nothing but a mere coincidence, Was anything even real? The night we met, he said he had been out and running too, but was that the truth? How many of our encounters have been premeditated and planned but painted to me as a coincidence which I happily bought into?My heart stung at the thought. Once more, ir suddenly made so much sense why I was paired with Lucas for the Alumni event. Because of what I knew now, I also knew that it really was

"What do you mean?" I walked closer to him. It was easier to read his facial expression from upclose but it made me more feel things I had no business feeling, like compassion and sympathy because several emotions swirled in his blue orbs and for a second, for a moment of weakness I thought he looked ridiculously vulnerable. His back was turned against me in an instant, I reached out to touch his shoulders but my hands froze mid-air. What the hell was I doing? I was the victim here.This wasn't what I planned and hoped today would be, and why were positions shifting in an instant? How did I somehow feel the urge and need to comfort him?"How can I trust you?" My voice wavered. It was thick but small with emotions "How can I take every word you say as a meter of truth and without deceit? You say you sent Charles to protect me, and I matter the most to you, but has it ever occurred to you that I am not yours? I am mates with Mac! The same person you keep talking about like he's the de

"Do you trust me?" He whispered once more.But I could barely hear the words. The myriad of emotions that danced in his eyes captured me like a spell and I couldn't find my lungs to breathe. They were missing now that I needed them the most. He stepped aside and soon his fingers were off me, his eyes too. "Do you trust me?" He repeated, staring after the blank floor now between us as if he was steeling himself for the answer he already knew was coming."I-I-I don't know!" I suddenly found my voice. He nodded then turned on his way out. before he stopped. Then whipped his head toward me in a swift motion, with raw urgency. Hie blue eyes lit up like electroity"You came for me" His voice was coarse and thick with emotions and restraint ad he continued. "I can still smell it all over you. You poured out like a sweet little thing for me." He took a step toward me and a step back immediately, he seemed to be in a confused state of what to do. He shook his head and once more turned to me

Bonus Chapter Lucas’s POVShit!I inhaled deeply and straightened my back, mentally preparing myself for what I was about to do. I was no coward and if this was what it took to finally know where I stand then it had to be done. I changed my stance from the relaxed one to a rigid and professional one at once. "Yeah, we have some pack members in Germany working to close the deal," I said and then there was silence.While I nodded as though Mark was saying something sensible to me. In those moments of silence, I prayed for her to walk in, to open the door, or say something because I could now smell her just outside the door. The lack of action on her path told me everything I needed to hear. She was straining her ears against the door, she was eavesdropping. DamnSomething broke in my chest, the sound was quiet but I felt it as sharp as the loudest crack. But I had to keep going. I gritted my teeth "Oh no no, the deal is almost sealed. we are merely in negotiations with the alpha on h

Two weeks had passed since I heard from Mac and Lucas. And while I had no expectations but secret hope I fanned alive to hear from Lucas, I was surly disappointed in Mac. One second he was acting as though I was the orbit that span his world, and next we go without talking for weeks and nothing!It wasn't until Lola's careful chide that I realized how deep I had gone in all of this, My emotions were dug into the hands of this mess and I didn't know how to entangle it. My plan was simple now, Mac was silent so maybe I can go to him, or would it be wiser I wait? Despite my conscience the information I had on Lucas made my feel a little relief in the fact that Mac couldn't do away with me so easily, now that I had something of his interest, so he better have something important to tell me about the reason he has been as silent as a ghost. "Psss, he's watching you" Someone whispered from beside me, I looked up and met the stern face of the lecturer at my wandering gaze and embrassment