All Chapters of Anything For Lola: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40
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17.2-Freakout
It wasn’t this bad last time, but that doesn’t matter; Lola will get over it. We’ve both had some time to cool off, and I can swing by later to say I’m sorry. Lola will take me back again. The last time she caught me with an ex-girlfriend, it took me a day to get back in. That bitch wasn’t worth the headache. After signing off on a supply order, I have a free moment and pull out my phone. There’s no reply from Lola yet. Pissed off, I sent her yet another message. 3:57 PM – I will be coming over later. You better be calmer this time. I’m sweating my ass off, hammering two-by-fours, trying to clear my head. It’s nearly time to knock off, but I still haven’t received an answer from my girl, so I’m texting her again. 5:38 PM – Make dinner. Be there soon, babe. I’m sitting in my truck at six o’clock and about to leave when Daniel rushes over. He looks happier than I do, getting into my vehicle, and his mood bothers me. “Hey, bro. Are we going to the bar?” he asks like always. “Later
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18.1-Calls
Lola - On the afternoon of Wednesday the 28th I wake up to a loud ringing and groan that it’s Nathan. He has been calling and texting all day. Why can’t he leave me alone? Fumbling with my phone, I opened the chat window instead of ignoring it. Nathan – Lola, answer the phone. I love you. I scoff at the last statement. I tell him only to say I love you when he means it. Nathan only uses it when he apologizes for his stupid shit. I put my phone back down when it dings again this time, and I ignore him. Another call comes in, but it’s Justine this time. I forgot I programmed her numbers. I can’t answer and let it go to voicemail. The phone rings again, being Nathan, and I finally notice it’s two o’clock, about the usual time Justine comes in for lunch. Remembering my dinner with her and how I cheated with three stolen kisses has me spiraling. What Justine and I did made me feel guilty and wrong. However, comparing it to what I saw on Nathan’s phone, it wasn’t even first base. So, w
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18.2-Calls
My face feels red and hot again, starting Nathan down. I’m scared, covering myself where the bruise is. When Nathan sees it, his eyes falter but only for a moment and he looks away. “Babe. I love you, please can we talk,” he says, stepping one foot in the door. “No, don’t come any closer,” I say, holding my hand like a stop sign. “Lola, please, babe. I’m begging. I’m fucking sorry,” he says, trying to hand me the flowers. I scoff in disgust at his gesture, even more repulsed by him. Nathan’s never given me flowers, only tears and fake apologies—the perfect picture of empty promises from a horrible excuse of a boyfriend. “Babe, talk to me. I love you,” he says, pleading for me to listen. “Don’t say that,” I glare. “You don’t mean it!” “Yes, I do, Babe. Everything is gone, the pictures and the videos. She means nothing to me. I love you,” he pleads. My eyes widened with shock. Nathan’s apologizing for the affair and not beating me. He’s also saying I love you like it can fix this
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19.1-Helping
Damien-on the Early Evening of Wednesday, the 28th I spent my day as a guard trying to comfort Justine. She’s in a funk because she could not see Lola today. She’s also been staring at the rose she picked for Lola all afternoon. At the diner earlier, Tobias said Lola wasn’t feeling well and called out. He slipped and mentioned it was something she ate. That alone made Justine spiral because of their dinner date. She is adamant that Lola’s not at work today because of her actions. “I scared her away,” Justine bites her lower lip nervously, “I know I did.” “I’m sure it wasn’t anything to do with you, Justine,” taking her in my arms. She’s trembling and on the verge of crying. I take my hand and cup her beautiful face, wiping a falling tear. I push back her hair and kiss her temple, helping her to calm down. We cuddle like that before she drives me off to do something else. Justine’s work day isn’t much more leisurely, canceling most of her afternoon. She opted instead to do paperwo
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19.2-Helping
I run down the stairs quickly and feel a wave of relief. Justine listened and stayed in the car. I unlock the doors, and she anxiously hops out. I tell her what happened, and she stammers with her emotions. Justine eyes glaze with tears, but she pushes them aside and calms herself, now knowing what to expect. The walk back upstairs feels longer, somehow. When the door opens, Lola leaps at Justine and starts to cry. Justine takes over caring for Lola while I listen. I don’t like what I hear at all. When she’s more comfortable with me, I’ll be asking my own questions. To clear my mind, I start doing my job, looking around her apartment. I grabbed Lola’s luggage, seeing it light with only a couple of days of clothes. She intends to come back sooner than I would like. I’m sure Justine and I can convince her it’s unsafe, especially after witnessing everything this evening. First, I discreetly rummage through Lola’s well-organized desk in the hall. I find current utility bills and credit
