CAMILA SILVA The sea breeze coming through the window kisses my face softly. I close my eyes, letting out a simple smile as the memories take over my memory, but this time without taking away my peace, just bringing with them longing and the desire to experience it all again.Now I not only understand how I feel about Ethan, but I have accepted it. After so long fighting against it, being a hypocrite as my psychologist pointed out, I have accepted it. I am at peace with it, with my feelings, allowing me to feel lighter. I love him and my body declares this love and honestly, there is nothing more beautiful than this feeling.I know that we won't get back to the way we were before, at least not so quickly. We have a barrier that these years away have put between us, a huge abyss that we will have to face if we really want to be together. I have accepted the feeling, but it doesn't mean that in a magic wand everything will be all right.To give freedom to this feeling is to stop being

CAMILA SILVA I took a piece of the orange cake, putting it on the plate for Tyler to eat. I opened one of those dino danones that come in the bag, giving one to him and one to Luz. We are all sitting at the dining table, I am in the middle of the twins, helping them as I always do.I cherish these family moments. To have all of them on a Saturday morning, around a bountiful table, being able to eat whatever you want, as many times as you want, makes it all worthwhile. I remember the times, when I was a child, that we barely had an overnight bread with butter. After all, raising triplets, living in a community, was not so easy for my parents."Mama."-- Luz, with her usual sweet and gentle voice, calls out to me."Yes, my princess."-- I keep my attention on my lovely girl, seeing the beautiful smile she has on her lips.Taking me totally by surprise, the little one comes close to me, kissing my forehead and staying on my lap. She moves around a little bit, looking for the most comforta

Ethan SalvatoreI thank Danielle, Camila's older cousin, taking the pharmacy bag. She offers to come in and help us in some way, but in a polite way I thank her and deny it. I wasn't there the first time, but now I want to live every moment with her. Not to mention that this is something more of a couple, even more so because the beautiful brunette is in shock about all this.I hold Camila's hands, staring at her with a smile. She stands up, interlacing our hands, and leaves the room with me, going to her aunt and uncle's room, which is a small suite. Her aunt and uncle wouldn't mind, they offered it themselves. Here we have our own bathroom, which means that we would have more privacy.I go to the kitchen, returning with a full glass of water and a bottle in case she wants more. Camila took three glasses in a row, until she felt the urge to urinate. I help her as much as I can, feeling the anxiety at absurd levels, in a way I have never felt in my life before.Camila washes her hands

Camil Silva Ethan, still inert from what almost happened, gets out of the car with the best goofy look on his face. I had forgotten how he looks when he feels on cloud nine, that everything is fine, much more than great.He approached me with a beautiful smile, pinning my body against the car. As we pulled even closer together, we could feel, through his pants, the erection beginning to form. I just smiled in the most raunchy way I could, biting the bottom corner of my lips, thinking of all the things I wish to do with an old friend."You're still going to drive me crazy, Miss Silva."--- He speaks very close to my ear."That has always been my intention, Mr. Salvatore."--- I speak in the same tone as his.--- "To make you crazy for me.""I am already crazy about you.""Not enough."---I blinked in his direction, pushing him away from me.Ethan just denies with his head, holding my hand. We start walking together towards the luxurious restaurant near one of my favorite beaches in Arraia

CAMILA SIlVAAutomatically I raise my hands to my mouth, feeling the emotion take over me completely. Ethan is still kneeling in front of me, looking into my eyes with his full of tears and an avalanche of feelings taking over him.I know well that a short time ago I asked him to be calm, because I wanted to do things the right way, as we didn't do them the first time. But I need to be honest with him, above all with myself. We have two beautiful children, who are the reasons for our most beautiful smiles and who made us get together after so much lost time and several heartaches. Now, inside my womb, another being is growing. This little baby that is coming into our lives to add even more love, even more happiness.There is no way to say that this is taking it easy, that all things are being done in the way society thinks is right. Everything between us is very fast, so much so that when we realize it, it has already happened. And it's okay, there's nothing wrong with it, after all,