I shook my head and wanted to laugh at myself. Why would Stefan be here? Maybe I just made a mistake when I looked earlier, and maybe I saw him because I remembered our daughter.Two weeks passed, and I felt so much pain again. After I granted Gio's wishes, he died. I cried a lot that day, and I felt like I had lost my child again. I also mourned his loss for almost a week, but I tried to be strong, even though I sometimes blamed myself. I feel like I can't afford to lose another patient.It's true that most people say that I shouldn't attach myself too much to my patients so that I don't get hurt too much when I lose them, but what can I do? Gio is such a nice kid, and I can't help but get close to him. It's just annoying because there's more to it than I thought. I had not yet gotten over Gio's death when a man appeared to me who looked just like my father.To this day, I still can't believe that Dad has a twin, and I also don't understand what sin he says he committed against us.

I hurried down the stairs until my tears fell completely. No matter how hard I try to keep them from coming out, I can't control the emotions I feel. I told myself before that I shouldn't be affected by what happened in the past, but when I think of my daughter, I can't help but feel hurt again."E-Eli! Wait!" Stefan called me again. He got close to me again and again pulled me to stop walking. I bowed down because I didn't want him to see me still crying there. I covered my mouth with one hand, then quickly wiped away my tears. "I-Is it true? Is what you're saying true, or you just don't want me to see her and get to know her?" he asked, doubt in his voice. I inhaled and took a deep breath to look at him directly. I can feel the pain in my eyes, and I will admit that every time I see him, I remember begging him just to help my daughter. "Do I look like I'm lying? And yes, if she's alive, I'll choose not to show her and introduce her to you. You don't deserve to meet the baby you

After we ate dinner, we decided to go to the bar. It was only in BGC, and there were almost a lot of people at the bar when we arrived. I couldn't help but get excited because I missed going to the bar so much. If I used to go to the bar a lot before, now I don't because I spend more time in the hospital. Allison was the first to go inside with our other friends, while Clara clung to me. Elijah and Lance are now together, and they are talking about something. "Have you talked to Stefan? Has he talked to you about your past?" Clara asked me. We went straight to the VIP table reserved by Allison. They also immediately ordered a lot of alcohol there. I nodded at Clara before finally answering. "Yup, and he apologized to me for what happened before. He told me that he was able to do that because he was stuck in his family situation. I don't know what he's talking about his family situation," I told her and couldn't help but roll my eyes.Clara held on to my arm until we sat down. Our

Lance got shot, and I was just surprised when he fell down, so even though I was struggling, I tried to support him. I also shouted there for help, and Julius, who shot him with two other men, ran away from there. I was crying there because I was afraid of what might happen to Lance. "Lance!" I called him because I could see his eyes were closed. "Why did you do that?" I said while crying. I don't know what happened next, and I don't know how we got out of there. I just realized that we were already in the hospital while Lance was lying on the rescue bed. I helped push him there while crying until he was taken into the operating room. I was about to go inside, but Josiah blocked my way. He was the one who helped me earlier so that we could bring Lance to the hospital right away. We also called them Stella, so they wouldn't worry too much about why we suddenly disappeared from the bar. "I'll take care of him, Eli. You can't enter the operating room because you've been drinking,"

I didn't last long in the nursery room either, and Stefan and I were able to talk there, so when we finished, I went back to my work. "You see?" Josiah asked me when we met again.I took a deep breath and then nodded in response to him. He smiled slightly at me, then lightly patted my shoulder. "I feel good about the baby, Jos. When I saw and touched him earlier, it was like I was being with Margaret again," I told him, and then I couldn't help but smile. I saw Josiah immediately shake his head while looking at me, so I slightly raised an eyebrow at him. "How many times do I have to tell you, Eli? Separate your personal feelings in situations like this so you don't get hurt in the end," he said to remind me again. I held my breath and tried to smile at him before speaking. "I know, Jos. I just felt something strange about the baby," I answered him. I know that my weakness is children because I lost my own child. I just sometimes think that Yasmin is very lucky because, even tho