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20.1-Comforting
Justine - On the evening of Wednesday, the 28th I’m anxiously sitting in the car, tapping my foot, and staring at the front door of Lola’s building. Damien’s been gone for only minutes Waiting alone has my nerves rattled from the unknown. Digging my nails into my palms, I can only assume they are getting things together. If it’s as bad as I think, I can get Lola some help through my private women’s shelter. It’s a remarkable place with experienced counselors and therapists. However, the memory makes me want to do this myself, as Lola deserves a soft personal hand. She needs to know someone cares. My heart skips a beat thinking about my past and those who were there for my darkest moments. Although the woman, Gemma, who helped me most, is no longer with us. She took me under her wing, nurtured my soul, and introduced me to Damien, Gio, and Markum. They are the three most influential men in my life, and they healed my trauma which is precisely what I want for Lola. Back when I lived
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20.2-Comforting
“Nathan cheats on me,” Lola whimpers, “He drinks and beats on me, and he-” Lola’s talking to me, but she’s also putting it together. I can see it in her eyes; she’s never said these things aloud. I didn’t either till I got the help I needed to get away. Her tears spill over as the words pour out as Lola explains everything that happened. She mentions horrible instances of him hurting her for no reason and forcing her into sex nightly. He even allows his friend to gawk and touch Lola without her permission. Again, this is a situation I know all too well. Lola doesn’t have to give me details as I have lived through all this myself. I open my arms to her when I think she’s finished. She dives into me, crying. I want to kiss her sorrows away, but I hold. “I’m sorry, Lola,” I say, comforting her till she settles. Again, she squirms, wincing out in genuine agony. I immediately drop my hands from her and apologize. But that’s the second time she flinched away at a light shoulder caress.
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21.1-Leaving
Lola - On the evening of Wednesday, the 28th When Justine walked through the door, I broke, telling her everything, things only my journal knows. She is genuinely kind with her care of me. I hate that I flinched away several times because of the pain. I was mortified to expose myself to her, but Justine listened with a sincere heart. It’s strange to know she’s been in my shoes before. She is only concerned about my well-being and safety. Justine doesn’t press me to go to the hospital or call the police. Which I’m thankful for. I feel ashamed enough; doing those things would only make me feel worse. We move from the kitchen to the bathroom, and Justine helps to apply my makeup. Her hands are gentle, and she did a fantastic job. Looking in the mirror, I don’t recognize myself. You can hardly see anything, but I feel it and know it’s only temporary. When we are finished with my camouflage, I lead her to my bedroom and pack a few more things. Justine insists I won’t return for a whil
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21.2-Leaving
“But I come in occasionally to get away from the city and to check up on my investment,” Justine says like it’s common knowledge. “Wait, you own this place?” I ask stupidly.” “Silent owner, but yes, Lola,” she says coolly, and I’m shocked. Justine’s sitting on the sofa, watching me so intently. I blush as I’m amazed by everything, but more so by her. I think she’s enjoying my reactions, as she hasn’t stopped smiling at me. “And the restaurant the other night?” I ask, remembering her not paying for the meal. “Yes, there too, again silent. These are two of my favorite places, and I hoped you would enjoy them, as I like sharing them with you,” Justine trails off, making me stop dead in my tracks. I heard that right. She brought me to these places to make me feel better. I’m beyond appreciative of her generosity. Without thinking, I leap forward, kissing Justine. The act makes us both redden as I’m all over her, but I can’t help it. Her lips are so soft and inviting that I could get
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22.1-Sweet
Lola - Late Evening of Wednesday, the 28th The memories of being beaten come flooding into my mind. I can’t shake them. My wonderful moment with Justine is ruined as I’m blinded with hate. I close my eyes to center myself; only it makes it worse. I see Nathan’s vexing sneer while his cold fist connects with my face. The exact spot is throbbing from a simple embrace. I take my hand, barely tapping my skin to soothe the ache. “I didn’t mean to hurt you, Lola. I should’ve waited or been gentler,” Justine says sullenly. I close my eyes, working through the pain, trying not to cry. I feel her take my hand in an attempt to comfort me. Through clenched teeth, I smile, pretending I’m all right, but my heart is racing. “Damien, please go see what Gio has for pain and bruising,” she instructs, and he quickly leaves, “I forgot to ask earlier. I’m sorry again, Lola.” When the door slams closed, I panic and fan myself violently. Justine leads me to the couch and helps me to sit. She joins in
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