Semua Bab SIN FOR ME: Bab 1 - Bab 10

-----~[AMELIA]~-----The late afternoon sun shines through this idyllic town of ours called Willowbrook in a warm, golden glow as I stroll along the tree-lined streets. School has just ended for the day, and the air is filled with the excitement of the approaching weekend. But amidst the carefree laughter and youthful chatter that filled the air, I am currently carrying a heart wrenching secret, one that weighs heavily on my young heart. It's inevitable and ignorable. No matter how hard I try to shove the matter away, I can't. It keeps wrecking havoc in my head.I and Lily Mitchell have been best friends since we were toddlers. Our lives were entangled like the branches of the ancient willow tree that stood proudly in the center of town. We are totally inseparable and indestructible. We share everything—our dreams, our secrets, and even our first heartbreaks. We have kind of an oat-like promise between ourselves that makes us spill out any secret we have within ourselves no matter h

-----~[AMELIA]~-----She's doing this on purpose. I just know it. She wants me to stay back for her. It is so visible on her face and I know that if I ignore it and just walk home, she is going to sulk and ignore me for weeks. I grit my teeth and facepalm myself within me. I really don't have a choice in this matter. Yeah I really don't. I just have to stay back for my baby. I smile and shake my head. "It's fine. I will stay for dinner Mum." I say to Mrs Mitchell and she beams ecstatically. The pure joy that explores her face at my reply makes me wonder. The issue is not different with Lily as well. The happiness I can see blooming on her face is priceless. What the hell is it about me that is making these people just…. I don't know….. so much to want to keep me at all cost? I am so carried away by my happiness at their happiness that I find myself chuckling uncontrollably with my palms on my flushed cheeks, I didn't know how my head managed to tilt to the right and fall straight

-----~[AMELIA]~-----His stare is persistent and soft, filled with the glitters of admiration, want, desire...... What the.... I really don't know if it is my imagination..... But that is exactly what I am seeing in those spectacular eyes of his that have long ago stolen my sanity. I swallow and take a deep breath finding it severely hard to return my focus back to the composed poem Lily is trying to show me as we stare at each other with neither of us backing out. "This particular one talks about meeting the guy for the first time even when........... " Lily's voice beside me slowly drifts into mumbles as I find myself getting engulfed in the flaming oppressive overwhelming aura emanating from the man a few meters away from me piercing me with the most arousing stare like I am some precious treasure that he can't take his eyes off. I myself can't even find any single amount of strength within me to look away. I just..... I...... "Dinner is ready." Mrs Mitchell's voice suddenly jo

-----~[THAT NIGHT]~-----She does the normal midnight rituals of cleaning herself and getting her bed ready for the night. Her thoughts are still as chaotic as ever with the thought of that mesmerizing man eating away at her memory. There is nothing she can do that will make her forget him. As it is every single time, she can't resist thinking about him. His image is forever imprinted in her memory like a curse and there is nothing she can do to erase it. In fact it's like it's already become a sweet hobby for her. Whenever she finds herself jobless, those enticing thoughts of him will joyfully knock on the doors of her memory and she will irresistibly swing the door ajar wide open for them to settle in and invade her mind as they want. she can't find any willpower within her to resist. The image of him is such a spicy juicy form to behold she can barely resist drooling even in her thoughts. Christ!!!! she sighs with frustration as she adjusts her nightgown on her delicate body and a

-----~[AMELIA]~-----The next day arrives as quickly as ever with a flash and I find myself rounding up after long intense hours of home sanitation with mum. It's been a stressful day and what I need right now is a full dose of relaxation to make up for all the energy I have spent cleaning and tidying up. But then as I slump back on the sofa in my living room to take a breather, I remember that I still have to visit Lily this evening as I have promised her. That girl is so not going to be elated with me if I fail to fulfill the promise I gave to her. Urghh. What a day? This is the hardest strength spent day I have ever experienced. But nevertheless I still have to be faithful to my friend. I have to leave this wonderful comfy home of mind and visit her just as I have promised even though my greatest nemesis lies waiting in that apartment of hers. I have to do this for my friend and I really don't think anything crazy is going to happen since I and Lily are both going to be togeth