Paula POV"Honestly it was crazy oli, my lady was really wet and he just bolted away from me. Like, like I was some kind of disease" I sighed sitting on the couch. I had a long night thinking about yesterday. A long shower and now dressed for work I'm still talking about Ethan. "This is some juicy news, Ethan kissed you?, romanced you and all. I think the world is coming to an end!!!!" Oli screamed through the phone. I shifted the phone away from my ears while she continued talking gibberish. "He totally likes you," " slow down oli, he doesn't like me, maybe he just needed a way to pass time, or maybe he was high on drugs. He was sick after all. " "Well true, and he left after the make out. He is a total douche bag " oli fired. "I know right, and I have decided to stop my heart from racing so hard when he is near. He can't treat me like a slut. I will try to shut him out." I grabbed my bag and left the apartment. "Ouu, my baby is in love" oli mocked me. "Oh please its not love

Paula POV I don't know how my body did it but I slept despite the thunderous thoughts that plagued my mind. Last night was everything I never expected and more , it was still wrecking because I was still confused and battered. I rushed home after the confusing collision with Ethan. My cheeks heat up just thinking of what he did to me last night. I wanted more and it freaked me out! He is engaged for crying out loud. And a total jerk for messing with my head. If he does feel something like he hinted about then he wouldn't still be engaged. I'm so frustrated!Thank God Clara was asleep when I arrived yesterday, so I easily told Olivia the story. I would tell Clara but it would be so much stress explaining to her from the start. Olivia totally waited for me to arrive. She was however excited; saying he has feelings for me and I got a headstart but I just don't see it. Although she couldn't figure out why he was acting this way towards me; the kid bullied me before. Its clear I'm into h

Ethan's POV " I still remember that day like it was yesterday. I was ten, We went camping with our mothers as a sport for extra credit and fun. I told my mom and she declined the offer saying; she had to work but after much persuading from me and a word from dad she agreed. We joined the other kids and their mothers for the sports when suddenly mom wanted to leave. She said she had to attend a meeting and my stupid childish school activity would not stop her. I followed her even after much protests, we drove off and it began to rain , she got a call saying she had to pick the foreign investors herself. She dropped me off in front of a book store telling me to wait for her without moving a muscle in the pouring rain with very little shade. It rained down on me as tears filled my eyes. I was cold hurt and shaking , I sat down rocking myself back and fort for over two hours. Till I was kidnapped and dragged by some men. I was beaten and tortured to tell my parents to pay the ransom w

Paula POV "Are you alright Paula? You seem totally absent" Anna asked as we made way into my apartment. "Of course I'm fine, I'm doing okay, why did you ask?" Of course I would play dumb. I've been silent all through the drive home. Ethan and Regina left in his car all lovey Dovey, it hurts so much. So very much. I almost cried and I'm sure I'll cry all through the night. How did he change over night? Just how? Was he lying to me about his feelings? I could feel my head spin.I opened the door leading the smiling Anna In the house, I don’t think she has had many sleepovers. She’s so happy. " they are here!" Olivia screamed as soon as we arrived in the kitchen. Clara side hugged me.The smell of hot sauce hit my nose. "Uhhm, yummy what are you guys making" my tummy grumbled and my eyes fucked the meal in front of me. "You girls really killed it huh" the whole counter was filled with cheese , spaghetti sauce , roasted chicken , salad , beef stew and of course chips. Oh beer to

Paula POV Damien pulled over at a small restaurant in a remote area as the weather began to change. its honestly crazy how he remembered all this places. It started to rain heavily so we literally ran from his car to the restaurant. Immediately we got in the restaurant; the smell of fresh sauce and wine hit me hard, hitting all the right taste buds in my mouth and it hasn't even gotten in my mouth. Damien kept staring at me in awe making my insides tickle , if only one jerk looked at me like this. Damien is all grown up now, he's tall totally towering over me, his beautiful brown hair jelled backwards, perfect blue eyes ,sexy body, he's totally the Edward Cullen. Where's I'm just me, old plain Paula. I had to break this staring contest we were having. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I blushed as he smirked at the end of my question. His whole face brightens up . ."I'm sorry, its weird I know. I'm just so shocked, you're just so beautiful and more Paula" he said smiling she