Louisa's POVTwo weeks have passed since Lucas cast me away from his house.I was busy preparing for the mid-term exam by hiding either in the library or the lab.I came across Lucas a couple of times from a distance. He was either driving his Porsche with other girls or fucking girls in unexpected places, like female lavatories or the last shelf in a library.Whenever I saw him or detected his signature cologne in the air, I just turned my head away and ran as fast as I could like a little rat, hoping that he didn't see me.But whenever I ran away from him, I almost always secretly hoped that a pair of hands would grab my arms from behind. And then I could hear his hot, dark, melted fudge voice -"Where do you think you're going? Come back."Well, that wild fantasy never happened.About my part-time job project, since I lost my job at the hardware store, I had to work double shifts in the 24-hour waffle house.The early-night shift was a bit nightmarish. The whole place was on fire,

Louisa's POVWhen I lost my grandparents, I was only seven years old. At that time, I refused to eat for three days. I didn't plan to give my parents a big hard time by starving myself to death to mourn my grandparents. It was all natural. Whenever I ate something, I would throw it up right away because of the pain I suffered in my stomach.I thought I learned about ways of dealing with grief at that time. You know, all those lives were nothing but transitions and shit in the priest's speech. However, nobody told me what it was like to lose my parents. For some unspeakable reason, they just didn't tell you that you were going to feel like an orphan at whatever age you were as an adult.I didn't sleep for a whole month after I lost both of my parents in that traffic accident. Whenever I closed my eyes, I saw my parents' lifeless bodies lying in the morgue, burnt into char. My dad's arms were like withered rigs, stretching out in the air. I knew during the last moment of his life, he wa

Louisa's POV"What the hell?!" Leo shouted at me. "We've saved you from those mafia guys! And this is the way you thank us?!"Half conscious, half confused, I looked down and saw my clothes were still intact.It seemed that nobody had taken advantage of me when I passed out.There was a fountain of blood pouring down from Lucas' head. He stared at me and cracked an ear-to-ear smile on his face. It seemed that he was really happy to see me again and... he didn't realize that there was a hole in his head.I dropped the piece of brick in my hand and screamed, "Oh, crap! Did I give him a concussion and he lost his mind?!"Leo took a glance at Lucas and cleared his voice. "Yes! As a matter of fact, yes! You used a brick to bash his head, and that's why he is stupid now. Look at him! He probably won't be able to pee by himself for the rest of his life! And you'll be the one who's there giving him a hand!""No! No! I... I didn't mean to..." My brain was no longer functioning. I totally freak

Louisa's POVI saw a man talking in a wolf's voice and that's why I threw myself out of a high-speed car.That was the only thing that was lingering in my mind before I fell completely into oblivion.I was trapped inside my dream again. I couldn't feel the weight of my body, but I wasn't floating in the air.I looked around, but my vision was blocked by milky mist. Every breath I took was challenging, as if I was breathing with water in my throat and lungs. I closed my eyes, trying to focus on breathing.Then, I felt a gust of wind stroking my face. I opened my eyes and saw the mist was gone with the wind. It turned out that I was wandering about on a bleak moor. Every step I took was like stepping on a mattress of cotton candy.I bent over, trying to pick up a piece. It turned out that I was walking on the snow in my bare feet. I didn't feel cold at all. Actually, I couldn't feel any part of my body. When I looked down at the snow in my hand, it had already melted into a pool of crys

Louisa's POVI was shivering like a leaf in his arms.This is it. I told myself. After all these years, I'm going to lose my virginity to none other than Lucas Asshole Farrow.And I was 100% sure it would be painful.My breath became shallow and I couldn't take my eyes off him. He removed his watch and placed it on top of the desktop and then removed his nightgown. He looked heart-stoppingly beautiful, with a sadistic evil smile on his face. His raven black hair was a mess and he was fully erect. The size of it made me terrified.No way. There was no way for him to stuff into my body. It was physically impossible."I know this is the first time for you to do it. So I promise I'll be gentle, Louisa." He stared at me with his bold, dazzling blue eyes.There wasn't a dash of mercy in his eyes. He stared at me like a wild, angry beast."What are you looking at? Take off your clothes." He leered at me."Lucas, please don't do this to me. I can't... I want to save myself for my future husba