EPISODE TWENTY-ONE.He stared at me in disbelief for some moments before chuckling."Are you crazy?Why should we have sex?""I know you don't want this,I know I'm unattractive and all that but I want you to have sex with me."I literally don't know what's going on in my head right now. Call me crazy because I don't know how I entered his room saying this."You initiating the idea of us having sex without having an idea of how I am as a man is crazy,Hazel.""I will endure it. Just do it.""I don't stop until I'm done,Hazel. I will ruin your body and I won't give a damn."He scoffed, adjusting himself on the bed.I clutched my clothes tightly to myself. I have the choice of walking out of this room now and telling him to forget it,but here I am, still standing in front of him."I can do it. You should do all that you want at your own pace."He didn't talk for a long moment,I got impatient and looked up to him."Stefano...""Am I going to have sex with you from that place? Fully clothed?"

EPISODE TWENTY THREESTEFANO.I felt uneasy throughout the night,I've never felt guilty for my actions before but hurting her like this made me feel so terrible. I wished she could sign the divorce papers right away so we can part.Hazel would probably hate me now,And I hope she continues hating me forever,I don't want her to forgive me for doing this to her,I feel so fucking bad for her.She cried for hours under me because I was trying to pleasure myself. I was angry earlier when she confessed to me that she's a virgin. Why did she make such a decision to beg me for sex if she's a virgin?Does she not care about her dignity at all?I thought she was indirectly calling me a coward for not taking her to bed right away the moment we were back from the party,I wanted to do it so badly with her but I felt bad for the past events.I even let Nora body shame her in my presence. She caught the person who disrespect her on my bed even though it was a misunderstanding.If I'd respected her,I s

EPISODE TWENTY FIVESTEFANO."Yeah. They are around already. With their chaotic characters."I report to Luca rubbing my forehead."They are surely happy to see you and Mom after years.""Whatever. Amanda was giving me cold shoulders for not sending Hazel's pictures to her for months."I huff dropping the box on the bed."About her. I have something to talk about."Luca said uneasily,I furrowed my brows."Amanda?""Hazel.""What's that?"I ask curiously. I don't know what's wrong with me,I keep getting interested in anything that involves her."I tried kissing her."He confessed.There was moments of silence between us,I don't want to overreact even though,I'm fucking jealous and mad.I took a deep breath letting him explain himself."She rejected me and apologized immediately. She said she liked you and couldn't bear cheating on you.""Oh."I mouthed, hiding the relief in my voice."You're not angry?"He asked, surprised.I smile lightly while playing with the zip of the box."I'm not.""Stefa

EPISODE TWENTY SEVEN "You're just one pathetic chic. Hazel."He huffed before letting go of my hands."What did you expect me to say?All I did was try to make things better between us and I'm the one that got hurt."I say in a slightly high tone. It's too hard to keep my posture in front of him. He makes me nervous."Just leave."He points to the door calmly.I took a deep breath and walked out of the room sobbing.*Two hours later,Stefano's Mom urged everyone to pack their camping materials,Marcos and Labrinth left earlier to get some raw meats and camping materials for us."They will join us later."Luca says, noticing me. I've been looking at the gate waiting for them to come.I don't want to go with Stefano."I won't let you go in the same car with him. I know you're nervous as hell."He chuckled patting my back.He's been in the room with Stefano for the past two hours,Only God knows what they were doing.He just came out minutes ago."How do I avoid that?""I will tell Amanda to ta

EPISODE TWENTY NINE"What the hell are you talking about?"He snapped, turning to me.I burst into tears shaking my head like a baby"You don't have to worry about me. I will go back to my family. You should be with the people that make you happy."I sob.My eyes were already getting close at this point, I'm feeling sleepy but I don't want to. I really want us to make a decision about marriage."For how long have you been thinking of this?""Ever since the first night we had together. I didn't know you were that uncomfortable around me until that night.""If you really think making the first move makes you selfish or dumb,Then you must be the most pathetic person on earth."He huffs, pushing his hair back."Huh?"I mumble, cleaning my tears.He sigh. He didn't want to talk about it anymore or push the conversation further.I tried getting off beside him but he pushed me back making me collapse in his arms. His body is so warm and welcoming.I'm still crying profusely,He wraps his hands aro